07-18-2011, 11:10 AM
AM11 Stage 6 Week 1-2, Overcoming Procrastination Week 18+
As information, the bullets are ordered by time. The first are the oldest while the last are the newest.
- Found that Overcoming Procrastination is key to the removal of the sting of work as stated in my previous post.
- This stage started out with insecurity and neediness. I'm needing outside validation.
- After 5 days on stage 6 I hit a bout of resistance and difficulty in motivating myself to work. Yet I'm still able to get myself to work its just hard. The action is slow and only partially productive, but non the less it is action. This is an improvement, pre-AM11/Overcoming Procrastination I could not motivate myself to action.
- Upon reflection of my progress. I can see a clear influence of AM11 in addressing my insecurities. I have confidence and to an extend I'm indifferent to what other's think. The indifference is with prudence. I don't get on the dance floor and dance in front of others unless I know how to dance. I've seen a lot of interesting dancers make a fool of themselves. When I've seen them later in life I continue to picture them dancing. That can influence my interaction with them. So I see the importance of long term and temper my current behavior appropriately. [Update: Said another way, I have yet to see a alpha male dance badly. So I learn to dance before I get out on the dance floor.]
- Beginning to see the entire AM11 picture come together. I'm beginning to get it.
- I've once again realized that my wife, Ms AYD, is smokin hot. I'm glad I don't live close to Ryan, he would be hitting on her and that would cause problems with is current GF.
- I'm manifesting many wonderful things into my life. To my surprise, things that I've only casually thought of are presenting themselves to me. Some occur quickly, while others take time (nice addition Shannon). This has occurred throughout AM11 but is very apparent in this stage.
As information, the bullets are ordered by time. The first are the oldest while the last are the newest.