07-16-2016, 05:03 PM
(06-26-2016, 12:31 PM)Renaissance_of_Juan Wrote: Hello all,
This is my first thread but I am not new to sub. I have come a long way to this. Before, I see myself as a very beta, even posting a comment online made me nervous and sweat. Now I want to show up here. Alpha Male sub is really life-changer for me. I did AM5 once and AM6 twice. After the AM5 run, I jumped straight to NG, did it like crazy, and like Shannon said somewhere before, most effects of AM gone fast. So I started again with AM6. I finished the second AM6 2 months ago, switch to MLS and TLAM 4G, I am considering to do MSS 4G t but my gut tells me to do AM6 again. So I'm in.
What did I do in 2 previous AM6 set:
- Quit a boring job. In the people's eyes, it is a good job with good salary. They have some respect to me but I don't like the boss and that is a feminine dominant workplace. So I quit. It was tough, long time to actually quit, and now I have some money issue but I'm proud that I did it. Wise choice
- Do Elliot Hulse methods everyday, my health, immune systems improves a lot. Family and friends tell that I'm bigger. Know his method during AM6, but I really do it like a routine 2 months after finish the last AM.
- Do a circumcision. It's really something that AM6 script instructs me to do that. I have not realized the importance of it before.
- Now I have a good caring for my study, and developing my career as freelance designer. Before all my caring is just women and women. Find back a desire to study abroad too, Italy or Spain.
- Break up with my girlfriend. She is a good, caring girl which I liked much but she wants me in serious relationship, to married, I don't like so I let her go. It' not easy but again, wise choice.
- Self-trust improves a lot. I have my uncle who I see as a genius before, said that me think like a child today. Nothing I just smile, really inside is a smirk, "thank you, but I know who I am".
- Delete more than 3GB of PUA stuff, It's somewhat big release for me. I feel more free now. In this run, I will focus on Masculine Intent stuff, it's resonant with AM content.
I quit using Window and cracking software like Photoshop, Ilustrator and switch to Ubuntu. Thanks to Think like a Millionaire for this realization.
In this run, my goal is to improve my conversation especially with women. I can feel at some level I still seek for their validation. Next is improving procrastination, and manifest good circle of friends too. I don't have much friends now and feel like a loner wolf. I didn't have a good track in second run, use it somewhat carelessly so the result was not as expected. This time, instruction is religious. And let the sub runs wild.
Yes, journey starts!
Is that for real in the script? I don't ever want to be circumcised.
And do the results of AM really go fast? I thought they were supposed to last a lifetime.....
