Healing my sexuality with SM3 (The Wake of Freyr)

[Voytek]

I hadn`t intended to start a journal about my SM3 run but, as you can see, finally, I decided to do so. I`m going to post here only major inner channges and results with women without writing about a quotidian attraction, which I create on daily basis, and the signs of interest from beautiful women I`m getting now, after two AM6 and a WM2 rides.

I run this sub 12h per day and I found it working from the every beginning. It`s a great energy booster and it motivates you to following your passions even more eagerily, at least, in my case. It increased my sex drive a bit and, finally, I got a sub which makes me fond of meeting and seducing women. AM6, unfortunately, had ruined almost utterly my interest in women but I still think that it`s a great sub and it changed me massively for the better.

So, it`s the 12th day of my ride and to write sth about my adventure with women I can only mention the last night when I met a beautiful woman which is about 5 yrs older than me (I`m 33 y.o.). I sat down opposite to her and right away she gave me a big smile and her eyes glinted. We didn`t speak at all, just watching each other for a while. I was talking to my acquaintance (male) sitting next to me and from time to time I gazed into her eyes. Before she left she stood next to me so I grabbed her hand and pulled her onto my knees an than I grabbed her chin and kissed her into a cheek, she didn`t resist and than she just walked away with a beautiful smile on her face. I must admit that I was drunk a bit but any way, I hadn`t done anything like this before. So, I hope that it`s just a good start.

[Darmawan]

How the results of the second run AM6? Do a little down than the first run? Or just the opposite?

[Voytek]

Darmawan, I just replied on your question in my AM6 thread.

And now I`ll put some words about the context of my life.
So, as I mentioned before, I`m 33 y.o. Still living in my parents house and getting social money.
I`m a 100% virgin (BTW is there any dragon here? ) despite of a massive sexual intrest from women I get every day. I think that the reason fo my holy virginity is that I just don`t feel an enough sexual desire to eagerily meet and seduce women. WM2 didn`t solve this problem that`s the 2nd why I decided to give a try with SM3 and it seems to me that it`ll help me in this sexual healing. It`s going to be harder to complete SM3 main goal becasue, as I already mentioned, I still live with my parents and it`s simply out of the season for a hunting. It`s autumn and it`s pretty cold outside (about 10C) so it`s nearly impossible to make love with women outside. I`m going to see how SM3 will deal with this obstacle. Mainly I decided to run it to alter AM6 and, because I don`t like a feminine energy which WM2 gives me.

[JackOfHearts]

I hope you enjoy your SM3 ride, I didn't choose WM2 for the reason you are mentioning.

[Voytek]

I hope you enjoy your SM3 ride, I didn't choose WM2 for the reason you are mentioning.

Yeah, I noticed during my WM2 ride that women are more interested in playing and having fun with me than in having sex (maybe becasue they were very young 19-22 y.o.). I also didn`t think about making love with them but only about having fun with them. WM2 is still a great sub, it utterly destoyed a social anxiety and so on, but I think it` better for younger guys which have a daily opportunity to socialise with many young women (at school or at university).

[bits]

How do you feel older women responded? There seems to be different opinions on wm2, some say its mainly for women under 25, others say women over 25 are attracted but intimidated.

[Voytek]

How do you feel older women responded? There seems to be different opinions on wm2, some say its mainly for women under 25, others say women over 25 are attracted but intimidated.

For now it`s hard to say because currntly I`m not meeting older women unless you consider a 38 y.o. woman as older if so, yes, we can say that older women are also very responsive.

At the end of my 2nd AM6 ride women over 50 y.o were pretty responsive and gave me a lot of signs of interest and they hadn`t done so while I was doing WM2.

Yeah, I think that WM2 is better to attract younger women (<25 y.o.) but it`s only my opinion besides I`ll see how SM3 works with younger ones because I`m also inerested in meeting them.

[Light]

I am glad you are back man to journaling. I wish you much success. I will be reading this journal

[Voytek]

I am glad you are back man to journaling. I wish you much success. I will be reading this journal

Thanks, Light! I must admit that I`m not doing it only for you, guys, but it`s a good opportunity to practice my English.

BTW, I miss AM6 a bit becasue it made me a rock solid guy. SM3 is making me pretty responsive in social situations and a bit vulnerable for others behaviour but it must be related with the new changes taking place in my mind.

[JackOfHearts]

I remember in the 1st stage my body language was so cocky that I was a bit shocked by my own behavior. But then as time passed, everything went normal like the first time you do AM6, the body language is amazing but then you get used to it, and it becomes a natural part of who you are. I kind of miss that feeling, it makes me want to do SM3 again, such a great sub.

[Frosted]

How do you feel older women responded? There seems to be different opinions on wm2, some say its mainly for women under 25, others say women over 25 are attracted but intimidated.

There is no intimidation factor from WM2. In fact quite the opposite. Maybe you heard that from Dzemoo who is doing steroids. I had interest mostly from older women but generally WM2 killed most attraction from women that I gained from AM6 because, like Voytek said, it made me too feminine. And it's so sad because WM2 is so great but that is its main Achilles heel, guys feel like they can fuck with you more and women aren't as attracted.

[bits]

How do you feel older women responded? There seems to be different opinions on wm2, some say its mainly for women under 25, others say women over 25 are attracted but intimidated.

There is no intimidation factor from WM2. In fact quite the opposite. Maybe you heard that from Dzemoo who is doing steroids. I had interest mostly from older women but generally WM2 killed most attraction from women that I gained from AM6 because, like Voytek said, it made me too feminine. And it's so sad because WM2 is so great but that is its main Achilles heel, guys feel like they can **** with you more and women aren't as attracted.

well i didnt mean intimidation as in fear, but intimidation due to attraction. I think 2 users have mentioned this before with wm2

[JackOfHearts]

Even Dzeemo didn't seem intimidating on WM2, the picture he posted showed that. On SM3 that was different story all together, killer/murderous vibe. On WM2 he looked like a daddy having a family life, it was cute

I think different personality have different needs, I have more a natural WM2 personality that's why I chose SM3 to make me more "dangerous"/"threatening" as I'm more the jokester type guy to begin with.

Then again it depends on what type of guy you want to be, I'm quiet sure the jokester type guy can get laid too but I think he has to set some boundaries and limits with the women he dates so she doesn't feel like she is dating a kid but a grown up man who knows when to stop laughing.

Dzeemo said he had more success with WM2 so that's something to consider.

[Voytek]

well i didnt mean intimidation as in fear, but intimidation due to attraction. I think 2 users have mentioned this before with wm2

Yeah, I meant this kind of intimidation too. Women were (and actually still are) intimidated in my presence because of the feeling of attraction towards me and it`s so sweet but it makes `things` harder. But while I was doing WM2 this kind of intimidation simply didn`t exist which was pretty cool. Women approached me quite often. I`m going to see how SM3 works in this matter, because while I did AM6 women didn`t approach me at all (I mean the direct approach) due this kind of intimidation. Simply, they wanted but were too intimidated to act in accordance to their... feelings (?).