06-29-2014, 01:25 PM
3 minutes in and my mood has shifted for the better. I have been in a little bit of a negative spiral dealing with parents that have a total poverty mindset. It's been alot to deal with after my dad lost his job for the 5th time and has been home all the time fucking blairing fox news and shit all through the house. Just been dealing with family things and personal things lately has really brought me down. Its taken its toll on my productivity and my business. "most people don't do good because they don't feel good" - I believe this to be absolutely true and this quote keeps coming to the forefront of my mind. I knew I had to do something to change my vibration. I was on BASE 3g for 4 months before I just got this program. Are 3g products that are intended to manifest big things worth it? I don't know. Maby if I would have given it more time. But to really attract all the things BASE works on you can't be in a low vibration. It seemed to be working well for a while but with the way I've been feeling lately I knew it was pointless to keep going because I didn't feel in the vibrational vicinity of the programs intentions. Im really excited to try something with OE, HST and SOS in it. It's awesome stuff, the tricking stream is even new, it doesnt sound anything like the 4g products. It sounds awesome. A bluejay just stopped by outside my window. Its beautiful, I havent seen one up close yet this summer. I think its a sign. I am usually the most positive person I know but lately I've been filled with cynicism and doubt. I feel like LTU was a good move for me. In fact all day I've been in a funk and just felt tired and physical movement seemed stressful. Sitting here almost 10 minutes into my first run and I feel energetic, my legs are restless (in a great way). I'm feeling good about this. This will be the first serious journal I do since there were not enough of them on this product when I was trying to decide on it.