Mojam's E2 Journal

[mojamhaque]

16/07/2017
Day - 46
Listening hour-08 hours

Feeling very financial stability related tension. Need to achieve financial freedom. For that expect suggestion regarding this issue.

Right now I am in huge pressure.. Also I am very afraid because my job condition is not so good. Day by day the company is loosing their market due to crackpot decisions of top management where we have nothing to do. If such things continues then it will shut down within next 3 or 4 months. So have to prepare for interviews so that I can switch my job before shutting down the company. MLS 5.5G is very urgent for me...

Feeling tension about career. My career is really stuck in my current position. I want to overcome it at any cost. Have to read more and more and also need to increase my courage and brave. Expect some suggestions regarding this issue.

In our country there is no such life coach who will help us to overcome such situations. So have to try by myself. Need a lot of motivation.

I Think only 50 days remain.. Dude just 60 days. Then when u use MLS-5.5G then nothing will stop from achieving ur goals.

Thanks @Zane. Last couple of days I had some fearful dreams whose make me more nervous. I really need some motivation and mental support.

[mojamhaque]

"Take Risks And Conquer Your Fears"- I always remain afraid to take risk then how can I conquer my fears?

[mojamhaque]

FEAR - Face Everything And Rise

[mojamhaque]

17/07/2017
Day - 47
Listening hour-08 hours

Nothing noticeable changes identified. Everything seems same as previous.

Planning to start a conscious exercise for removing fears which is as follows-
+. Write down all my fears into paper with details description
+. Analyze why and when they came into my mind
+. Cut all those written papers into small pieces
+. Finally burn those pieces of papers and realize that all my fears are now burned and I have no more fears.

Let's check how it work. I have to remove all the fears at any cost.

[mojamhaque]

18/07/2017
Day - 48
Listening hour-08 hours

I have identified some of my common fears. Now I have to take action against those fears i.e. write details description of them, analyze why and when they came inside me and destroy them from the root-

1. Fear of what other will think about me
2. Fear of death
3. Fear of illness like heart attack, cancer, unknown diseases
4. Fear about Career
5. Fear of financial insecurity
6. Fear of performance
7. Fear about job stability
8. Fear of Future
9. Fear of office boss
10. Fear of High i.e. High Phobia
11. Fear of accident
12. Fear of poverty
13. Fear of ghost
14. Fear of accident
15. Fear of talking with strangers or women
16. Fear of Mathematics & English
17. Fear of Examination
18. Fear of study
19. Fear of Failure

Making continuous fault of Bangladeshi Software Market. One after another software firm is shutting down. Lot of peoples are becoming jobless. This also causes me fear because my profession is also in same track. Seems have to look job at abroad like Malaysia or Singapore or European any country.

[mojamhaque]

Don't know what will I do! Have to go a long way... but can't take the first step.

[Zane]

Don't know what will I do! Have to go a long way... but can't take the first step.

For past few days I am having the same way. But Idk if I even want to take the first step. Mean motivation isn't there to do anything and that usually happens when some healing is going on.

I dont watch TV

I don't play games (indoor and outdoor)

I dont feel like talking

I don't study cause I have no desire to.

I don't watch porn either.. I wasnt addicted to but I am not interested in boobs atm

I dont care if I get a job or not.

I dont care and not ashamed when people ask me what I am doing with my life.

I am not afraid to go meet with people.. But I dont feel like.

I just want to lie down on my bed and visit random sites cause I just want the day to get over.

Or

I will just talk to my family members and help them a little bit with their chores.

[mojamhaque]

Wow... Shannon is uploading MLS 5.5G... But right now I will not be able to use it because I used E2 only 48 days and have to use it another 48 days... Then will start use it In this time I will regular follow others journal on MLS 5.5G

[mojamhaque]

Don't know what will I do! Have to go a long way... but can't take the first step.

For past few days I am having the same way. But Idk if I even want to take the first step. Mean motivation isn't there to do anything and that usually happens when some healing is going on.

I dont watch TV

I don't play games (indoor and outdoor)

I dont feel like talking

I don't study cause I have no desire to.

I don't watch porn either.. I wasnt addicted to but I am not interested in boobs atm

I dont care if I get a job or not.

I dont care and not ashamed when people ask me what I am doing with my life.

I am not afraid to go meet with people.. But I dont feel like.

I just want to lie down on my bed and visit random sites cause I just want the day to get over.

Or

I will just talk to my family members and help them a little bit with their chores.

Wow! Dude seems OF 5G is in action on you My feeling is not same as you... Yet I am not desperate like you... lot of things still make me worried like job, salary, money, skill development, study etc etc

[mojamhaque]

Waiting for anything is very painful. It requires a huge amount of patience. I don't have such amount of patience but I am hopeful that E2 will help me to achieve such patience

[mojamhaque]

I'm very much happy to see that MLS 5.5G is coming after a long waiting but I have to wait another 48 days for use it which is very painful for me. If it was possible to use two subs at a time then I would definitely do that.. but no way. So wait wait wait until 03 months completions of E2..

[mojamhaque]

19/07/2017
Day - 49
Listening hour-08 hours

Feel more confident than yesterday... Let's see how much it sustain

MLS 5.5G is already released... Tempting to purchase it but my inner self says me not to purchase it right now.. complete E2 first (03 months) then go for MLS 5.5G... Waiting waiting waiting when I will complete 03 months of using E2...

[Zane]

19/07/2017
Day - 49
Listening hour-08 hours

Feel more confident than yesterday... Let's see how much it sustain

MLS 5.5G is already released... Tempting to purchase it but my inner self says me not to purchase it right now.. complete E2 first (03 months) then go for MLS 5.5G... Waiting waiting waiting when I will complete 03 months of using E2...

I feel u man

[Shannon]

19/07/2017
Day - 49
Listening hour-08 hours

Feel more confident than yesterday... Let's see how much it sustain

MLS 5.5G is already released... Tempting to purchase it but my inner self says me not to purchase it right now.. complete E2 first (03 months) then go for MLS 5.5G... Waiting waiting waiting when I will complete 03 months of using E2...

Wise choice, my friend.