The Modern Libertine's diary

[RainbowAbyss]

mm I got to check out this Silva method-I've heard alot about it.
what are the basics in a jist..?
That stories great-once your aligned with giving value-it becomes really fun to 'amog' the pooah
scat-taker-scat lol
Its funny because right now I feel very little inclination to act on my sexual desire and much more drunken power from how above it all and carefree I feel about having all these opportunities coming my way-I tend to be fairly cerebral-even in presence-maybe that is why..and will usually on act on an opportunity if I am crazy reved from partying or if a a suitable woman pursues fairly hard.
I do miss aspects of the Alpha set WM or Alpha 5.0 decision is tearing me apart aah

[Cortez]

You're doing Sex Magnet right now?

[Spiral]

Inspiring Cortez. Truly badass.

EDIt:

BTW Im getting a glimpse of what stage 3 holds for me as I'm on my fourth night. I'm having quite a fun a time.

And carpe diem is kicking in too.. dude I don't know what the future holds for me but I will say it shall be fun

[Shannon]

mm I got to check out this Silva method-I've heard alot about it.
what are the basics in a jist..?
That stories great-once your aligned with giving value-it becomes really fun to 'amog' the pooah
scat-taker-scat lol
Its funny because right now I feel very little inclination to act on my sexual desire and much more drunken power from how above it all and carefree I feel about having all these opportunities coming my way-I tend to be fairly cerebral-even in presence-maybe that is why..and will usually on act on an opportunity if I am crazy reved from partying or if a a suitable woman pursues fairly hard.
I do miss aspects of the Alpha set WM or Alpha 5.0 decision is tearing me apart aah

One more warning. Your Signature violates rule 4. Please change it.

[RainbowAbyss]

@Cortez..yes
@Shannon..
@Spiral..awesome!

[Shannon]

Thank you, Rainbow.

[RainbowAbyss]

Thank you, Rainbow.

Of course!

[Cortez]

I think I may have met a really great girl yesterday. I don't get this intuition very often, even with girls who I hit it off with right off the bat, but I guess we'll see.

[Javier Gerardo]

The difference is actually something I can put simply. With Sex Magnet I totally gave in to my lust and with Alpha Male, I am all but indifferent to it. I'm more drunk on the power of being alpha when I'm on this set than the desire to follow through on any encounters I may have. That said, I am so indifferent that I can pull of some pretty hilarious things. I'm not sure if I posted this or not already, but here's a funny story...


About a month ago my friends Nate, Sarah, and I walked in to a club and right when we walked it seemed like the funniest thing in the world to me to say to Nate that I am going to be German the whole time we're here. You're going to have to translate for me(We had already been drinking). So I saw this really gorgeous girl in a red dress and told him to say that I don't speak much English, but I thought she was pretty and I really wanted to meet her. She introduced herself to me and I told her "Adam." pointing to myself. I acted like I was thinking for a minute, trying to put the words together and I said "Yar beautiful, yes. Is kiss?", pointing to my lips. She said "You want to kiss?" and I said "Da." and she simply said "Ok!" and we started making out.

Later in the night, I was dancing with Sarah(This is one of those loud dance clubs) and the girls from earlier comes and starts grinding her ass on my crotch. We're starting to get down and dirty on the dance floor when some Mystery Method guy that looks like Russel Brand comes up and interrupts, saying he wants to show me a magic trick. The girl I was dancing with says "He doesn't speak English." and he shows me the trick without telling me. It's your basic David Blaine trick where he puts cigarette ashes in his hand and it transfers to mine, but I act like it's the most amazing thing ever and start screaming in my accent. "IS RASPUTIN! IS RASPUTIN!" Lmao. The dude just started cracking up and then I said "Is Mystery Method, yes? Is pick up artist." Lol, poor guy, he played it off well, though, I'll give him that. He didn't know the level of ridiculousness he was up against. When I get drunk, I'm absolutely absurd, but always in a funny way at least...

Lol nice! I've had my share of guys opening me up on cubs and practicing on me the Mystery Method routines they have learned. One time, there's guy who asked me "Have you seen the fight outside?" I instantly loled!

[boromir]

i think you need to go back to school-its never too late.

[Cortez]

I tore my subconscious apart the other night. I went deep and I feel rejuvenated. My life feels like magic all the time. I've also been meeting a lot of new people lately and socializing more than ever. This second run through of Alpha is having a very dynamic effect on me this run through an getting me to experience a lot more of life. People around me seem like they're magically drawn to my charisma, not to get all egotistical about it, but it's just something that can't help but be noticed. I'm so much happier lately too. The world just looks like such a beautiful place.

The quality of women that I am attracting these days is amazing. Not only am I meeting some amazingly beautiful women, but they're very sweet women as well and that to me is even sexier. Not only that, but they also know how to flirt really well and I'm meeting women who are confident enough that they can say what they want and don't feel the need to put up a fake aloofness. I love that, because these days, I just want to be myself all the time and if a girl doesn't like me for me then why the hell would I want to be around them anyway? I am completely comfortable being me too and the kind of women who feel the need to play games are kind of driven nuts by me. It's kind of sad. Today something kind of funny happened. I was at the grocery store and these two teenage girls walk by me. As they're walking away one of them turns around, looks at me and says "You are beautiful. Your eye's are beautiful." It totally made my day, haha.

[Spiral]

Awesome! BTW how did you "tear" your subconcious apart?

[Cortez]

Haha...forcefully. I'll tell you later.

[Cortez]

Onward to stage 4! I added Seize the Day back in to the rotation again. I love that sub. I listened to the first three stages pretty much by themselves and those are the fundamental stages, so I figure I can add an extra booster in there now. I was listening to it this morning and I got this feeling that absolutely everything is possible for me. Anything I want in this world, it's just limitless. I was riding high on a decent wave of euphoria today. I can't wait to see how far I can amplify this feeling.

I had a realization today about women, a realization that I've had before, but I kind of forgot at some point an that is that only the prettiest women with high self esteem seem to be the ones that non-apologetically flirt with me and chase without really playing any games. The rest feel the need to try and do goofy things like insult me for no reason, or just say goofy things trying to get me to chase them. Gross. I've met women recently who put those kind of girls to shame in the worst way. The girls I'm meeting and the only ones I really give my time to these days are 10X more desirable than any of the girls I've been with in the past. I couldn't be happier.