08-22-2016, 09:17 PM
On the sky train back from work (car is uninsured) I saw two women checking me out. One of them subtly and the other one VERY obviously. She was smoking hot too and at least 5 years older then me.
It was so obvious that it gave me a massive smile because I was so joyful that the program was working and it gave me a big ego boost that such a beautiful women can't stop checking me out.
The funny thing is our hands kept accidentally touching three times. Not too long of a touch but I accidentally placed my hand on her hand a few times because I went to grab the pole and didn't see her hand. (don't think this has anything to do with the program but it was interesting)
I also noticed my first reaction when I see a hot girl nowadays is look straight in there eye. 2 1/2 years ago I couldn't look at a hot women eye if I tried. I had that much low self esteem and social anxiety.
It was so obvious that it gave me a massive smile because I was so joyful that the program was working and it gave me a big ego boost that such a beautiful women can't stop checking me out.
The funny thing is our hands kept accidentally touching three times. Not too long of a touch but I accidentally placed my hand on her hand a few times because I went to grab the pole and didn't see her hand. (don't think this has anything to do with the program but it was interesting)
I also noticed my first reaction when I see a hot girl nowadays is look straight in there eye. 2 1/2 years ago I couldn't look at a hot women eye if I tried. I had that much low self esteem and social anxiety.
