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PTSD Recovery Aid 6G - Frosted - Frosted - 12-01-2025
PTSD Recovery Aid
Cycle 1
Day 1: 12/1/25 (last: 12/1/25)
Next Cycle: 12/11/25
Current Setup:
Ultrasonic - iPhone 11 - Arms Length
--Cycle 1--
Default Instructions:
~Regular PTSD Instructions~
- 11/16 Volume (iPhone)
- 7 days on - 3 days off
- 30 minutes (1 full loop)
Edit (12/3/25) I never mentioned it, but I had very obvious TID leading up to the listening. I definitely noticed how I felt different and more comfortable than usual. The most obvious and undeniable TID I've ever had to date. It's phenomenological so it's hard to describe, so you'll just have to take my word for it.
Listened to my first loop less than 30 minutes ago. Right before listening to it, I noticed I was a lot more comfortable than I usually am. After listening to it, I feel safe and euphoric, like I'm on some kind of painkiller or something (never tried a painkiller, but I expect it would be much like this). Except instead of feeling more dull, I feel more clarity. It's more noticeable than E7 or OGSF3 by a lot. Seriously I literally feel ecstatic. The normal habitual shame and fear patterns I've noticed underneath the surface are less dominant and the euphoria is more dominant. This feeling is something I've noticed from OGSF3 and E7, though more underneath the surface most of the time. It's like this feeling of "I've already won." there's nowhere to go and nothing to do. Why would I want anything if I already have everything I desire? It's this feeling of an overflowing cup.
It's like everything is becoming more novel, like I'm noticing how just existing is enjoyable. The way I'm typing on the keyboard right now is pleasant. It's like there's some kind of thick layer around my consciousness dissolving or something. Like my experience of reality is going from viewing it behind a dirty window, to having the sun shine down on me through an open one. Or perhaps a couple of clean spots in the dirty window. Well that's probably an imperfect metaphor, but it'll do for now.
There's a lot of interesting phenomenological stuff I could talk about, but it takes a lot of brainpower to try and filter big picture ideas down into language. But so far, what I notice happening to me is cool and inspiring. I can't wait to see where this journey takes me in the next year or two.
Oh, and by the way, I'm exposing a family member while I listen (adhering strictly to fair use, of course). I may report on them, but if I do it'll probably be more vague to protect their privacy.
Edit: It feels like it's cracking through some kind of blockage or threshold. It feels like a step up from OGSF3 and E7, like I'm running a 6.1G program or something. Also I feel really relaxed, like I might slur my words or something, but in a good way. It feels like OGSF3 and E7, but turned up to 11 in intensity.
I also want to emphasize that the actual feelings and sensations I'm experiencing from PTSD Recovery Aid are very potent and surprising coming from a subliminal (especially after only listening for 30 minutes with no buildup). It feels almost like I took prescription medication, which is an inspiring level of power to me.
RE: PTSD Recovery Aid 6G - Frosted - Shannon - 12-01-2025
It is indeed exceedingly powerful. I'm glad you like it.
RE: PTSD Recovery Aid 6G - Frosted - thectexperience1 - 12-02-2025
I don't even have PTSD and I want to use it.
RE: PTSD Recovery Aid 6G - Frosted - Benjamin - 12-02-2025
Very cool.
Trauma can definately drain the enjoyment of life and make you not want to engage fully with life or go out into the world. So it's not surprising that would be a positive side effect.
It sounds like as that's worked on then this feeling you mention becomes more natural.
With all the bs thrown at us and around us it's easy to lose contact with the enjoyment of simple things.
RE: PTSD Recovery Aid 6G - Frosted - EvolvingPhoenix - 12-02-2025
(12-01-2025, 09:39 PM)Frosted Wrote: PTSD Recovery Aid
Cycle 1
Day 1: 12/1/25 (last: 12/1/25)
Next Cycle: 12/11/25
Current Setup:
Ultrasonic - iPhone 11 - Arms Length
--Cycle 1--
Default Instructions:
~Regular PTSD Instructions~
- 11/16 Volume (iPhone)
- 7 days on - 3 days off
- 30 minutes (1 full loop)
Listened to my first loop less than 30 minutes ago. Right before listening to it, I noticed I was a lot more comfortable than I usually am. After listening to it, I feel safe and euphoric, like I'm on some kind of painkiller or something (never tried a painkiller, but I expect it would be much like this). Except instead of feeling more dull, I feel more clarity. It's more noticeable than E7 or OGSF3 by a lot. Seriously I literally feel ecstatic. The normal habitual shame and fear patterns I've noticed underneath the surface are less dominant and the euphoria is more dominant. This feeling is something I've noticed from OGSF3 and E7, though more underneath the surface most of the time. It's like this feeling of "I've already won." there's nowhere to go and nothing to do. Why would I want anything if I already have everything I desire? It's this feeling of an overflowing cup.
