Fresh start - EHPRA 2.0

[Shannon]

Also, I have serious issues with my dad and was REALLY hoping it would do some healing there too. Nothing so far. I still get annoyed after just 1 minute of talking to him. I don`t feel the need to have a relationship with my dad. Just talking to him without thinking "when is this conversation gonna end so I can leave" would be great.

I find that healing with my family members is taking longer than the other changes that have happened during E2. It is working for me but its more about my realisations and how I need to change, accepting that they probably never change, and then making sure that the time I spend with them is about them and not me.

Give it time and the right things will happen for you to deal with family, and you will soon realise what they are.

Yes, I remember reading someone`s E2 journal and thinking how we are in a similar situation regarding our family. It must have been your journal It was like your wrote what I was thinking. And I am also thinking of running LTU after E2

Remember that E2 works on the "ball of yarn" model. It starts unravelling the issues at the point of best opportunity, and then unravels them at the pace you can best handle.

Some of the "yarns" it is unravelling may go very deep into the ball, if they deal with things you've been facing for many years. Some of them may not even be accessible to begin unravelling until other layers of the ball have been unravelled first.

Be kind to yourself. Patience.