03-28-2022, 09:37 PM
(This post was last modified: 03-29-2022, 10:58 AM by ncbeareatingman.)
On one of my days off with UMSv2.....have hit a super low point, deeply down about things...
Had a massive blow up argument with one of 3 sisters that I barely ever get along with, 9 days ago and the rippling effects, of this pain hit me deep yesterday and today.
The anger and resentment was so intense that literally for a day and da half my liver hurt like hell.
YOU rise as high as your dominant aspiration, YOU decend to the lowest concept of yourself. I Just feel so defeated,tired,weary and fatigued. so many emotional things going on from local to world wide.
If the attracting love program goes well and I have every reason to believe it will do so beoyund expectation. I hope another may follow down the road of deepest acceptance of self, liking of the self, Love and forgiveness of the self
known one's true value constantly,included and experiencing one;s value daily.
IM at a real down point, where I feell I"ve just failed at every thing, I swear ,being amoung family, this shit gets old old.
holding the line.
I dont feel much of this has to do with UMSv2 at all. its enviromental and related. It tough when you're on FM and they're all on AM....worlds apart.
this too shall pass,it may pass like a F-ken Kidney stone but it will pass.
the journey most defintely continues.
Had a massive blow up argument with one of 3 sisters that I barely ever get along with, 9 days ago and the rippling effects, of this pain hit me deep yesterday and today.
The anger and resentment was so intense that literally for a day and da half my liver hurt like hell.
YOU rise as high as your dominant aspiration, YOU decend to the lowest concept of yourself. I Just feel so defeated,tired,weary and fatigued. so many emotional things going on from local to world wide.
If the attracting love program goes well and I have every reason to believe it will do so beoyund expectation. I hope another may follow down the road of deepest acceptance of self, liking of the self, Love and forgiveness of the self
known one's true value constantly,included and experiencing one;s value daily.
IM at a real down point, where I feell I"ve just failed at every thing, I swear ,being amoung family, this shit gets old old.
holding the line.
I dont feel much of this has to do with UMSv2 at all. its enviromental and related. It tough when you're on FM and they're all on AM....worlds apart.
this too shall pass,it may pass like a F-ken Kidney stone but it will pass.
the journey most defintely continues.
Sherlock-your're an amazing fellow,Watson.Though You,yourself,not luminescent, you're an amazing conductor of Light"/"Loving You ,Heals Me"-an-NDE'er.""Blessed are those who can give without remembering and take without forgetting."-Trust is abouve ALL else!!"Money,does NOT change people,it ONLY reveals them!"