05-28-2016, 06:58 AM
JG reporting in!
*Finished with Stage 6 of AM 6.0
*Will start Stage 7 (refresher) of AM 6.0 for 6 months.
It's been a ride with the AM 6.0. As I posted before, I have done numerous Alpha Male sub journeys but nothing in my opinion nothing beats the experience I got with this sub. Add the fact that I am not going out as much while I am listening to this sub. Back during the AM 3.0 or AM 4.0 days I was going out to bars and clubs on a weekly basis. Now its Saturday night but I didn't go out and just stayed and chilled at home. Partly the reason why I am already boosted is because me working out for 3 years now already boosted my confidence in some way. I am also more mature and I can say that my test levels have improved. Same as my posture and all that.
Now I notice that I feel more motivated now as compared to before. Under this sub, I have launched my own small on-line retail business. After working at my job, I am still motivated to work on my side business like process orders and the like. It's motivating for me to see I am earning extra money from it. In regards with my work, I can somehow say that I am not anymore that afraid of being left out. Recently, my coworkers went to a trip and I don't give a fuck if I am included or not. I am comfortable on my own skin. I can't say that I am totally comfortable but I can say I am somehow more independent. I don't give as much fuck as what other people think of me and when others don't want me I feel the need to stop caring. I still try to impress others but it has weaken in some way.
The problem I encountered during this sub was I still wasn't finished reading the "How to Become an Alpha Male" book by John Alexander. I have read the book multiple times though and it only serves to remind me what to do when I get to read it. After reading it, I intend to read the book "Models" by Mark Manson because it has helped me a lot in dealing with women when I first read it around 1 1/2 years ago or so.
Regarding my career I am really pushing to work for another company and earn a much higher paying job. Now that I know what I'm worth and pushing myself to achieve it, I believe I have gained confidence to sell myself to companies that offer high levels of compensation. My dream is to still own my own business but I a job in my field will give me training to accomplish that and also provide more financial resources to my current business.
With my relationships, I am currently seeing and dating a girl right now. She is a work colleague from a previous work around 3 years ago. She already has a child from a previous relationship which only happened only 2 years ago. It turns out she liked me back then and me being a pussy, i didn't make any move on her. Now she's regretting that we should have ended up together years ago. I told her we couldn't turn back the hands of time so we just make the best of our situation. I'm still always hoping for the best for our relationship but she seems to be negative on my emotions towards her. She told me she really really loves me but she questions my love for her as she states that one couldn't love someone who already has a child with someone else. I feel she has deep self confidence issues and I'll do my best to help her. Anyway, let's see how this relationship goes as time passes by.
My nofap journey seems to be take a slow progress as I relapsed yet again. However what's good is that I don't get suicidal after every relapse but take on the challenge of having a better record.
For my next step, I will follow what Shannon has said and run the Stage 7 of the AM 6.0 for 6 months and see what happens. I intend to take more risks in life. That is my motto for this year and so far I have taken many risks already but still far from what I intend to do. I want to travel to places I haven't went before and meet new people as well. I want to practice my photography in places that I am going to. Bottom line is I am enjoying life even though there are times when I am down or hurting.
Thanks for reading my journal!
JG out!
*Finished with Stage 6 of AM 6.0
*Will start Stage 7 (refresher) of AM 6.0 for 6 months.
It's been a ride with the AM 6.0. As I posted before, I have done numerous Alpha Male sub journeys but nothing in my opinion nothing beats the experience I got with this sub. Add the fact that I am not going out as much while I am listening to this sub. Back during the AM 3.0 or AM 4.0 days I was going out to bars and clubs on a weekly basis. Now its Saturday night but I didn't go out and just stayed and chilled at home. Partly the reason why I am already boosted is because me working out for 3 years now already boosted my confidence in some way. I am also more mature and I can say that my test levels have improved. Same as my posture and all that.
Now I notice that I feel more motivated now as compared to before. Under this sub, I have launched my own small on-line retail business. After working at my job, I am still motivated to work on my side business like process orders and the like. It's motivating for me to see I am earning extra money from it. In regards with my work, I can somehow say that I am not anymore that afraid of being left out. Recently, my coworkers went to a trip and I don't give a fuck if I am included or not. I am comfortable on my own skin. I can't say that I am totally comfortable but I can say I am somehow more independent. I don't give as much fuck as what other people think of me and when others don't want me I feel the need to stop caring. I still try to impress others but it has weaken in some way.
The problem I encountered during this sub was I still wasn't finished reading the "How to Become an Alpha Male" book by John Alexander. I have read the book multiple times though and it only serves to remind me what to do when I get to read it. After reading it, I intend to read the book "Models" by Mark Manson because it has helped me a lot in dealing with women when I first read it around 1 1/2 years ago or so.
Regarding my career I am really pushing to work for another company and earn a much higher paying job. Now that I know what I'm worth and pushing myself to achieve it, I believe I have gained confidence to sell myself to companies that offer high levels of compensation. My dream is to still own my own business but I a job in my field will give me training to accomplish that and also provide more financial resources to my current business.
With my relationships, I am currently seeing and dating a girl right now. She is a work colleague from a previous work around 3 years ago. She already has a child from a previous relationship which only happened only 2 years ago. It turns out she liked me back then and me being a pussy, i didn't make any move on her. Now she's regretting that we should have ended up together years ago. I told her we couldn't turn back the hands of time so we just make the best of our situation. I'm still always hoping for the best for our relationship but she seems to be negative on my emotions towards her. She told me she really really loves me but she questions my love for her as she states that one couldn't love someone who already has a child with someone else. I feel she has deep self confidence issues and I'll do my best to help her. Anyway, let's see how this relationship goes as time passes by.
My nofap journey seems to be take a slow progress as I relapsed yet again. However what's good is that I don't get suicidal after every relapse but take on the challenge of having a better record.
For my next step, I will follow what Shannon has said and run the Stage 7 of the AM 6.0 for 6 months and see what happens. I intend to take more risks in life. That is my motto for this year and so far I have taken many risks already but still far from what I intend to do. I want to travel to places I haven't went before and meet new people as well. I want to practice my photography in places that I am going to. Bottom line is I am enjoying life even though there are times when I am down or hurting.
Thanks for reading my journal!
JG out!
"Nothing in the world can take the place of Persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful men with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent."
