08-24-2016, 06:12 PM
Day 35:
- Sad dreams... Check.
- It never fails to amaze me how I can be feeling one way, yet subconsciously communicate something very different. I'm not feeling sexy at all, but still got a very nice bit of attention from a girl working in a supermarket today. She's probably late 30/early 40s, but I'd go there.
- I have started to think differently about my future/purpose these last few days. It feels like the emotional maturity and wisdom aspect of the programming kicking in. Thinking a lot about volunteering and teaching music to troubled youth at this local centre.
I'm starting to see a bigger picture than just 'me me me'. It's not that I've been selfish or anything, I have just been stuck in a box or sorts, frustrated and lacking a certain kind of inspiration to channel my talents. I taught myself drums, piano, guitar and I've recently been making beats. I feel like spending a day or two a week just focused on giving and helping someone would be amazing...
- Sad dreams... Check.
- It never fails to amaze me how I can be feeling one way, yet subconsciously communicate something very different. I'm not feeling sexy at all, but still got a very nice bit of attention from a girl working in a supermarket today. She's probably late 30/early 40s, but I'd go there.
- I have started to think differently about my future/purpose these last few days. It feels like the emotional maturity and wisdom aspect of the programming kicking in. Thinking a lot about volunteering and teaching music to troubled youth at this local centre.
I'm starting to see a bigger picture than just 'me me me'. It's not that I've been selfish or anything, I have just been stuck in a box or sorts, frustrated and lacking a certain kind of inspiration to channel my talents. I taught myself drums, piano, guitar and I've recently been making beats. I feel like spending a day or two a week just focused on giving and helping someone would be amazing...
