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[DarthXedonias]

Directly, I could feel E2 working on some deep crap I had. The only problem is because of the nature of PTSD (Its very, very fear based since it puts your mind in survival mode) it felt like a fight every step of the way. There were times I had to take a break (sometimes a few days, the longest being 2 weeks) because the PTSD was fighting the suggestions tooth and nail. I think the component that I felt working the most though was, imo, the OE3. Before I had looked up ways to combat my PTSD but ever since I was on E2 I researched like crazy different ways I could cure it and actually followed through implementing the ideas. Even when some didn't work out too well (Iboga, Nootropics,etc) I still didn't lose hope and kept on trying. Eventually I went through with the MDMA therapy and that pretty much cured it. Up until the time I stopped it, I think it had been 2 and half months.

I do have a question though Shannon , even though I felt the results personally myself, is it theoretically possible that subliminal suggestions would become more effective if say you are in a state where you have no fear? Since fear is the the major reason why we resist in the first place. Just wanted to get a professional opinion because it felt like after I had that 3-4 hour window (when the MDMA suppressed my fear response and I was listening to E2) when I woke up It felt like I just accepted all the suggestions as my reality. There was also one other thing I wanted to get your opinion on too that I only told a few people in PM. When I woke up my whole mind felt "sore". It was the same "Soreness" I would feel as if I had listened to the sub for too much without rest, except this felt like my whole brain. It took about 2-3 days for me to feel no soreness at all.

P.S. I posted the overall results in post 7 on my journal (http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-7530.html)