04-19-2011, 08:41 AM
So stage 4 is making me feel more confident. But the best I can describe how I'm feeling is heavy, like there is a huge weight on my shoulders. I've been really tired the past few days and feel very restless during the night. The dreams I've been having are all about taking control and being a leader when things get out of hand. Overall I feel very upside down, much like stage 2, but without the intense moodiness and irritability. I'll see how it goes from here. Usually it takes a week or two before the sub starts hitting me hard, but that's how I know it's working.
