07-17-2011, 05:15 AM
Stage 1 - Day 7,
(After I came home from the long trip. It seems like my female friends just wanna hug me like I'm going to die or something.. Never had I had that much enthusiasm from my female friends, when seeing me).
Last night I went to a small party a buddy of mine hosted. In the beginning there were 5 people and I introduced myself to those I haven't met. I noticed that I had strong-eyecontact.. not much sexual but it seems like the girls wants me to do it sexually when I lock eyes with them.
I stood my ground most of the time throughout the night and girls always came near me or joined the venue I was going to. One of them tried to turn me on by doing things in front of me from time to time and she also tried to say things trying to create a reaction in me, which really was a turn-off.
Everything was flowing pretty natural.. I socialized and had fun.
At a point in the night I started to begin doing things, which I felt wasn't unnatural.
I wanted to talk with 2 girls. As soon as I walked over to them (in both situations), just to offer them a smoke or talk about something they both lost interest. I could sense it.
It reminded me of what Ryan once wrote,
I did this kind of subconsciously because I genuinely felt I wanted to know more about this cute girl, so why not make it happen?
Anyways.. I think this time was very subtle and if I had more awareness, it wouldn't had happen this way.
- LM
(After I came home from the long trip. It seems like my female friends just wanna hug me like I'm going to die or something.. Never had I had that much enthusiasm from my female friends, when seeing me).
Last night I went to a small party a buddy of mine hosted. In the beginning there were 5 people and I introduced myself to those I haven't met. I noticed that I had strong-eyecontact.. not much sexual but it seems like the girls wants me to do it sexually when I lock eyes with them.
I stood my ground most of the time throughout the night and girls always came near me or joined the venue I was going to. One of them tried to turn me on by doing things in front of me from time to time and she also tried to say things trying to create a reaction in me, which really was a turn-off.
Everything was flowing pretty natural.. I socialized and had fun.
At a point in the night I started to begin doing things, which I felt wasn't unnatural.
I wanted to talk with 2 girls. As soon as I walked over to them (in both situations), just to offer them a smoke or talk about something they both lost interest. I could sense it.
It reminded me of what Ryan once wrote,
Ryan Wrote:Well if you think about it...it doesn't seem to be impressing but when you look really into it, it is slightly. I mean think about it...you're trying to change yourself to do something differently in order to get this girl to stick around...meaning in one way or another, you feel like you need to be more social with her or take a stronger interest in her (impress her) so she will stay. It doesn't look that way, but it kinda is, if you think about it, and I still do it too. But Sex Magnet, I'm sure will make it so you just don't care anyway, you could be quiet and say nothing for all you care and she'll be all over you. It's just a matter of your energy.
I did this kind of subconsciously because I genuinely felt I wanted to know more about this cute girl, so why not make it happen?
Anyways.. I think this time was very subtle and if I had more awareness, it wouldn't had happen this way.
- LM
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
