10-23-2015, 11:16 PM
This is my AM6 journal. I started using AM6 7 days ago. I am 22 years old and I felt I am too dependant on other people and neediness with women is definitely a problem. I havent noticed many results so far. Although I think I became impatient for BS. For example there is a girl that I have a great relationship with but shes friendzoning me. I would always somehow end up being her friend in the end although last year we already had sex and everything for a couple of months. What I realized this week is that I became angry about how she was with me. And I really told her how I feel and didnt pick any words. I was very aggressive and she didnt like and even said that I should stop insulting her. But I didnt care for the first time. I felt no need to apologize and I still dont. Cause I have enough of her little games and bullshit stories shes tellin me. And I even told her she can do that with someone else and that I am not the type to take any more bullshit. I feel much angrier since starting the program. My question is, is it possible that I am seeing my first results and is anger one of them?