Shannon's Journal

[Shannon]

A little update summary of my journey through AM2011. I should say that I am 43 years old so my experience with AM2011 will be somewhat different than the younger ones here on the board. I am 2 weeks into stage 4 and I am pleased with how the program is working on me thus far. I can say I am a much more positive and confident person. I thought I was fairly confident before I started the program but this is another level. I feel very calm on the inside and as a result I am cool calm and collective on the outside. My stress level has also gone down outside of the occasional resistance however even the resistance hasn't been that bad for me thus far.

Backtracking, stage 1 felt more like an alpha phase to me. I was much more talkative and abrupt. I had a little bit of anger phase towards the end of the stage. Stage 2 felt like an inward phase for me. I became a little more introverted. I didn't want to socialize as much during this phase. My mind felt more foggy and I couldn't hold a conversation as well as a result because things to talk about wouldn't readily come through my brain. Then stage 3. This was like a total shift in the other direction from stage 2. My mind cleared up. I did have an anger phase for about 2 weeks in the middle of the stage. But the last week was great. I guess some people described it as euphoric.i was so much more productive at work and I got along so much better with my colleagues at the end. The increase in my productivity I attribute to an overall increase in confidence of my work product and myself. I almost didn't want to end the stage at that point but onward we go. Stage 4 mellowed out stage 3 a little. This stage feels a lot different than the other stages. I have much more vivid dreams. It feels like there is more having to do with women. I did lose some productivity I think mainly because of the mellowing out of this stage but that's okay because I'm still fairly productive. Just a little of the passion has subsided. Also, my brain still feels clear but slightly a little more scattered but I assume that the sub is having my subconscious work on certain things. I also feel sexier. I had a very good discussion with an attractive blond last night at a lounge. At the time, I didn't realize it, but looking back on it, the discussion seemed so natural and it seemed like I was on autopilot which I attribute to subconscious programming. I was attracted but I didn't show neediness. Things were flowing from my brain. As a result, she showed indicators of interest even though she was meeting up with her boyfriend later on. At the end, I didn't feel the need to ask for her info but she asked for my card. I gave it to her and she left. If she calls, that's okay, and if not that's okay. I'm also not reminiscing in my mind what I should or should not have done. It is what it is. There are plenty more opportunities out there. Also, I should say, I have had conversations with some women like this before but the difference with this latest one is that things just seemed to flow better however I didn't realize that in the moment until I reflected back on it. Anyway, that is my experience thus far. Great job on the sub Shannon. It definitely is worth what I paid for it and maybe more.

You're quite welcome, and I agree with you, I think it is worth more than what we currently charge.