Shannon's Journal

[Shannon]

@K-Train: I think that may have to do with a few things, one of which is likely that you simply are not noticing the effects it is having. That's been addressed in the 4G subs, making the effects more noticeable. It may also be one or two forms of resistance, but I am not going to speculate about that at the moment. I'd rather just rebuild it as a 4G program, make it as super-awesome as possible, and re-issue. If I keep hearing this sort of reports after that, I'll take it down.

However... right now I am having some severe problems with my computer, and in fact have to order 2 parts before I'll be able to continue working. The only hard disk I have at the moment that is functional is too small to hold my entire working build environment, and my keyboard needs replacement... again.

Understood boss man. I just find it odd that it seems that subs that are designed to attract women or the like are hard for me to get results from while other subs I can get positive results from.

Do you believe that it's because I'm short? I'm 5'6, but that still doesn't explain everything because I've had success with women in the past...hmmm. I am interested in the types of resistance you speak of though. I believe you went over it last year. Care to jog my memory?

By resistance I mean that you may be resisting the program because it conflicts with some aspect of your subconscious programming we haven't touched on yet, or it may be that success with women frightens you to a degree that makes you resist success with them when it is possible.

Being short may have to do with it to some degree, feelings of not being good enough, but if you've been through alpha that shouldn't be a real big problem.