So I made an exciting decision today that I am going use DMSI today. I have used E2 for 1 month in the past and I noticed an overall improvement in my mood and I can't thank Shannon enough for this.
So here are my stats
21 years old
no lay count/virgin (for now)
Eat healthy (don't take meds)
Have a retail job
live in NYC
Now just because I'm a virgin doesn't mean that I am awkward with girls, its just that I've been super picky with girls (now I think that this is an excuse that I'm telling myself so that way I can stay in my "comfort zone" so to speak.
If that is the case then I KNOW that DMSI is going to take care of it, because I know i have deep rooted issues when it comes to women, it makes me feel bad when I say this, but I truly believe in the saying "lying to yourself is the worst thing you can do".
Plus if i tell the truth to myself, I am accepting the problems that I have, and I'm going to work on them. I used to be very awkward when it came to talking to girls in high school, and somewhat in college. BOOM there's a negative programming.
I also used to buy girls things and be the "nice guy", BOOM another one.
I also put girls on a pedestal and boost their status in comparison to me. Bam another one!
When a girl would say something mean to me, I would "hulk up" and react to them. Wow four things that are bad.
I would also get VERY needy when it comes to texting, I would text a girl for hours and on top of that I would repeatedly ask them to "hangout". Number 5
When a girl doesn't respond? I am not going to even go there.
When it comes to pretty girls I would get a bit intimidated.
There is more but I would stop here
Some of these things I don't do anymore because I have learned the "hard way" and from experience. I have also recently started looking at RSD (Real Social Dynamics). If you guys don't know what that is, you have to check it out. Also knowing that I live in NYC, its going to get interesting.
This is the end of my speech, see ya!
So here are my stats
21 years old
no lay count/virgin (for now)
Eat healthy (don't take meds)
Have a retail job
live in NYC
Now just because I'm a virgin doesn't mean that I am awkward with girls, its just that I've been super picky with girls (now I think that this is an excuse that I'm telling myself so that way I can stay in my "comfort zone" so to speak.
If that is the case then I KNOW that DMSI is going to take care of it, because I know i have deep rooted issues when it comes to women, it makes me feel bad when I say this, but I truly believe in the saying "lying to yourself is the worst thing you can do".
Plus if i tell the truth to myself, I am accepting the problems that I have, and I'm going to work on them. I used to be very awkward when it came to talking to girls in high school, and somewhat in college. BOOM there's a negative programming.
I also used to buy girls things and be the "nice guy", BOOM another one.
I also put girls on a pedestal and boost their status in comparison to me. Bam another one!
When a girl would say something mean to me, I would "hulk up" and react to them. Wow four things that are bad.
I would also get VERY needy when it comes to texting, I would text a girl for hours and on top of that I would repeatedly ask them to "hangout". Number 5
When a girl doesn't respond? I am not going to even go there.
When it comes to pretty girls I would get a bit intimidated.
There is more but I would stop here
Some of these things I don't do anymore because I have learned the "hard way" and from experience. I have also recently started looking at RSD (Real Social Dynamics). If you guys don't know what that is, you have to check it out. Also knowing that I live in NYC, its going to get interesting.
This is the end of my speech, see ya!