Woman cannot reduce your alphaness at all. rejection means jackshit. It doesnt phase me.Her hotness doesnt either, I rather select on traits and character through screening which makes it all super easy. When out in public people gives tons of eye contact, one women positioned herself close while the building was empty.
No wanting, no needing, pure fun and self amusement. i found myself getting self conscious, something in my vision felt off/was put under an microscope, causing it to tense up more and awkward. One thought popped up "yeah, I know you glare at me"and I just relaxed. Perhaps reconnecting with my environment and social field overal.
Socializing is fun aswell. It all is. greeting people on the street, without agenda. When bèta's try to test me, I reframe and remove them from my attention at all. No guilt shame and fear aswell. Its almost pick up with my eyes. had some other women make multiple glares, and then looked downwards with an smile. haha.
I also am getting aware as to how closed off some people are in their body language. My mind went to pure sex more then once aswell, just the primal kind without attachments to it. Made me think about SexMagnet. Im starting to observe people just out of curiosity, thats new. open observing.
Also feel an strong pull towards learning different languages aswell as coaching. Might give an massive confidence boost and new ways to work in the social field.
I dont give an shit right now. Its all good. Im free.
No wanting, no needing, pure fun and self amusement. i found myself getting self conscious, something in my vision felt off/was put under an microscope, causing it to tense up more and awkward. One thought popped up "yeah, I know you glare at me"and I just relaxed. Perhaps reconnecting with my environment and social field overal.
Socializing is fun aswell. It all is. greeting people on the street, without agenda. When bèta's try to test me, I reframe and remove them from my attention at all. No guilt shame and fear aswell. Its almost pick up with my eyes. had some other women make multiple glares, and then looked downwards with an smile. haha.
I also am getting aware as to how closed off some people are in their body language. My mind went to pure sex more then once aswell, just the primal kind without attachments to it. Made me think about SexMagnet. Im starting to observe people just out of curiosity, thats new. open observing.
Also feel an strong pull towards learning different languages aswell as coaching. Might give an massive confidence boost and new ways to work in the social field.
I dont give an shit right now. Its all good. Im free.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus