(06-10-2018, 07:08 AM)Shannon Wrote: We shall see what happens... not everyone wants me to succeed, and I suspect that more will join that bandwagon before I am finished succeeding.

(06-10-2018, 12:56 PM)apollolux Wrote:

(06-10-2018, 07:08 AM)Shannon Wrote: We shall see what happens... not everyone wants me to succeed, and I suspect that more will join that bandwagon before I am finished succeeding.

I'm going to be honest, I cringe when I hear or read someone say this, as it feels very much like a conspiracy theorist mentality. "THEY" don't want us to know about "it." "THEY" are in control of "everything." And so on. Paranoia.

Now, admittedly there will be times for some people when there is at least one person actively trying to ruin their life; I know you've written on here about at least one person, Shannon, and I myself, as well as one or two other people here, have written on here about someone like that, but wordage like the above feels very hyperbolic. Business competition is one thing, but you write as if there is a group of people actively conspiring to tank you and/or your business endeavors.

(06-09-2018, 09:10 AM)Shannon Wrote:

(06-08-2018, 10:20 PM)thor2014 Wrote: Day 14 - DMSI 3.2 A 7 loops

Another bizzare dream I am about to have sex with a girl in my own house she is naked so am i, when suddenly I hear my father walking into my own house screaming and shouting. I get scared and the dream ends.

Been out and about the city socializing no external effects so far.

I'm noticing you have a shift in your dreams now, and that indicates progress is being made.

You also seem to have a pattern of negative interactions with your father that others have also noted. Perhaps your subconscious is telling you that at this point, it is afraid that doing what the program is designed to do will anger/upset your father, which it is afraid of doing.

(06-10-2018, 12:56 PM)apollolux Wrote:

(06-10-2018, 07:08 AM)Shannon Wrote: We shall see what happens... not everyone wants me to succeed, and I suspect that more will join that bandwagon before I am finished succeeding.

I'm going to be honest, I cringe when I hear or read someone say this, as it feels very much like a conspiracy theorist mentality. "THEY" don't want us to know about "it." "THEY" are in control of "everything." And so on. Paranoia.

Now, admittedly there will be times for some people when there is at least one person actively trying to ruin their life; I know you've written on here about at least one person, Shannon, and I myself, as well as one or two other people here, have written on here about someone like that, but wordage like the above feels very hyperbolic. Business competition is one thing, but you write as if there is a group of people actively conspiring to tank you and/or your business endeavors.

(06-10-2018, 07:19 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote: Wait, Beast is finished! Awesome! Congrats!

Also, will Beast be in DMSI 3.3?

(06-10-2018, 09:48 AM)samba99 Wrote: Shannon,

Wouldn’t you want to get us shocked to with the beast 16 initial results? xDD come one just clues maybe

(06-10-2018, 10:06 AM)Smuggler Wrote: I'm curious they way you talk about the Beast experiment Shannon. You saw something unexpected but you say if it happens during testing, Beast is finished. I can't work out whether that's negative or positive. As in have you experienced something that you can't allow to be part of the program or it's achieved the goal and Beast is complete?

(06-10-2018, 12:50 PM)THolt Wrote:

(06-10-2018, 07:15 AM)Shannon Wrote:

(06-09-2018, 11:54 PM)Determined Wrote: Hey Shannon, what does your current timeline of work look like for the foreseeable future?

Custom, B16 testing, a few focusfires, B17, B17 testing and then likely a series of more complex programs than focusfires.

Generally speaking.

I know this is early, but what ideas for the subs that will be more complex than focusfire subs?

(06-10-2018, 12:56 PM)apollolux Wrote:

(06-10-2018, 07:08 AM)Shannon Wrote: We shall see what happens... not everyone wants me to succeed, and I suspect that more will join that bandwagon before I am finished succeeding.

I'm going to be honest, I cringe when I hear or read someone say this, as it feels very much like a conspiracy theorist mentality. "THEY" don't want us to know about "it." "THEY" are in control of "everything." And so on. Paranoia.

Now, admittedly there will be times for some people when there is at least one person actively trying to ruin their life; I know you've written on here about at least one person, Shannon, and I myself, as well as one or two other people here, have written on here about someone like that, but wordage like the above feels very hyperbolic. Business competition is one thing, but you write as if there is a group of people actively conspiring to tank you and/or your business endeavors.

(06-11-2018, 06:57 AM)K-Train Wrote: I might put this in my journal but this is all healing and clearing data for Shannon (and whoever else may gain benefit from this report).

Initially i experienced a surge of good results from V3.2 in the form of TID and from actually running the program. Of course like many guys here results disappeared and it seemed like I was stonewalling. However I gradually noticed a lessening of fears which manifested in a severe reduction of my hypochondriac-like tendencies as well as reduction in overall anxiety.

Then one day (forgot what prompted this) I dreamt of two K-Trains: the "ideal" K-Train which was represented by V3.2 B and the younger child version of K-Train. Anytime the older K-Train would try and find the root cause of the fears the younger version would close him out. If the V3.2 K-Train got close to the source, the younger version (which I assume represents my subC) came up with all manner of reasons for stopping ranging from "you've got other things to do" or even bluntly saying "no, I'm not listening to you".

I decided to meditate a bit and mentally recreate the scene from that night's dream. The older K-train told the younger one (I'm paraphrasing) "Look, I'm trying to help you kid. I'm not here to f*ck you up. I just want to help us evolve so that we can become who we want to be". After a bit of persuasion, it worked. The younger version and the older version embraced into a brotherly hug. Since then, I've felt SOOOO much more free. Masturbation has stopped cold turkey. Anxiety at record lows and I was recently told today that a coworker had thought of kissing me during a company event this weekend because she was so attracted and had been so for the past few months.

Now, here’s what’s interesting. Since then, my subconscious (i feel) is actually helping and working with the program. Why? I’ll give an example. Yesterday I felt a lot of anxiety over taking this pre-workout pill. V3.2 (in the form of the “older K-Train”) sought out the source of the anxiety and immediately the memory of my first ever panic attack came up. Turns out that one episode has periodically generated a lot of anxiety even though it happened at least 5-6 years ago. The two KT’s talked it out and my anxiety level went to almost zero and I took the pill and had a kick-ass workout.

This has been going on for the past few days. I’m feeling great! I look great, I’ve got a sexy motherf’ing tan (so instead of looking like a light-skinned black dude I'm caramel colored, booyah!!!). I had a brief desire to masturbate, V3.2 sought out the source of that desire and nipped it. Fantasizing is reduced too so that means the wall is working again. Feeling good man. I believe that my subC no longer sees DMSI as a hovering annoying parent and more as a helpful older sibling hence why I don’t feel the same level of resistance.

PS: FYI, the initial dream was a traditional dream (at night) whereas the others were more on the meditation side of things. Still, gotta love the results.

EDIT: Forgot to mention, been doing 4 loops of V3.2B although I took Thursday and Friday off I believe.