07-31-2016, 07:58 AM
Thanks for sharing this, AlphaRomeo.
About the surrounding energies you said, it clicked. Every time I get out of my house, I feel like something pull me down. It's hard to find someone to resonate or have a similar mindset here. My co-workers really said that me seems to come from another planet. And I doubt myself that do I really open myself first to them, and is it my problem or not.
The AM subs have been pushing me out of my boundary, it offer me a thought that pinging with the same people, the same community will pull me back to my old self. I also read many AM journals here. We are from many places in world, but have similar pattern that the subs change our mindset and we feel like lone wolves in our places. I'm not sure that go abroad will solve this. If not consider enough I will go from a jail to another jail but more expensive. Because the money for that is big. From where I am now, I must take a lot from parent and my ego currently refuses that. But I will let everything open, let AM do his job. It's ideal that I study abroad and go back here, find some quite place and open my business. In my part, now I will focus in improve my design knowledge and wait for opportunities.
About the surrounding energies you said, it clicked. Every time I get out of my house, I feel like something pull me down. It's hard to find someone to resonate or have a similar mindset here. My co-workers really said that me seems to come from another planet. And I doubt myself that do I really open myself first to them, and is it my problem or not.
The AM subs have been pushing me out of my boundary, it offer me a thought that pinging with the same people, the same community will pull me back to my old self. I also read many AM journals here. We are from many places in world, but have similar pattern that the subs change our mindset and we feel like lone wolves in our places. I'm not sure that go abroad will solve this. If not consider enough I will go from a jail to another jail but more expensive. Because the money for that is big. From where I am now, I must take a lot from parent and my ego currently refuses that. But I will let everything open, let AM do his job. It's ideal that I study abroad and go back here, find some quite place and open my business. In my part, now I will focus in improve my design knowledge and wait for opportunities.
