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RE: Ampers&d Finds His Mojo [SM3.0] - Benjamin - 10-09-2014
Dave chapelle is one of my favourite comedians! Along with Ricky Gervais and Gabrielle Iglesias.
If you want another funny show try Eastbound and Down.. awesome, it's too bad it's finished now.
-Ben
RE: Ampers&d Finds His Mojo [SM3.0] - Ampersnd - 10-10-2014
(10-09-2014, 10:18 PM)Benjamin Wrote: Dave chapelle is one of my favourite comedians! Along with Ricky Gervais and Gabrielle Iglesias.
If you want another funny show try Eastbound and Down.. awesome, it's too bad it's finished now.
-Ben
I'd say Dave Chappelle is my favorite, with Patrice O'Neal as a close second. I've never heard of Eastbound and Down; I should check it out.
People keep saying good things about Key & Peele, and it gave me a bitter-sweet feeling.
RE: Ampers&d Finds His Mojo [SM3.0] - Ampersnd - 10-10-2014
Stage 4, Day 19,
Still a (very mild) dull ache in my stomach. Did my midterms, work, and then went quickly to a friend's friend's apartment for a pre-party. There was a pretty cute girl there; I chatted with her, and experimented with building that masculine polarity; I simply couldn't. It started alright, and then I could tell she got bored, and then she had to go.
What did I learn? That I should make it very ideal for me to feel the polarity. a) Cut out porn completely; b) Jerk off less; c) meet hotter women (the girl was pretty cute, but she was simply the cutest in the room) d) build up this polarity before meeting anyone, instead of vice versa;
EDIT: I'm posting a video real quick before going home on a train early tomorrow morning.
EDIT 2: Here's the VDO: http://youtu.be/YobHVWUPP_U
RE: Ampers&d Finds His Mojo [SM3.0] - Ampersnd - 10-11-2014
Stage 4, Day 20,
Still mostly felt the effects of that previous stomach-ache; I've eaten maybe a third to half of what I typically do, though I don't really feel hungry.
Regardless, today would be the first time I've been completely pursued by a lady (pretty cute at that). This was on the train ride; her spot was next to me, but she asked me a question and then straight away asked me for my name. Then she loaded me up with conversation and flirting for over 2 hours straight. Then she asked for my phone number and a hug when she got off. So this was all on her; and now she's texting a lot.
This is really great that it's happening; what I'd like to experience more is being able to attract women on my own will as well. I will keep you posted.
But in general, I've been able to get myself in a pretty good mood without needing these (or in spite of) external conditions
RE: Ampers&d Finds His Mojo [SM3.0] - Ricardo - 10-11-2014
(10-11-2014, 09:02 PM)DanAmerson Wrote: Stage 4, Day 20,
Still mostly felt the effects of that previous stomach-ache; I've eaten maybe a third to half of what I typically do, though I don't really feel hungry.
Regardless, today would be the first time I've been completely pursued by a lady (pretty cute at that). This was on the train ride; her spot was next to me, but she asked me a question and then straight away asked me for my name. Then she loaded me up with conversation and flirting for over 2 hours straight. Then she asked for my phone number and a hug when she got off. So this was all on her; and now she's texting a lot.
This is really great that it's happening; what I'd like to experience more is being able to attract women on my own will as well. I will keep you posted.
But in general, I've been able to get myself in a pretty good mood without needing these (or in spite of) external conditions
That's excellent news Dan. This is what SM is supposed to do. Maybe it's really starting to kick in for you now. There should be more of that happening from now on
RE: Ampers&d Finds His Mojo [SM3.0] - SargeMaximus - 10-12-2014
Wow. Great news.
RE: Ampers&d Finds His Mojo [SM3.0] - LionKing - 10-12-2014
Great! It feels pretty much outside my reality that that could even happen, so its great to hear.
RE: Ampers&d Finds His Mojo [SM3.0] - Ampersnd - 10-12-2014
Yes, good things start happening at 4;20
Happy (Canadian) Thanksgiving
RE: Ampers&d Finds His Mojo [SM3.0] - Ampersnd - 10-12-2014
Stage 4, Day 21
It was thanksgiving, so nothing major happened. I had to take a break from the family when they were going off with bullshit about this other side of the family and so on.
It's been 5 days since I've had any sort of real sex drive due to whatever ailment I had going on. EDIT: Correction, with the exception of just now seeing Monica Bellucci's soft feminine body (and boobs) squeezed into a red leather suit in Matrix Revolutions. Good god!
Afterwards, around 10:30, I went to see my friend at a restaurant. I never see him because I'm down so rarely, and he lives out of that town. Turns out, he's made himself a new girlfriend, and she's hot and super chill. Good for him! I remember him being awkward (like me) in high school, and his girlfriend was a bitch, but he stayed because it's the only girl he thought liked him. Now, he's got a great (apparent) girlfriend, a sick job, finances handled. I'm glad his live is going well.
Anyways, the conversation was easy and we caught up. We'll probably revisit tomorrow before his work week starts back up.
RE: Ampers&d Finds His Mojo [SM3.0] - Ampersnd - 10-13-2014
Stage 4, Day 22
NOTE for self: I only got a few hours (perhaps 4) last night, as I forgot to 'loop' the track on iTunes. I was awoken at 11am by PSTEC clicktracks. Will have to add a day or two at the end of the stage
I slept the full eight hours, and I still felt exceptionally drained and unmotivated. Have a greatly reduced appetite. Could be my brain going through a hardcore recovery mode (replenishing my neurotransmitters), as I didn't have this problem even in the worst of my two bouts of illness the last few weeks.
Some symptoms of this include: bad posture, slurred and nonsensical speech, feeling of weakness, can't keep steady eye contact.
I saw my friend again, and we talked some more about the specifics of his job and life. He was able to speak a bit more candidly about his ex and his current gf since the current one wasn't there this time.
RE: Ampers&d Finds His Mojo [SM3.0] - SargeMaximus - 10-14-2014
(10-13-2014, 05:39 PM)DanAmerson Wrote: Some symptoms of this include: bad posture, slurred and nonsensical speech, feeling of weakness, can't keep steady eye contact.
I saw my friend again, and we talked some more about the specifics of his job and life. He was able to speak a bit more candidly about his ex and his current gf since the current one wasn't there this time.
Hmm, I've got the bad posture too in stage 3 here. Eye contact can be an issue at times too, and, of course, starting to feel pretty drained.
Woke up with an "invisible" boner, though. That's where you can't feel it, but it's hard as a stick of iron.
RE: Ampers&d Finds His Mojo [SM3.0] - Ampersnd - 10-14-2014
Stage 4, Day 23
The majority of my day was filled with some degree of relentless boredom. Yeah, once you hit a lull in your video game, the boredom hits. During that time, my motivation was at an all time low; didn't want to practice languages nor guitar or piano. So time had been going by slowly.
But then I visited my zia, and we'd been speaking Italian, and that got me feeling better.
And hey, my appetite is back (in all senses of the word hehe) and I was able to start feeling sexy at the end of the day.
BTW, I'm writing this while listening to some Lorde (ya ya ya): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FQB6WtoTRMo
RE: Ampers&d Finds His Mojo [SM3.0] - SargeMaximus - 10-15-2014
Hey amperson, what happened to your video updates?
RE: Ampers&d Finds His Mojo [SM3.0] - Ampersnd - 10-15-2014
the most recent one I made was for Stage 4, Day 18