06-05-2016, 06:25 AM
AOSI:
chaosvrgn said this here.
...and this here.
Quote:So, it's been about 60 hours and the effects of AOSI have finally faded -- I think. Haven't eaten anything yet, so we'll see if the aura kicks back in once I do. BUT, that sense of euphoria (which isn't QUITE the word, it's more like a sexually charged zen) is gone, replaced by AM6's harsh, ever-present edginess.
If you're on the fence about grabbing AOSI, I'd say to go ahead and just jump in. Yes -- after ONE usage, I'm totally sold. The experience with the woman at the Japanese restaurant was almost surreal. As a black man in the American south, I've never been able to get much attraction from Asian women -- and trust me, I've tried. There's a cultural preference for blonde, blue-eyed white men from Asian women in the south. I WOULD say her attraction had something to do with her being new to the United States, and her never having much exposure to black men, making our interaction a novel experience. HOWEVER, there was something so genuine about our reactions to each other, especially that movie-like moment of silence once the aura started projecting really hard. That means AOSI's strong enough to surpass cultural biases and the sort (the result of societal conditioning) and is hitting on a primal level.
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Two other things I found interesting: One -- I was expecting to feel like a horn dog and try to push for escalation as quickly as possible. Nope, not like that at all. It was a very natural, flowing conversation with my masculine, expansive polarity manifesting while she become a clear receiver of that energy -- giggling, showing skin (she pulled her hair into a pony tail, and tilted her head, revealing her skin). In my experience, these are the types of interactions that lead to that rough, unrestrained sex. I'd wager that an hour alone with her on a date or something will lead to that goal.
Two -- This is kind of hard to explain. While under the influence of AOSI, it was like I was unable to engage in any deep self-introspection. It's only now, after AM6's influence is taking hold again, that I'm able to look back and see all these details that I missed. This isn't a bad thing, even though it could sound that way, because that feeling FELT GOOD. It felt AMAZING to finally just live in the moment in a state of flow. I will admit, it wasn't the best state to be in regards to productivity, as I just couldn't get myself in a state of mind to work on my business last night. I still managed to get the tasks done, but it took much more focusing to do so. This may be one of my personality quirks and not the fault of the sub, though -- any time I have to do work, I put myself in a deep state of introspection, otherwise ain't shit getting done.
All in all, I suspect this sub is going to become a customer favorite, and we haven't experienced the fine nuances of it yet. Eagerly awaiting for next week's run. This time, I'm going to go out with the explicit purpose of seduction, see how that goes.
EDIT: After thinking on it a bit more, I realize that I WAS capable of self-introspection, I just wasn't engaging in any SELF-SABOTAGE. You know, that flow of negative thoughts that emerge when you're interacting with others. Interesting...
chaosvrgn said this here.
Quote:Spoke too soon, guys. Ate a plate full of eggs and bacon -- jus started feeling the heat flush, that fall into Zen. It's still projecting.
...and this here.
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!