JG's Alpha Male 6 Journal

[JackOfHearts]

JG reporting in!

*On Stage 6 of AM 6.0

I believe that it is during this last stage of the sub that I am seeing substantial changes. First off even my colleagues have seen that I have changed. It is a bit negative though as one of them frankly said to me that I have become more boastful and rowdy. I am affected by it but something inside me is telling me to shrug it off. In reality, I felt that all this time some of my colleagues especially the women have been using me. I am a gentleman in front of them, the one bringing them their food when we eat outside, doing favours for them and even giving them presents on special occasions. I felt that all this time, I never really needed them as a friend but they needed me a lot. It's like I'm not getting anything in return for the favours that I have been doing for them. I'm sounding selfish really and it's far from the nice guy that I was. My only hope was what I am turning into is for the best.

You don't seem selfish at all. They were getting free service for nothing in return.
Good progress.

@Shannon
I thought you had to run AM6 more than once before using the refresher.