Raykon's Self Esteem 5.5g Journal

[Determined]

Lol, at least going to jail will give you some street cred for your mixtape

[Raykon]

Congrats on the light sentencing Raykon. It just sucks you got a criminal record as you'll never be allowed out of the country.

Thanks! I can leave the country just not certain countrys like USA.

[SargeMaximus]

Congrats on the light sentencing Raykon. It just sucks you got a criminal record as you'll never be allowed out of the country.

Thanks! I can leave the country just not certain countrys like USA.

Oh cool, I did not know that.

[Raykon]

Congrats on the light sentencing Raykon. It just sucks you got a criminal record as you'll never be allowed out of the country.

Thanks! I can leave the country just not certain countrys like USA.

Oh cool, I did not know that.

USA is one of the more strict ones. I can't go there for at least 10 years. Luckily ive been to vegas, cali hawaii and san fran.

[Raykon]

I ran 3 loops total so far. (i ran two loops today spread apart by ten hours. I cant do subs the next two days in jail so i ran it more today for some reason even tho thats not reccomended)

I went to the gym after the second loop and pool/hottub. There was some cute chick I spoke to once months ago. she has a BF of many years.

I sat next to her in the hot tub and i started smiling very strongly and felt good. I felt like the aura was working.

I later sat with her in the sauna and i noticed some IoI and tension. I was trying to get her to say something to me to test DMSI/aura but nothing really happened. we ended up getting up and leaving the sauna at the same time.

I felt good at the gym, no resistance or social anxiety feeling.