Quote:Got some free clothes that she didnt pay and gift from my GF today.
Friend at job got special tickets for a cinema movie asked me too come with him.
Found 4 tickets for cinema i forgot i had.
Also feeling better atm, things flow better.
Lets see if something else "happend" soon, hehe.

Also i have been having some sparking feelings firing off inside my body all day, can lead too smal brain orgasm.

Quote:I had some really fun times with my fps games today.
LM is kicking in, poor players coming against me with all my luck lol, im dominating.

Feeling more positive about the future, like something good is going too happend soon.

I did switch too ocean masked and feeling zero resistance wich is good for me.

Update:
Motivation just kicked in,
Thinking about success in life, training, lose some weight, diet. Styling my self, already did this.
Is like my mind think how too be successful and showing me ways too improve myself with motivation too do it.
Guess I have some work too do tomorrow.
Looking forward for success in all area's of my life.
Thanks.

Quote:I had to move to US/LM - had an honest to god lure and just knew i'd topped out in MLS for now.

4 days later and ho-ly-shit is this thing crazy. No matter where i go, i run into someone i know. I've had such great opportunities come my way out of the blue, i can't even talk about the main ones. so some minor things.

The first night i used it, the morning that followed i ran into an old boss outside my office, who gave me useful info for a task i'm trying to do - then as i was meeting with someone he happened to be walking by - again and gave me an opportunity to do something which is massively raising my profile. Then i had a problem with another work issue - and the guy who i needed to talk to just rocked up at my desk!

I could go on and on about these, i went to another building and ran into another old boss who is now a managing director in another company - and she asked me to put in a meeting to catch up over a coffee.

So many more but i'll stop there.

I would say the important thing is i am getting in touch with success and what it means, and how to achieve it. my mind set is shifting from needing to get there now, to success in stages, to getting one thing right then moving on (that sounds very linear, i'm actually on around 5 different causal goal streams)...

Quote:Day 6:
I noticed I got bored today with youtube, which I loved before, watching about technology, philosophy, spirituality, Joe Rogan, Jordan Peterson, Sam Harris etc.
but not today, I couldn't find a lot to watch, so I cleaned my room... my room has never been this clean before and was always a mess!
Tomorrow I am going even further and will move a lot of stuff and donate to the thrift shop here.
I am also keeping up with training which is good!
I used to meditate on and of and I downloaded headspace today to keep me on meditating each evening and morning, let's see how that goes.

all in all, I notice the program working, and this even within one week...

life is great.

Quote:Honestly don't know when i've every been this focussed and productive. Today, for the first time in my life, i had a complex issue to solve, and i sat down and did it without taking a break - not only that, i enjoyed the shit out of it. I only stopped because recently i've been pushing myself and i just want to make sure i'm sustainable.

oh and went to another coffee place, bought a brownie and the guy handed me a loyalty card and stamped the whole thing so i get free coffee and a snack next time, then had dinner with my lady and the waiter took 70% off the bill because it took longer than expected. Oh and that $100 turned into $150...

Quote:Day 26

For the last 2 days I have been working for 12 hours a day. And keep in mind it was Saturday and Sunday. It`s insane. Not sure how to describe it. It`s not about me being and feeling motivated. It`s more in the line of self discipline. I outlined what needs to be done that day and just didn`t stop until I was done. It`s like I couldn`t stop. The most fascinating thing in all of this was that the things I was doing were frustrating, tedious and boring. I didn`t want to do them but I still did. Normally this would be a serious energy draining mental battle but I just kept going. Matt422 said in my journal the other day how there is a threshold where most people give up and the truly successful people are the ones that move past that. I can really see that now. If I could maintain that mindset and work ethic that would be...epic.

Shannon man...what the hell did you put in US/LM?...

