04-12-2016, 06:36 PM
It's funny how much you learn about yourself when you read other people's journals on here. Like Frosted Flakes I definitely resonated with a lot of things you were saying on your journal like you're mom being super nice and all. I've actually not this too and it's super weird and often times I've ignored it because I don't want it to be a reality to me
Also about your friend trying to get you laid or something, my friend actually recently hooked up with a girl and that's all he talks about now but I told him it was a while since I hooked up with a girl and he tried to hook me up with an escort he knew personally. I actually got mad because I don't need to pay a random girl money for a good time, that defeats the purpose of WM. the girl is so super sexy though.
I just feel like I'm taking advantage of her even though she doesn't mind paying money for a good time, I still want to hookup with spontaneously without paying fucking money lol.
I've also found that I'm assertive and more like a father figure even though I'm like 21. I tend to wanna deal with shit immediately whether it's my health or anything else. I still don't feel any that much different since I started except a lot of insecurities but the people around me tend to act differently. I could just be blathering and all of a sudden a girl starts giving me positive body language.
Online I've noticed that I can get a girl to reply almost every time but not all the time. I still can't escalate because it's all fun at first then it's dead and boring. I've seen women check me out in public but I don't pay attention to that anymore because I'm more focused on building my game without over thinking it but being just natural. Some days I don't feel anything happening but I noticed people reacting differently to me. This is my last day on stage 3
Also about your friend trying to get you laid or something, my friend actually recently hooked up with a girl and that's all he talks about now but I told him it was a while since I hooked up with a girl and he tried to hook me up with an escort he knew personally. I actually got mad because I don't need to pay a random girl money for a good time, that defeats the purpose of WM. the girl is so super sexy though.
I just feel like I'm taking advantage of her even though she doesn't mind paying money for a good time, I still want to hookup with spontaneously without paying fucking money lol.
I've also found that I'm assertive and more like a father figure even though I'm like 21. I tend to wanna deal with shit immediately whether it's my health or anything else. I still don't feel any that much different since I started except a lot of insecurities but the people around me tend to act differently. I could just be blathering and all of a sudden a girl starts giving me positive body language.
Online I've noticed that I can get a girl to reply almost every time but not all the time. I still can't escalate because it's all fun at first then it's dead and boring. I've seen women check me out in public but I don't pay attention to that anymore because I'm more focused on building my game without over thinking it but being just natural. Some days I don't feel anything happening but I noticed people reacting differently to me. This is my last day on stage 3
