The Modern Libertine's diary

[Cortez]

Do them both. That would be an awesome combo.

I might be overdoing it. I'm doing like an hour or more day of Absolute self confidence, Approach Anxiety(Not quite sure I need this one anymore), and Ultra Success in addition to the 6-8 hours a night of The Alpha set. Hence the napalmed mind,lol.

[Spiral]

Yea you want to keep it to a max of three. I personally won't do more than 2 at a time.

[Cortez]

Yeah, I'll just try the Ultra Success and Alpha set combo for a while. I've been listening to the ASC and Approach Anxiety subs for quite a while now anyway. They should be pretty well integrated.


Wow, this is pulling up a lot of self doubt and resistance. As well as some deep rooted sadness. That's great! I don't want all that crap hidden down in me anyway. Though, all this stuff is being brought to the surface all at once, I still feel better than I ever have before in many ways. I'm just starting to question a lot of my beliefs and such and wondering what direction I want my life to take. I am starting to exude that kind of sexy aura all the time that I could only pull off every once in a while in the past. Invariably, every time I really feel this aura coming off of me, I always get approached by an older woman(Usually in her 40's) and they always tell me the same thing. "I'm sure you get this all the time and I hate to embarass you, but you are gorgeous. I just had to come and tell you that." It's usually the same thing every time and it's always when I'm REALLY feeling it. I want to sustain that state.

[Spiral]

Hell yea man! keep doing those mirror affirmations and of course the subliminals. And yea the negativity is a tough one man but make a conscious effort to stay positive and open minded. Don't let them get you down. I did this part pretty easily in stage 1 but stage 2 is challenging for me. I still have the nasty thoughts come up because sometimes my mind likes taking risks and I let it think of some retarded ass shit until I can catch myself. I still feel like I do not have control over my own mind and I hope these subliminals help me take control of my mind for the best and permanently.

[Cortez]

Thank you for your support, sir. You're right that it can be tough. It really is sometimes, but I am grateful for that because I know that those things are being released. It's a process as with anything worth doing in life. I was used to this emotional catharsis before I started these subliminals from doing affirmations because you tend to go through the same things. Hell, I even made a podcast about it one time, detailing the kind of things that affirmations have done for me and can do for anyone if they actually are consistent and do them right. The emotional catharsis is a neccesary evil, unfortunately.

Man, I have been attracting people like crazy lately. Women are consistently turning in to giggling wrecks around me. This is the kind of thing that has been an off and on thing for me in the past, but is now becoming more and more my natural state. I feel in control and powerful most of the time and everyone seems to be looking to me more and more for approval. I dont know if results like these are typical, but I am only on the first stage and already this set is changing me in very profound ways. I feel absolutely fantastic today. Also, it is bringing up things for me to focus by making me conciously aware of exactly where my reality is failing me, so I can focus on changing that. Clarity is key in creating the kind of life you want, I think. You have to know what is keeping you back from having what you want. Fun times ahead.

[Cortez]

It amazes me how much these subs effect my dreams. I feel like I am releasing so much stuff while sleeping that I wake up and feel like my brain has been through a marathon. Not much to report today on effects except that I am thinking more clear than ever. I am also entirely questioning where I want to go in life constantly and it is bringing up reall issues that need to be dealt with such as procrastination that really stands in the way of my success. That could also be because of the Ultra Success and my mirror affirmation of "I now easily release any and all resistance to having what I want."

[Cortez]

I'm enjoying the effects this is having on the women around me. I feel like I have an abundance of beautiful women basically throwing themselves at me all the time and maybe i feel that way because it's true, haha. This is a good feeling being so clear, I'm actually abe to enjoy life quite a bit now that I dont have to worry about a million different things all at once. I'm responding very strongly to this thing and I can only imagine that the other levels will be that much better.

[Cortez]

This thing can really get to you. That has especially been true over the last few days. There has been a lot of negativity coming up that I must have had hidden deep within me. From what I understand, it seems like this first level is more about stripping away all of the negativity and beta qualities, at least that's what it feels like. I feel different. A lot of negativity has been coming up, but also I feel more clear than ever. I feel more able to act on things that I want to do right away and set out a definite course of action instead of in the past when my mind would be strewn about in a thousand different places. It is a good feeling, now when this negativity goes away and I am back to being more of my positive self, things will really kick in to high gear.


