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It's About Time! - CM DMSI V5.1 LFG - Catman - 12-07-2025
Well well well...it's been a long time since I've done a journal. So in the words of the Joker: "Here...we...go...!"
I decided it was time to report on this program in particular.
Some of my observations recorded on the program may now apparently be useful, given the discussion in Shannon's poll thread.
I am 95 days into the program at this point.
In an overarching sense...I can understand some of the disappointment on one hand...HOWEVER...we have to remember this program's goal is very lofty compared to many guy's starting points. It only stands to reason such a goal will take time to ascend to. There is a lot of work to be done inside many to have this goal become normal reality it would appear. My comments below may show such a phenomenon even in myself to back up this belief.
That said, in July, something extremely scarring and horrid happened to me that has deeply hamstrung my ability to deal with the "market" if you will, to do with this program. My starting point was already crippled enough with them, it didn't need any more help... But, such is life. Have to try to push forward however one can...
Due to what happened, I have tried to focus on internal benefits in my writings, knowing that likely I have a lot of them to look forward to before any such external benefits occurred anyway, so it was logical to assume they'd be coming first regardless. So I have looked at things so far as internally-focused to try to still keep a positive spin on things going forward to continue motivation.
All throughout my loops on this run, I have attempted to have a picture of a woman I know visible in my line of sight, to test whether that does anything at all as there has been conjecture here that something can occur in such a case which was intriguing. So please view all listening reports with that picture in mind.
First day of listening I had a lot of fullness in the head and a very heavy head feeling, this is usual starting to listen to a new program. I felt a small bit of heat during the loops as well, not much on first day.
Days 2-4 I felt some sudden hits of intense tiredness during loops, and some spikes of like a sickish feeling (this could be related to what happened I wrote above though, it's really affected me...). Some heat sensations becoming more common now, and intense, uh, "detox" if you get me. Heh...Also noted some rare instances of feelings of sudden falling or going up and down rapidly during listening too. Heavy head feelings during and after loops continue. Heat sensations during loops becoming a bit more common.
Day 5-6 More heat sensations during listening sessions.
Day 7 FIRST dream about a female on this program I can recall. She's the centrepiece to things in July too. She's also the subject of the picture being used. I was at an outside event, lots of people, and I was there and looking for her to meet up with her, I don't think I found her. I didn't have a bad or negative connotation to the dream, just couldn't find her before I woke possibly. Can't recall anything else in the dream of relevance.Heat sensations popping up during listening, and today, first time on sub, awhile after listening during the day, even while all alone for all of them, I got heat sensations several times. That was odd, was it DMSI or DRS? I'm not sure but noted it. I think they can both produce that heat sensation so it's hard for me to differentiate now with them both integrated so I just note it and when in the loop if it's during listening, and move on.
Day 8 Heat sensations started up just before I started to listen to loops, haha. Got a bunch throughout the rest of the loops. It's weird how sometimes I feel nothing for one loop or several loops, then poof a bunch appear. It isn't exact or guaranteed even while listening to the loops, strangely. I track the exact minutes of each heat sensation in case that may be relevant due to what the script is saying in those moments...?
Day 9-13 Went for haircut with usual stylist today. A woman, quite physically attractive to me. Technically, the first actual time DMSI V5.1 "fired it's guns in anger" because what happened in July has greatly inhibited me, sadly...Anyway, I rest my elbows on the arm rests, they end up protruding out to the sides with this certain chair, to give you an image. We've known each other for a long time. She usually does the first two things, but not the third so I thought it was amusing and unusual enough to remember. She usually lightly presses her groin against my elbows, kinda straddling it, and does the same light press with her breasts against the back of my head by standing super close behind me when finishing up my cut at the end when you both look in the mirror to check it all. This time though, she bumped my elbows after each groin press with her buttocks, both sides, like somewhat firmly. Her buttocks are her best feature and she knows it 100%. She's also married, so there's that, lol. Still though, never literally hit me with her best feature before. The earlier stuff she's done as I've said, but possibly stepped it up here with that. First experience in the field with the program with this one. On X4A I noticed slow and deep audible breathing from her, (another female on X4A showed the same breathing behaviour, I have detailed offline journals for X4 but will keep this to DMSI, obviously). This time on DMSI, she was a bit spaced out or distant in some way, not yapping that much and seeming distracted or quieter than usual. Could be random occurrence but usually she's more talkative for sure.
I'll continue on posting here the rest of the run up to today. I didn't want my post to get too long so I've keep this to the first two weeks.
