(02-11-2012, 08:58 AM)Spiral Wrote: I dislike writing a lot of stuff but here it goes..
Before beginning Sex Magnet I finished Alpha Male as well as a hand full of other subs. But one thing that continued to plague me is being comfortable in my skin, anxiety, and being a leader. It was all about self control for me and I feel like I have a lot more control over my life now than I ever have. But also I’m more happy and the void in my heart is growing smaller and smaller every day. My anxiety is at an all time low and I feel like I can have any girl I want. The only problem with living in abundance is making a choice. I seem to be significantly more decisive in all things not involving women which is funny so I think a lot of my resistance I experienced during SM has to do with that. Pulling the trigger as well has always been a problem for me and can still be a problem due to some lingering negative thinking and excuse making. All in all a lot of tension has been lifted off of me. My shoulders are more relaxed, anxiety is almost none existant… especially when I can breath properly and seasonal allergies aren’t plagueing me. SM could have been better because I have not had sex the whole time. But now it’s not about sex. It’s about the simple connection with others. I’m more vulnerable to it because of being comfortable with it all. It’s all good basically. I’m ready to continue my journey in this life with the help of subliminals because they are awesome!

All in all SM was awesome. We all change at our own pace. I’m working on putting myself in more social situations and looking for new things to do that involve being around people. Maybe after a second run through of Alpha Male and Sex Magnet none of that will even matter because I’ll be making out with women against walls in the clubs and f$#%kin’ in the bushes. But I could care less. It’s just enjoying my time here and now in whatever way possible. I should conclude this now. SM has just made me like everything more. Forgiveing others.. not taking things too personally. It’s all whatever. I’m just going to do what makes me happy and enjoy the moment as much as I physically and mentally can. Cool cool cool

(02-11-2012, 01:34 PM)Spiral Wrote: It's nice you had certain situations where if you wanted to you could have had it. But for me the fact I have a very minimal social life where I live now and practically no friends I havn't gotten the full effects of the manifestation portion of the subliminal. I'd def. like to make new friends but I don't need friends anymore because everyone is my friend. I would like to make a new best friend in the area though. I'm not sure how I'm going to do that yet considering I don't have any hobbies besides playing drums and watching movies.

(02-11-2012, 08:58 AM)Spiral Wrote: I have not had sex the whole time. But now it’s not about sex.

(02-12-2012, 04:03 PM)ohmygee Wrote: Sorry, am I reading this correctly? You previously stated you had women propositioning you during the course of sex magnet. But didn't have sex once during SM?