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AM7 Stage 0 Testing - User_000 - 02-21-2026
I couldn't resist the urge to try this since it include stuff like ultra success and PRA, besides, it seems a few titles include brain optimizer or will include it so i can resume once all of this is done.
To understand my background and current situation i will elaborate further on some things:
1. I don't give a damn about terms like masculinity or femininity, if someone try to talk me about those topics or woke shit like that i immediately leave the chat, men are men and women are women, simple as that.
2. I am most aligned with the description of ascendant male as i don't give a fuck about pretty much everything regarding social status or how i am perceived, i prefer my stuff to remain a secret if possible though i don't see much of an issue either, unless something can be used against me, that said, my social life is almost non existent besides business, doesn't mean i can't maintain conversation but my answers are pretty much short and value way more interacting with a single person instead of groups of people.
3. I'm pragmatic as humanly possible, i like efficiency more than anything, so don't expect me to challenge myself or shit like that, that said, it doesn't mean i'm a machine that only speak productivity language, in fact something i detest most about jobs is having to work more for pennies, so don't expect me to write stuff about having to get better and work more, rest is as important as breathing and do nothing sometimes is more rewarding.
4. If i avoid responsibility is because i'm pretty much tired and saturated from living, i mean, life is already hard in every way and sometimes i just want a rest from everything.
5. My life, my rules, i'm stubborn as hell with this.
So far the first days i woke up as if a sergeant was barking to my ears.
I'm able to keep my intrusive thoughts at bay, kind of ¡stop daydreaming corporal! and whipping my ass to move. For some reason i got more energy.
And for some reason i can't stand watching videos of people speaking anymore, that's kind of intriguing.
RE: AM7 Stage 0 Testing - Qiel - 02-21-2026
Welcome to the train fam. It's great to see hard boiled journal. Keep em coming. Good luck.
RE: AM7 Stage 0 Testing - User_000 - 02-22-2026
Thanks! Good luck for you as well.
RE: AM7 Stage 0 Testing - User_000 - 02-26-2026
I always knew i was on survival mode, meaning i tend to toughen up emotionally most of the time, AAM is just reminding me how it was to live without hardening myself and i find it quite difficult to put into practice, thanks to decades on survival mode, as usual my body reflects my own discomfort but thankfully it's just my swollen gums, i wonder why the hell that part always react like that to extreme hardcore emotional healing stuff, at least the pain i'm getting this time is minimum.
The last few days i've been watching less and less my usual entertainment, don't feel like watching anymore, instead i'm feeling this urge to engage on more dinamic activities, i'm not a sports person so that's out the question, perhaps some fencing as i like swords and i find it very attractive, talking about attractive, i'm starting to crave women as well, at least the part of me that tells me most of them only want my wallet is not bothering me, perhaps i just need to give myself a chance to open more to others and stop expecting them to stab me on the back.
RE: AM7 Stage 0 Testing - User_000 - 03-24-2026
The emotional healing is very strong in this program, i'm starting to restore my faith in humankind and that's something i deemed impossible for some time, i feel some dizziness though so my subconscious must be under heavy emotional healing without being able to resist, it has been a long time since i felt like going out to drink with friends, depression got me good i have to admit.
RE: AM7 Stage 0 Testing - ncbeareatingman - 03-24-2026
(03-24-2026, 04:39 PM)User_000 Wrote: The emotional healing is very strong in this program, i'm starting to restore my faith in humankind and that's something i deemed impossible for some time, i feel some dizziness though so my subconscious must be under heavy emotional healing without being able to resist, it has been a long time since i felt like going out to drink with friends, depression got me good i have to admit.
Fawking A!! What a program and what a journey. I Am really looking forward to utilizing these prgrams within "A" program.
Already for you, this is remarkable and amazing to read about your experiences+journey. More power to Ya,let the healing and re-emergence continue !!
PS: Yet another example of another Man, inspiring me to Join this amazing journey of healing and reclamation ,just by them utilizing this program + process , being themselves & allowing this all to happen & unfold.!! Wow! Powerful !!
RE: AM7 Stage 0 Testing - User_000 - 03-28-2026
(03-24-2026, 06:26 PM)ncbeareatingman Wrote: Fawking A!! What a program and what a journey. I Am really looking forward to utilizing these prgrams within "A" program.
Already for you, this is remarkable and amazing to read about your experiences+journey. More power to Ya,let the healing and re-emergence continue !!
PS: Yet another example of another Man, inspiring me to Join this amazing journey of healing and reclamation ,just by them utilizing this program + process , being themselves & allowing this all to happen & unfold.!! Wow! Powerful !!
Yeah, this is a whole new level of power, i wanted to check if when i stopped using it the progress would reverse like previous programs (OGSF or EHPRA), not all the progress is reversed but after i stop using it i tend to feel like shit again, not as strong as before though, but with this one it's been already 10 days without using it and not only nothing has been reversed so far but it keeps progressing, i'm feeling this urge to look for a good woman and it's not decreasing at all, but a real woman not the little girls who only want to hang out and empty the wallet, the kind of woman who actually cares about you, i guess it's time to resume with the program.
RE: AM7 Stage 0 Testing - Benjamin - 03-28-2026
Why stop when it's going well? To see if it lasts makes sense logically. But consider it might be some kind of attempting to run away response.
You started to feel hopeful about life again, and having a drink with friends which you haven't felt like doing for a long time. And somewhere in your mind you know it's working and you can't resist it, so the only option was a 'run away' type response by stopping listening.
I'm sure Shannon will agree and can likely expand on what i'm saying.
RE: AM7 Stage 0 Testing - User_000 - 03-28-2026
(03-28-2026, 12:27 AM)Benjamin Wrote: Why stop when it's going well? To see if it lasts makes sense logically. But consider it might be some kind of attempting to run away response.
You started to feel hopeful about life again, and having a drink with friends which you haven't felt like doing for a long time. And somewhere in your mind you know it's working and you can't resist it, so the only option was a 'run away' type response by stopping listening.
I'm sure Shannon will agree and can likely expand on what i'm saying.
I never said i was quitting though, just wanted to get a bit of hope, i mean, after stop using a program i find myself feeling anxiety symptoms again in no time, and this wasn't the case at all so now i'm even more motivated to continue.
RE: AM7 Stage 0 Testing - Have at ye - 03-28-2026
Yeah, well, if you want results to become permanent, do a full run-through at least!
RE: AM7 Stage 0 Testing - User_000 - 03-28-2026
(03-28-2026, 05:17 PM)Have at ye Wrote: Yeah, well, if you want results to become permanent, do a full run-through at least!
I stopped counting after OFv3...
RE: AM7 Stage 0 Testing - Shannon - 03-28-2026
Interrupting the process is not exactly in the instructions, and there's good reasons for that.
RE: AM7 Stage 0 Testing - User_000 - 03-29-2026
(03-28-2026, 09:00 PM)Shannon Wrote: Interrupting the process is not exactly in the instructions, and there's good reasons for that.
As usual, it won't happen again.
RE: AM7 Stage 0 Testing - User_000 - 04-05-2026
Alright, i don't know if this is a consequence of the program or i'm just tired or maybe i just give a damn and my focus shifted to something else, as usual something triggered my OCD and normally i would smash the wall and get extremely mad, but this time i was able to prevent myself from going crazy and calm down, just repeated myself that mistakes like that can happen and i just need to spend more money to solve it, fortunately i don't feel the urge to keep thinking about my mistake anymore and my emotions remain stable, no headaches or punching the wall until my hand is covered in bruises.