It's like everything is becoming more novel, like I'm noticing how just existing is enjoyable. The way I'm typing on the keyboard right now is pleasant. It's like there's some kind of thick layer around my consciousness dissolving or something. Like my experience of reality is going from viewing it behind a dirty window, to having the sun shine down on me through an open one. Or perhaps a couple of clean spots in the dirty window. Well that's probably an imperfect metaphor, but it'll do for now.
There's a lot of interesting phenomenological stuff I could talk about, but it takes a lot of brainpower to try and filter big picture ideas down into language. But so far, what I notice happening to me is cool and inspiring. I can't wait to see where this journey takes me in the next year or two.
Oh, and by the way, I'm exposing a family member while I listen (adhering strictly to fair use, of course). I may report on them, but if I do it'll probably be more vague to protect their privacy.
Edit: It feels like it's cracking through some kind of blockage or threshold. It feels like a step up from OGSF3 and E7, like I'm running a 6.1G program or something. Also I feel really relaxed, like I might slur my words or something, but in a good way. It feels like OGSF3 and E7, but turned up to 11 in intensity.
I also want to emphasize that the actual feelings and sensations I'm experiencing from PTSD Recovery Aid are very potent and surprising coming from a subliminal (especially after only listening for 30 minutes with no buildup). It feels almost like I took prescription medication, which is an inspiring level of power to me.
Alright I really need to get this when I can. This program sounds amazing!
RE: PTSD Recovery Aid 6G - Frosted - Frosted - 12-03-2025
I feel like I'm in healing overdrive. Like OGSF3 and EPHRA7, but tuned to the max and laser focused. Yesterday listened to second loop. I felt more of what I did on the first day. It felt like I was really "digging in". I noticed how some trauma I'd been working through on E7 was getting busted open in real time. Shortly after the loop I felt really tired mentally.
It makes sense though because the trauma I'm working through lately seems to affect my mind really bad. Like when I was in middle school, when I was thinking too hard, I suddenly got a severe migraine, nausea and brain fog. I think it was accumulated trauma that caused friction in my mind that built up into these "episodes". I don't really have these full on episodes anymore (done a lot of trauma healing with Shannon's subs), but I still have symptoms.
But yeah, so yesterday after listening I had a weird mix of my brain being turned off and foggy, and my whole body feeling warm and cozy and some kind of underlying excitement/joy. It felt like I was witnessing half toxic wasteland half vibrant meadow. At times it felt like I was "blooming" like a flower, and there was a sense of joy in this. I also had inclinations that I have only scratched the surface with my development so far, even as far as I've already come. Like I have so much more to mature and grow into my potential. And things can get much more awesome than I can possibly imagine. I know because I tasted sparks of that potential.
Wish I had written this post when this was all fresh in my mind. I'm kinda just working on memory while half asleep in the morning. Either way so far PTSD Recovery Aid is awesome.
P.S Family member didn't seem to notice much so far, but I've noticed they seem more calm and stable than usual. This is their first subliminal.
Edit: Something I want to add. In general I've noticed over my healing journey that everything is starting to make sense. All of the knowledge and experience I've accumulated is being turned into genuine wisdom. I think the healing programs are a big part of this. Partly due to the scripting to turn trauma into wisdom, partly from having paradigm shifts from being in a different state. It feels like I have so many more answers than before.
RE: PTSD Recovery Aid 6G - Frosted - Frosted - 12-03-2025
(12-02-2025, 11:45 AM)Shannon Wrote: Researching the things I had to research to make the script for this program, the laughing response can be the effect of a few different things. The first is being so afraid that laughing is the only response that is possible. The second is being so overjoyed with happiness that laughing is the only response possible. The third is usually a respose to an overload of pleasurable brain chemistry, like after a particularly good orgasm. Obviously, that last one is not going to explain this response.
I'd guess that either some part of you is being "led through the valley of the shadow of death" to recover, and it's really frightened (but cooperating) or there is some part of you that is so unbelievably happy at being healed and freed from the chains of fear and trauma that you're overwhelmed with joy at a subconscious level.
