06-08-2016, 09:32 PM
E2 has been subtlety working it's magic. Started a new job last week and have found it very beneficial there, I've been able to fit in very quickly. A large part of the role is around management of leaders in the organisation and I have found thus quite effortless where as in the past I would have felt inferior or not good enough. Another part is facilitating groups of people again which I have found quite effortless. Had comments from various people around me being a very likable person.
Works been using my of my time and effort but for a few days before I got sick was noticed a increase in smiles etc from women. I've also noticed I'm not much in my head while dealing with women I find attractive.
Outside of that dreams have been insane. Vivid and detailed and slowly working back through my life. I had a dream about my ex last night that was intense and was revolved around my family hating her (I remember at one point having a really strong feeling of her being really evil). Speaking of which I haven't heard from her in a few weeks might be OE working it's magic and allowing me to heal. Another dream focused around a friend who used to give me shit but in this dream I was sticking up for myself in a very assertive way.
There's definitely been a reduction of fear in general and that seems to have reduced procrastination as a lot of that came from fear of making a mistake and being judged as not good enough.
Works been using my of my time and effort but for a few days before I got sick was noticed a increase in smiles etc from women. I've also noticed I'm not much in my head while dealing with women I find attractive.
Outside of that dreams have been insane. Vivid and detailed and slowly working back through my life. I had a dream about my ex last night that was intense and was revolved around my family hating her (I remember at one point having a really strong feeling of her being really evil). Speaking of which I haven't heard from her in a few weeks might be OE working it's magic and allowing me to heal. Another dream focused around a friend who used to give me shit but in this dream I was sticking up for myself in a very assertive way.
There's definitely been a reduction of fear in general and that seems to have reduced procrastination as a lot of that came from fear of making a mistake and being judged as not good enough.
The only person in life that can ever hold you back is yourself. So get out of your own way and start living the life you always dreamed of