Quote:2 1/2 hours later at 2:15am.... I feel like IM going to start enjoying and appreciating life more and better why? less fear ,more appreciation,more aliveness,more gratitude and more enjoyment, makes sense...the fear removal is working. I also sense that this but the preview of what is to come..dayummm. this is cooley amazing. like A real good hit off of some solid columbian gold,a clean mellow,solid high,only this is natural.

I dont smoke but I did 40 yrs ago and yeah the shit was that damn good that I remember just how damn good it was frm 1975. yeppers I do.

Quote:Maybe more luck??...

You guys are probably thinking whats the deal with these LED monitors I keep looking at? Well I just bought some @ $45 dollars (inc shipping) that are new and sell on Amazon for $250... So I am going to try to flip them for profit on craigslist and make $2,015 dollars profit...

Quote:Just ended the second day’s loops and I feel on top of the world. I feel like all of the little traumas from my life never happed. I can think back on some of the things in my life that have messed me up, and they didn’t happen that way. Or more I chose at the time to react to them differently. Even though I, well, didn’t. This thing is a past editor. There is some cognitive dissonance that should be bugging me, but it isn’t.

Quote:I had booked a $99 room and I saw that there was a problem with it, I got a free upgrade to a $350 room.

In Poker entered a 5 cent tournament, won that to enter a satellite and came in the top 40 to win an entry into an $11 tournament. Games were quite fun and between the two there would have been over 4000 players. Got knocked out of the big one but I put that down to making a stupid mistake.

I've noticed that I seem to hit traffic lights when they're green (at least 80 - 85% of the time).

Quote:This thing is definitely making me more social and less shy. I was painfully shy as a kid and throughout my teenage years through my mid twenties. I had thought that I had gotten over it a while ago. Partly through use of subs, and partly through just forcing myself to do it. However, (and I am just now realizing this now). It was forced and wooden with people I didn’t know well. I kept the talk to a minimum and just interacted as much as I had to. Nothing really felt natural unless I was among close friends and family. I didn’t really recognize that this was me working around a social phobia rather than actually dealing with it. I didn’t reciognise how much of my aloofness was the old fear.

That’s changing though. This afternoon I woke up and went to get my hair cut. I bantered with the lady who cut my hair when I used to just kind of sit there before. I’d never met this girl, but joking with her was easy and I enjoyed it. I put actual inflections in my voice (before I used to keep it as neutral as possible. I have an awesome voice and hadn’t been using it).

Then I went to the grocery store, and wound up having a long, light conversation with the checkout girl. She was cute, and about half my age. She told me a lot about herself without me asking, and was playing with her hair and doing all of that stuff. I am not trying to get that to happen, but it is kind of fun...

Quote:Small update after the third day: I'm not 100% certain yet, but it seems the FRM (Fear Removal Module) is working on overcoming my social anxiety. Usually when people I don't know (or actually often even with people I do know) come for a little bit of smalltalk, I cut them short or somehow try to avoid it. Over the last two days I found I have been much more open to socialising that way, and I feel more comfortable doing so than I have before...

Quote:Post: #17 | RE: Hatman's US/LM - Luck Maximizer Edition
Entry 4

I have something interesting to report today. I found a piece of jewelry on my route to the dining hall this evening. It's a bracelet lined with tiny diamonds. Fortunately/unfortunately, there is no real way for me to find its original owner. There are simply way too many people around.

I have no idea whether those diamonds are real or not. Similar looking bracelets on the internet are selling for $2000-$5000. I think I'd get at least $1000 if I were to find a way to resell. I saw @Infinite SO found some jewelry as well today which is interesting.

Quote:He forgot to tell me until now that he also found jewelry, for me. A 925 necklace with two charms, a pandora 925 bracdelet with 4 pandora charms (worth a minumum of $250), and a few other charms and a ring that appear to be pewter. Sweet! I love pandora.

There is also something else that happened to him, but I am going to wait to see if it comes to fruition.

He found about $700 worth of stuff today.
He got a job for $700.