07-08-2016, 10:02 AM
(07-08-2016, 07:13 AM)ALI6NMENT Wrote: Today I've been really considering getting a sexy female escort to come to my apartment today, I still am. I've never paid for sex in my life and have been very disgusted by this idea for many years but for some reason...now I feel very compelled to do this.
Is this my subconscious finding a short cut to the goals of the program, because how I feel now I probably will do it.
This is not ideal though obviously because the goals of the program should make it FREE sex.
As I said, my beliefs about sex and women must be changing.
Don't take the easy way out man. You just want sex more cause the sub is making you horny. But you're gonna regret it after doing it cause deep down you know you're lowering your value paying for what should be for free. Patience will reward you.
