07-01-2011, 08:17 AM
Yeah. I'm doing pretty great! and you might be right but it's not really a big things, until I get home.
Day 30,
Went out with ma, this afternoon and just got annoyed by her. I think it might be, her wanting to do or go somewhere but I didn't. I already knew what I wanted and where I wanted to go and I've already been with her almost all the other days. She went with me and what I wanted to do, which was paddling a boat, wasn't available. So we went biking.
Anyway, we end up in the same Starbucks, like yesterday and on the way over there, I just knew that the good spot (sitting outside on a veranda with a amazing view to the lake. Only 6 seats available and this is a VERY common tourist place) would be free when we got there. So my ma go up-stairs to get a table for us and I got us the coffee, when I had the coffees I went up-stairs and I looked to where the good spot was and guess what..? I see two people leaving.
I thought what a beautiful view and just enjoyed and appreciated it for a few minutes..
Next thing I know is there is two girls sitting beside us and a minute later after I began interacting with my ma, one of them was looking over at me all the time and did so many things to get my attention, it was SO obvious to me. In the end she just stared at me which was flattering.
I just had a good time with my ma.
Suddenly another girl come outside and position herself slightly in front to the side of my view and next thing I know, she was standing right beside my chair, touching it a little.
Now this is a little strange to me because I had my new cool accessories on and my awesome sunglasses on, so they couldn't look me in the eye for real and I really didn't do anything consciously to have these things happen. I was just feeling good, excited, comfortable and great.
Hmm.. I did start out today feeling great today when I woke up.
Subliminal + style + taking care of myself
I think that's what's on play!
- LM
Day 30,
Went out with ma, this afternoon and just got annoyed by her. I think it might be, her wanting to do or go somewhere but I didn't. I already knew what I wanted and where I wanted to go and I've already been with her almost all the other days. She went with me and what I wanted to do, which was paddling a boat, wasn't available. So we went biking.
Anyway, we end up in the same Starbucks, like yesterday and on the way over there, I just knew that the good spot (sitting outside on a veranda with a amazing view to the lake. Only 6 seats available and this is a VERY common tourist place) would be free when we got there. So my ma go up-stairs to get a table for us and I got us the coffee, when I had the coffees I went up-stairs and I looked to where the good spot was and guess what..? I see two people leaving.
I thought what a beautiful view and just enjoyed and appreciated it for a few minutes..
Next thing I know is there is two girls sitting beside us and a minute later after I began interacting with my ma, one of them was looking over at me all the time and did so many things to get my attention, it was SO obvious to me. In the end she just stared at me which was flattering.
I just had a good time with my ma.
Suddenly another girl come outside and position herself slightly in front to the side of my view and next thing I know, she was standing right beside my chair, touching it a little.
Now this is a little strange to me because I had my new cool accessories on and my awesome sunglasses on, so they couldn't look me in the eye for real and I really didn't do anything consciously to have these things happen. I was just feeling good, excited, comfortable and great.
Hmm.. I did start out today feeling great today when I woke up.
Subliminal + style + taking care of myself
I think that's what's on play!
- LM
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