I've also noticed this "laughing gas" effect. But it never results in actual laughter. It's just a subtle bubbling up that happens briefly from time to time. Like this feeling of relief or something. It's almost like a feeling of waking up from a bad dream. You were in pain and now you feel awesome and then the laughter bubbles up spontaneously like "how can this be so good?" Or perhaps it's just an accumulation of joy. I do notice more of the childhood excitement underneath the surface as I release trauma.
I remember a time I reported on this response, I think it was in EPHRA6 5.11G. Basically it felt like I was having a sudden shift, and then I noticed a laughing gas type effect. At least that's how I remember it.
RE: PTSD Recovery Aid 6G - Frosted - Frosted - 12-03-2025
(12-02-2025, 02:22 AM)EvolvingPhoenix Wrote: Alright I really need to get this when I can. This program sounds amazing!
Definitely recommend from what I've seen so far.
RE: PTSD Recovery Aid 6G - Frosted - ncbeareatingman - 12-03-2025
(12-03-2025, 01:02 PM)Frosted Wrote:(12-02-2025, 02:22 AM)EvolvingPhoenix Wrote: Alright I really need to get this when I can. This program sounds amazing!
Definitely recommend from what I've seen so far.
I feel the same way evolving phoenix
It's sounds flipping amazing!!
RE: PTSD Recovery Aid 6G - Frosted - Frosted - 12-07-2025
Damn I don't have much to say except PTSD-RA is awesome. I feel like I'm genuinely making solid progress. I notice triggers that pop up and I'm able to locate them and isolate them in my body better than before. I can feel in my head and stomach and other parts of my body where the trauma sits. I'm more easily able to notice when trauma is affecting me and make it an object in my awareness instead of my awareness being entangled in it and unaware that it is being affected by it.
I've talked about this before in previous journals, but it feels like there's something underneath the trauma I experience. That something has grown more pronounced, and the trauma has receded more.
Also I've realized I'm constantly subconsciously holding back tears. From all those years as a kid I held my crying in to not be made fun of. That's been a big burden that is being worked on (and has been for awhile on previous titles).
I'm laying in my bed now and feeling awesome. It feels like I'm at the end of a movie. Like all the bad shit happened, but at the end the main character escapes and lives happily ever after. I'm currently moving into that happily ever after.
I didn't really say what I wanted to say here. Mostly I just have a subjective experience that says PTSDRA is awesome. I understand a lot of what is going on but it's all in the back of my head. I can zone in on one thing at a time as it comes up, like I've done a bit in this journal, but overall there's just a lot that I notice that goes unsaid in these journals. You'll just have to take my word for it, or better yet, run it yourself for awhile. It hasn't even been 1 finished cycle yet but I'm already impressed and excited for the future. I'm more confident than ever that the future that awaits me is one so blinding it hurts to look at.
RE: PTSD Recovery Aid 6G - Frosted - Have at ye - 12-07-2025
(12-07-2025, 01:09 AM)Frosted Wrote: I'm laying in my bed now and feeling awesome. It feels like I'm at the end of a movie. Like all the bad shit happened, but at the end the main character escapes and lives happily ever after. I'm currently moving into that happily ever after.
I'm having moments when I'm experiencing something quite like what you're describing here as well.
RE: PTSD Recovery Aid 6G - Frosted - Frosted - 12-09-2025
A few days ago I ran into an old teacher of mine I hadn’t seen in years. A comment they made out of the blue after interacting for awhile was “You’re the person you want to be.”. It threw me off for a second. I replied that I wasn’t quite there yet, but I was on the path. For some reason it landed more than it usually would.
RE: PTSD Recovery Aid 6G - Frosted - Frosted - 12-13-2025
I'm sick and yesterday after listening to PRA I noticed how my symptoms seemed to improve and I felt better emotionally and physically. Cool and unexpected effect.
RE: PTSD Recovery Aid 6G - Frosted - Frosted - 12-14-2025
After listening to PRA I feel like I'm on some kind of drug that makes everything feel alright. I feel contentment and a calm positivity that is bone deep. I still feel my traumas but they're not dominant. I just feel awesome in a way that some part of me never really believed was possible. It's so simple to say I feel safe, but it's not just a lack of fear, it's a genuine good feeling. Like a hot tub for the soul or something lol. My social energy is also really awesome right after listening. I mean the key to being good at socializing is like 90% vibe.