09-03-2018, 08:21 AM
This is fucking stupid
My family planned a cruise so I went, first time for me. I didn't enjoy it that much. Besides the fact that it was brief there were so many fucking girls with either perfect skin or tits and ass that I sexually frustrated for most of the time there. No internet access on my phone, so nothing to fap to to calm myself down. I hated getting aroused and not being able to do anything about it. Pissed me the fuck off. Brought up girls in the passed that pissed me off. And just made me feel strong feelings of hate and desire of revenge towards women in general. Give me a fucking break. I've been dealing with sexual frustration for a fucking decade. My birthday just passed and I knew it wasn't going to be good or anything but I got through the day. All I wanted was birthday sex for my birthday and that obviously didn't happen. I just want a break from my life. I want to switch places with someone else because this is the most fucked up shit and I'm tired of it. I've done all I know to, I'm pissed off. DMSI isn't doing shit to help. Me being in shape isn't doing shit to help. And I don't know anyone that has had the same problem, but my mom wants to claim that there are girls that are experiencing the same shit. I call bullshit on that. But after this, she might actually help me fight this.
I mean is it really that much trouble to want to find a girl that's horny that does things I do like go to the gym? Wtf
At this point, I'm just not sure if I should fap right now or not. Sometimes my sex drive gets more intense after and I don't want to worsen my current situation so I have no idea what the fuck to do.
My family planned a cruise so I went, first time for me. I didn't enjoy it that much. Besides the fact that it was brief there were so many fucking girls with either perfect skin or tits and ass that I sexually frustrated for most of the time there. No internet access on my phone, so nothing to fap to to calm myself down. I hated getting aroused and not being able to do anything about it. Pissed me the fuck off. Brought up girls in the passed that pissed me off. And just made me feel strong feelings of hate and desire of revenge towards women in general. Give me a fucking break. I've been dealing with sexual frustration for a fucking decade. My birthday just passed and I knew it wasn't going to be good or anything but I got through the day. All I wanted was birthday sex for my birthday and that obviously didn't happen. I just want a break from my life. I want to switch places with someone else because this is the most fucked up shit and I'm tired of it. I've done all I know to, I'm pissed off. DMSI isn't doing shit to help. Me being in shape isn't doing shit to help. And I don't know anyone that has had the same problem, but my mom wants to claim that there are girls that are experiencing the same shit. I call bullshit on that. But after this, she might actually help me fight this.
I mean is it really that much trouble to want to find a girl that's horny that does things I do like go to the gym? Wtf
At this point, I'm just not sure if I should fap right now or not. Sometimes my sex drive gets more intense after and I don't want to worsen my current situation so I have no idea what the fuck to do.