Fresh start - EHPRA 2.0

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Day 50

So yesterday I had a stressful day at work. I was hoping I would be able to handle the stress better since I am listening E2 for the last 50 days. I was even feeling stressed the day before cause I knew I had a stressful day coming up. I thought I would dwell less on the stress...feels like a step back...

Also having bad dreams for the last couple of days. Like dreaming of getting shot in the throat, being in jail and then last night I dreamt my parents kicked me out of the house cause they found me talking to my boyfriend while laying on the bed without telling them prior I would bring him

Day 50
kicked me out of the house cause they found me talking to my boyfriend while laying on the bed without telling hem prior I would bring him

aw I had that happen to me also when (guy here) my gf was over and the parents came home and we were on the bed she was straddled on top of me and we were talking. Then the rents came to the place and saw her on top and did not like obviously because the way she responded was of a shout in a lower tone voice. ***edit*** that was real and this next part was a dream *** and the throat Yeah...I had a dream of recent where some guy was running after me like the gladiator kind of movie what was the scene looked like, and another guy threw a spear and pierced that guy.

I am running Alpha Male V6 on stage 1 day day 32