Going Super Sexy Saiyan (DMSI 3.1A)

[Benjamin]

I always found that turning a memory around worked much better than just letting it go and having it 'neutral' like in sedona method and such. At a deeper level the law of attraction is connected to these memories and when you shift the memories it shifts that law of attraction somewhere else.

I don't like this whole so called 'hootless' state 'non duality' all that crap and it never helped me much.

[maxx55]

I always found that turning a memory around worked much better than just letting it go and having it 'neutral' like in sedona method and such. At a deeper level the law of attraction is connected to these memories and when you shift the memories it shifts that law of attraction somewhere else.

I don't like this whole so called 'hootless' state 'non duality' all that crap and it never helped me much.

Well I can say that despite the fact I did FasterEft on all the unpleasant memories regarding girls from childhood up to high school and changed the memories, it hasn't changed things for me.

So I'm totally willing to do something else.

[maxx55]

I just don't know who or what to trust anymore.

I can't trust girls and their fuckin iois. I can't trust my own emotional urges cause they fuck with me. I don't really know what to do except for continuing doing the meditations from TM. I just feel like I'm fucked every which way at the moment. It's so frustrating. I'm really feeling like all that's left is to see if I can work directly with Julien or Cory.

[Benjamin]

Well I can say that despite the fact I did FasterEft on all the unpleasant memories regarding girls from childhood up to high school and changed the memories, it hasn't changed things for me.

So I'm totally willing to do something else.

Interesting. Well i'm definately curious how the methods from Transformation Mastery go for you over time.

[Shannon]

Are you still using DMSI 3.1-A with these other methods?

[maxx55]

Are you still using DMSI 3.1-A with these other methods?

Yes, I am. Never did any tapping while on a sub, only doing the meditations from TM.

[Shannon]

Are you finding that you no longer have any idea what is doing what anymore?

[maxx55]

Are you finding that you no longer have any idea what is doing what anymore?

I know what is doing what.

[maxx55]

Had a crazy dream last night. In the dream, I woke up and I was home with my parents. I had an unpleasant dream or I felt some itch or something but only remembered when I looked at my left arm. I had scratched my left arm enough to cause three HUGE scars from my wrist to my elbow. I had what looked like small boils or blisters on it as well. That was just crazy. A starfish was on the wall and it was the kind with the longer limbs. My dad shot it with something because it was too dangerous to touch before it was dead. After he shot it fell and curled up but it released some kind of gas that's not safe to breathe. My parents told me to get out and I went to the front porch.

I either woke up here or don't remember the rest. I then realized that it was just a dream and I hadn't scratched my arm like that. I rarely have dreams where I wake up thinking I had a dream. And I've never had a dream where I caused myself harm so this was worth posting.

[maxx55]

Another dream that's crazy, even for me.
I only remember bits and pieces. But one of my teachers who I fantasized about sucking me off was in it. The dream was very cinematic. She had done something, i don't remember. And she wanted something from me, I don't remember, maybe money or a favor. I got angry and called her a bitch. Then I called her a money slut (guess it was money), which she was more okay with. Apparently, she was friends with Meowth (a Pokemon) and she told him to get me. So he was trying to grab me by my chest but I got him away and I ran away. Next thing I know there's a bunch of Meowth and I somehow had a Wobuffet with me fighting them off. It was around here that I woke up.

It was cinematic as fuck.

And also I'm definitely getting really deep with the meditations. I remember how I felt not having friends. And I remember the day I found out about game and decided to try it. That day I was determined to kill my old self and create a new self. Now I see that this may have been a form of self-hate and self-abandonment. But I don't want be that. I hated what I was and the experiences I had as that. I FUCKING HATED IT! And I don't ever want to be that again.

[maxx55]

It seems that Shannon is unsure whether 3.1 will be helpful for me or not. For the time being, I'm going to do things my way. I've followed the instructions exactly for the past couple of years, but I'm going to do an experiment now. I did 6 loops of 3.1 today to see what would happen. I will stick to a higher number of loops for a bit just to see if I notice any differences.

So far since starting the meditations, I only had the usual sub headache the day I started (last Friday), and haven't had one since. Usually, they happen once or twice a week so this is a change. At times, I feel a bit better, while the majority I feel like I'm in a personalized mental torture chamber. I must let go of the past and things holding me back, yet I can't just force it all out at once. I must face it, accept it, and allow it to go slowly as the process takes time. All while still living my day to day life.