RE: It's About Time! - CM DMSI V5.1 LFG - StridingStrider - 12-07-2025
What loops/days on are you running?
RE: It's About Time! - CM DMSI V5.1 LFG - Catman - 12-07-2025
(Yesterday, 11:14 AM)StridingStrider Wrote: What loops/days on are you running?
I have a custom listening regimen.
RE: It's About Time! - CM DMSI V5.1 LFG - Frosted - 12-07-2025
@CatMan Hey man good to see you! Good luck with DMSI!
RE: It's About Time! - CM DMSI V5.1 LFG - Catman - 12-07-2025
(Yesterday, 01:22 PM)Frosted Wrote: @CatMan Hey man good to see you! Good luck with DMSI!
Thank you so much man! I really appreciate that. Hope you are well, I've been reading and enjoying your experiences.
RE: It's About Time! - CM DMSI V5.1 LFG - Shannon - 12-07-2025
You've only done 7 days of listening so far? That seems surprising.
RE: It's About Time! - CM DMSI V5.1 LFG - Benjamin - 12-07-2025
I've travelled to the future and taken a legit photo of Catman and what he will be upto.
![[Image: Catman-being-cuddled.png]](https://i.postimg.cc/L51HH2Sx/Catman-being-cuddled.png)
RE: It's About Time! - CM DMSI V5.1 LFG - Catman - 12-08-2025
@Shannon - Oh no, I've been listening for 95 days I said in the first post. I've only JUST started writing out my offline journal here is all. I have more now I'll post.
@Benjamin - LMAO...I love that pic. It brings out my eyes! An ode to the future on this sub...lol!
Moving forward...
Days 15-28
Day 15 Felt a very deep depression today about purely personal issues beyond the program...Still getting random tiredness feelings during listening. Some heat sensations during it as well, but many tiredness feelings.
It should be mentioned these tiredness feelings I reference throughout the run, are like a form of super localised, seemingly instant, intense exhaustion out of nowhere. They last for a small period of time, and then poof, gone and I'm back to my normal energy level. At times I may have a different kind of it, but I'll try to differentiate if so.
Day 16 A lot more heat sensations during listening, some tiredness feelings. Got a handful of pressure and weight feelings in the head too during listening.
Day 17 Got a few heat sensations during loops, also one instance of heart fluttering during loops. Hours AFTER loops, got the same heat sensations, seemed quite strong.
Day 18 Got a lot of heat sensations during loops, also several tiredness sensations during loops too. Almost an equal amount, quite a bit. Starting getting heat sensations hours after listening and after eating food. I've noticed over time this "getting heat sensations after eating" thing is common. I rarely get the heat sensations outside of listening or just after eating. I know that's an energy and power generation thing due to the calories, as I've heard Shannon mention that, but seemed like it needed noting. It DOES happen outside of those two scenarios, but it is rare. It happens even if I'm completely alone too...which is intriguing to me...?
Two dreams occurred here as well that are relevant. Again the similar dream about the female I mentioned above repeated. And another about a female in the hallway of my house just standing there, I don't think I knew her. Just there existing. Notable. Dreams of females have been rare for me even on programs to DO with them up to this one. So worth mentioning I felt.
Day 19 Lots of heat sensations during listening, a decent amount of tiredness feelings while listening as well.
Day 20 Even before listening today, I started to feel the heat sensations. Heat sensations lasted at least 12 mins long into first loop. Sometimes this happens where it's a constant LONG heat sensation. Bunch of tiredness feelings after that for the rest of the loops. No more heat.
Day 21 3 heat sensations during listening, that was all.
Day 22 Bunch of heat sensations during loops. First one started either at start of loops, or before. Hard to tell because I had A/C on at the time and turned it off and then noticed the "unusual" heat sensation attributed to the program and then noted it. It was only noticeable once the A/C was removed from equation.
Day 23 Felt some focused depression about issue I referenced from July today...it's always there but sometimes burbles to surface more than usual.
Some light heat sensations or tiredness during loops, seemed a bit fainter for first while. Later loops the sensations went back to normal strength and I had a bunch of heat sensations and tiredness sensations during loops. Bit of the pressure in the head and heavy head feelings during loops too.
Day 24 Got tiredness feelings during loops. Only a couple heat sensations during loops.
Day 27 Felt heat sensations during loops EVEN through A/C use, which was notable.
Day 28 A whole bunch of heat sensations during loops, and a few tiredness feelings during loops as well.
I'll continue day 29 onward below to keep the posts smaller and more readable.