04-13-2016, 07:58 AM
JG reporting in!
*Starting Stage 6 of AM 6.0
Time really flows fast and I'm already on my way to Stage 6. A quick journal entry here. Two nights ago I had a dream. This is something noteworthy so I decided to post it here. I dream every night but this just hit me.
It started with a close friend of mine informing me that I got his friend pregnant. I can't remember exactly which among his friends was it exactly. But I was shocked by it. To the point that I tried to recalled during the dream if there was something that happened between me and that girl. I remember that I did drive her back to her house once but I can't remember if we ever did it. I also think that if we indeed had sex, I would have worn a condom but my friend told me that I didn't or else she wouldn't have gotten pregnant. It made me cry during the dream because I can't raise up a child in my current situation nor am I in any way attracted to the girl whom I have gotten pregnant. The dream ended by just me saying I would take responsibility for the child though I am really wondering if I'm really the father. I'm pondering on having a paternity test but that might make me an asshole.
I'm judging that this dream is brought by the sub in a way that my fears come out during my dreams. Anyhow, I was exhausted after the dream and felt kind of relieved that it was only a dream.
There was another noteworthy dream last night but I can't seem to remember it anymore. Moving on, I'm looking forward to posting more of my experiences during this last stage of the sub.
JG out!
*Starting Stage 6 of AM 6.0
Time really flows fast and I'm already on my way to Stage 6. A quick journal entry here. Two nights ago I had a dream. This is something noteworthy so I decided to post it here. I dream every night but this just hit me.
It started with a close friend of mine informing me that I got his friend pregnant. I can't remember exactly which among his friends was it exactly. But I was shocked by it. To the point that I tried to recalled during the dream if there was something that happened between me and that girl. I remember that I did drive her back to her house once but I can't remember if we ever did it. I also think that if we indeed had sex, I would have worn a condom but my friend told me that I didn't or else she wouldn't have gotten pregnant. It made me cry during the dream because I can't raise up a child in my current situation nor am I in any way attracted to the girl whom I have gotten pregnant. The dream ended by just me saying I would take responsibility for the child though I am really wondering if I'm really the father. I'm pondering on having a paternity test but that might make me an asshole.
I'm judging that this dream is brought by the sub in a way that my fears come out during my dreams. Anyhow, I was exhausted after the dream and felt kind of relieved that it was only a dream.
There was another noteworthy dream last night but I can't seem to remember it anymore. Moving on, I'm looking forward to posting more of my experiences during this last stage of the sub.
JG out!
"Nothing in the world can take the place of Persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful men with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent."
