07-06-2016, 05:03 PM
Day 6 and 7
This sub is draining. Every morning feel my head is about to explode. I also have been sleeping alot more. Just always so tired. I have taken naps in the middle of the day which I usually don't do.
Things I have noticed is mood swings. I would feel real good and the next moment feel down. Another is that I have reached out to friends and contacted them just to chill and hangout. The clogged up throat thing still happens. This is something similar I have felt before and remembered it from long ago. When I was going thru puberty, my voice would crack and I found it embarrassing. I wouldn't want to talk and kept quiet most of the time. Well I feel like that now, which is odd because I'm not one to be quiet and usually talk alot.
Today an interesting thing happen to me that has never happened before. Working out at the gym on a machine. I feel on top of the world, just in my on zone with my music playing and just feel great. An attractive woman comes by. I have no clue what she wants but was thinking she just wanted to know how many more sets I probably have on the machine. Nope. She actually wanted to introduce herself and get to know me. Now this surprised me and in my head I couldn't believe it and was angered. I was in my zone and into my workout and it got interrupted by her. But instead of showing the anger, I kept it inside and just was friendly towards her. I made a new friend at the gym.
This sub is draining. Every morning feel my head is about to explode. I also have been sleeping alot more. Just always so tired. I have taken naps in the middle of the day which I usually don't do.
Things I have noticed is mood swings. I would feel real good and the next moment feel down. Another is that I have reached out to friends and contacted them just to chill and hangout. The clogged up throat thing still happens. This is something similar I have felt before and remembered it from long ago. When I was going thru puberty, my voice would crack and I found it embarrassing. I wouldn't want to talk and kept quiet most of the time. Well I feel like that now, which is odd because I'm not one to be quiet and usually talk alot.
Today an interesting thing happen to me that has never happened before. Working out at the gym on a machine. I feel on top of the world, just in my on zone with my music playing and just feel great. An attractive woman comes by. I have no clue what she wants but was thinking she just wanted to know how many more sets I probably have on the machine. Nope. She actually wanted to introduce herself and get to know me. Now this surprised me and in my head I couldn't believe it and was angered. I was in my zone and into my workout and it got interrupted by her. But instead of showing the anger, I kept it inside and just was friendly towards her. I made a new friend at the gym.