As far as women are concerned, I have always been the guy that women sleep with instead of being their boyfriend, but I'm starting to get rid of that NEED to have a bunch of women in my life because that is a validation seeking behavior and I have been focusing more on having one girl in my life that I actually have an amazing connection with. This is becoming pretty easy too, because girls have been presenting themselves to me, all the time. This indifference thing is very powerful indeed. It is nothing anymore for me to disqualify even the most beautiful of girls if they have some quality about them that I find distasteful. My focus lately has been less on party girls and more on girls that have an amazing feminine energy that has a great polarity to what I am becoming with the alpha set. Another thing is that I still dont pursue women, but I now allow genuine connection to happen and things happen on their own accord and the connection either happens or it doesn't. How did we ever complicated something so simple? Having this kind of power of decision feels pretty good.

[Cortez]

I'm feeling very dominant from this set. I like this feeling. Dominant guys are sexy and when you add indifference to that equation...Jesus, you're like a nuclear bomb.


Things are ridiculous for me. I have a friend who is an absolutely beautiful woman with a fantastic personality. She also happens to be married, and she's not allowed to be friends with me because her husband is afraid that she will cheat with me. She almost did one time...or at least tried to. I'm not one for breaking up friends marriages. I may be a devilish rake, but that kind of drama just doesn't interest me at all. There's no way I'd let that happen. Anyway, today after seeing her at a greek fest without her husband and pretty much ditching her friend to follow me around, I realize that her obsession with me is a little stronger than I initially thought. I come to find out from a source close to her today that it's more than an obsession and she is absolutely in love with me. Wow...I'm gonna have to steer clear of that drama for a while after the inevitable upcoming divorce.

I dont think I would have steered clear of that in the past and that's point I'm making is that this level of indifference is giving me the power to choose instead of taking ridiculous opportunities like that which are not at all beneficial to me. It's a good feeling and if that ever does happen then it will be a little while before it does if it ever does at all. I'm not interested in drama AT ALL and there is no one worth drama.

Also, it should be noted that these subliminals DO affect your dreams and I remember my dreams so much better now. I have switched back over to ASC right now as a supplement to the alpha set and my mirror affirmations instead of Ultra Success. I like the feel of the ASC better right now. It seems like a good fit.

[Andrew]

She also happens to be married, and she's not allowed to be friends with me because her husband is afraid that she will cheat with me.

I've gotten this kind of attention a lot as well. I commend you for following your morals and thinking about what's best for you. I have turned down these kinds of things as well for quite some time. Women have always had the right to say "no" but for a guy to do it, that shows self worth.

[Ryan]

Also, it should be noted that these subliminals DO affect your dreams and I remember my dreams so much better now. I have switched back over to ASC right now as a supplement to the alpha set and my mirror affirmations instead of Ultra Success. I like the feel of the ASC better right now. It seems like a good fit.

I'm 100% sure these subliminals affect my dreams. I never used to remember a dream, now I do every night. And I gotta say, you already look like a James Bond from your pictures.

[Cortez]

She also happens to be married, and she's not allowed to be friends with me because her husband is afraid that she will cheat with me.

I've gotten this kind of attention a lot as well. I commend you for following your morals and thinking about what's best for you. I have turned down these kinds of things as well for quite some time. Women have always had the right to say "no" but for a guy to do it, that shows self worth.

Thanks, Andrew. Having that kind of personal power and also having the power of choice is really more fulfilling than getting sex anyway. At least it's that way for me.

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Also, it should be noted that these subliminals DO affect your dreams and I remember my dreams so much better now. I have switched back over to ASC right now as a supplement to the alpha set and my mirror affirmations instead of Ultra Success. I like the feel of the ASC better right now. It seems like a good fit.

I'm 100% sure these subliminals affect my dreams. I never used to remember a dream, now I do every night. And I gotta say, you already look like a James Bond from your pictures.

Haha, thanks. That was a perfect opportunity photo right there. I was already wearing the tux, had a professional photographer there for my friends wedding and was having a vodka martini in the hotel bar. I couldn't pass that one up.

[Cortez]

I noticed that the little things that bugged you before this set, bug you tremendously now. It's not just me, I can tell that from other people
that are on here. Today was a day where the sub pulled up a huge amount of negativity from me, mainly in the form of anger and irritation. I countered it the way that I usually do by going to the gym and lifting some serious weights and then sitting in the hot tub for about 45 minutes. One thing I noticed, though was that I am becoming more like a
cat or should I say more like a lion. This realization inspired me so much that I wrote out an entire note dedicated to the cat mindset on The Modern Libertine page http://www.facebook.com/note.php?saved&&...6352446763

I love hot tub realizations. Nothing quite dissolves my resistance like the warm goodness of a hot tub. I always have freakin Satori moments in the hot tub for some reason,lol.

[Spiral]

That's a great post! I am glad that we think about this the same way. I felt this way about cats earlier this year once I started looking at life differently. I started to look at life like a cat does!

This actually made me want to start Zen attitude sooner. I may start it once I begin stage 4.