My plan as of now is to stick with DMSI until final. Because if I don't, I will always wonder "what if". So yeah, I'll stick with it and give feedback. Ideally, by the time the final is released, my reality will be so shifted that I would have forgotten where I am now and my sex life and girls will finally be not only permanently handled, but living up to what I dream of. If by the time final is out I'm not achieving results, I will leave IML and go for other mental programming methods.

Information For Shannon
I hope this is helpful. I have only used one other company's subliminals, of course they are much more simple than yours. I achieved great results on the surface level. But nothing deep or permanent and not even their seduction sub worked properly (achieved results). Your ASC sub was the reason I decided to join here. I did behave more confidently, but it was nothing deep or permanent. The subs I've used that focused on deep and permanent change didn't seem to work that well, but I was very strongly affected (emotional trauma) while using them. Whatever it is, my subconscious seems to favor superficial/surface level change rather than the deep permanent change.

Also, what separates hypnosis audio from subliminal audio? I used only one hypnosis audio briefly (a week) but noticeable events happened externally that let me know it was working even though on consciously/on the surface level I didn't realize it. I don't know what the differences are, but is it possible to add hypnotic effects to the subliminals?

[Shannon]

If you're going to experiment with more loops, try doing 6 loops for a week, and see if that helps make any changes.

Also, what separates hypnosis audio from subliminal audio? I used only one hypnosis audio briefly (a week) but noticeable events happened externally that let me know it was working even though on consciously/on the surface level I didn't realize it. I don't know what the differences are, but is it possible to add hypnotic effects to the subliminals?

Hypnosis differs from subliminals in two major ways. First, it uses the conscious mind to help facilitate the interaction with the subconscious mind, and second, because of that, it generally uses a different style of communication.

The actual core of both is the same, which is, feeding a new set of instructions to the subconscious mind. I already have "hypnotic effects" in my subliminals. You are resisting them. I still don't understand why. Not much I can do to help if I don't understand why.

But as I said, if you're going to experiment, try six loops a day for a week and see what happens. But don't use hypnosis with subs.

[maxx55]

I already know I can't do 6 contiguous loops each day for a week. Don't have enough time during weekdays. Masked tracks tend to keep me awake. I did the 6 loops yesterday since I had the time. But I see the point of picking a number I can do on a regular basis. 4 would be my limit then and that's still pushing it.

Starting today, 4 loops is the goal.

[maxx55]

Today I have a headache. It started soon after I got out the gym. It's worth noting because it's been awhile. Also worth noting is that my left eyelid has been twitching frequently for the past few days. It's not a wild twitch or anything. I can feel it though and I've seen it when I looked in the mirror. If I blink when it happens it's not even visible. Still worth noting. I read that it could be sign of tiredness, but physically no I'm not that fatigued. My gym performance is steadily improving. I can definitely say that mentally, yeah I am tired. Not that subliminals are mentally exhausting me, but just knowing what I have to do for the day and then doing it.

The girl from the gym I mentioned before, she keeps on showing up at the same time as me and my friend or shortly after. I don't like running into her because then I'm put in a situation where I either talk to her and have that not lead to anything or ignore her and then be bothered that I didn't. I hate that. My gym buddy has been trying to get me to talk to her, even offering $20, but I told him no because I don't want to add anything else to the emotional plate that needs to cleaned. I have enough to deal with and get over as it is. Sure, maybe if this had happened a few months ago, I'd think she was a manifestation just showing up for me, but I'm not falling for that again! Any manifestation of mine better make it crystal fucking clear up front, not some sorry guesswork. Anyway, my friend said he'd go for her if I don't. And the thing is, if she went for him I know I'd be bothered and even more frustrated. I keep hearing that girls and guys are practically the same when it comes to things like sexual desires, fantasies, and drives. I couldn't disagree more. I've met like only 1 girl in my life that even comes close to having the same desires and drives as me and I'm not physically attracted to her. Sometimes I wish there was just a fucking checklist you could look at for each girl and if you had what was on the list or you acquired what was on the list, boom you get the girl. That'd be fuckin simple and straight forward, but no, it's nothing like that.

I'll finally get a break this summer. But sometimes I wonder if it will really be the break I need or if I'll still have to face the same god damn problems.