07-31-2016, 04:53 AM
[Stage 2 - Day 2]
I'm more social, more playful now. I see myself talkative which quite strange. Not like stage 1, when I kept myself aloof.
Meet some friends today. A close friend come with his new gf. She's cute. She smiles at me a lot. I can tell that she's interested in me. And my friend recognize that too. I avoid her eyes. I think really I'm avoiding bad things that may comes up. He's a good friend, genuine and quite respect me. But what if she is not interested in him? really not easy.
I become more energetic, some old ideas just come back, have an urge to make and build things. In my city, I see it become crowd, polluted, and many people here is annoying, they just don't care but in the negative way. Drive car carelessly as they own the street, just honk honk as they don't see the street is crowd. Many guys do stupid things to get attention... It's really annoying. Have a thought to leave this city, there is a fear of living bored at other cities, and so many hot girls here, hmmm.
During AM, I make friends with some new guys. Seeing them open their business makes me more confident. They just have some money, some relationships, do not know about accounting or managing, not well educated, but dare to open a company. They ask me to help them build website, and really I see they know nothing about it, no motivation, customer service, not good. Seems like they just have money and want to be boss. But they dare to do that, so why not me.
I'm more social, more playful now. I see myself talkative which quite strange. Not like stage 1, when I kept myself aloof.
Meet some friends today. A close friend come with his new gf. She's cute. She smiles at me a lot. I can tell that she's interested in me. And my friend recognize that too. I avoid her eyes. I think really I'm avoiding bad things that may comes up. He's a good friend, genuine and quite respect me. But what if she is not interested in him? really not easy.
I become more energetic, some old ideas just come back, have an urge to make and build things. In my city, I see it become crowd, polluted, and many people here is annoying, they just don't care but in the negative way. Drive car carelessly as they own the street, just honk honk as they don't see the street is crowd. Many guys do stupid things to get attention... It's really annoying. Have a thought to leave this city, there is a fear of living bored at other cities, and so many hot girls here, hmmm.
During AM, I make friends with some new guys. Seeing them open their business makes me more confident. They just have some money, some relationships, do not know about accounting or managing, not well educated, but dare to open a company. They ask me to help them build website, and really I see they know nothing about it, no motivation, customer service, not good. Seems like they just have money and want to be boss. But they dare to do that, so why not me.
