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OF - discovering my fears. - vida - 06-30-2020
I did not intent to write a thread. But want genuinely to share my experience.
I have been getting lot of dreams since i started using OF 5.75.. Now i can say it is the effect of the sub because these dreams have a similar theme.
They are all about my fears.
- Fear of climbing:- i got the dream of me trying to climb my house. Like freerunning stuff. i use to do that when i was younger. I dreamt of me trying to do it and could feel the fear inside me.
To explain it properly, i first felt the fear of height, tinggling sensation in my legs. I realised i just have to keep climbing .
Then i felt fear of loosing my grip, then of being drunk while climbing. It felt like i was resloving my fears one after other. but in then end i realised it is stupid to do it, common sense is still important.
One more was
- Some Fear of beautiful women:- Dreamt of being with a new girl, is was 9 atleast. Same thing, i felt some fears. But i overcame them.
I think i got more dream but i can only remember these.
RE: OF - discovering my fears. - Shannon - 06-30-2020
Nice work!
RE: OF - discovering my fears. - vida - 07-19-2020
I had headaches for full day for last couple of days. I took a break yesterday night.
Headache has reduced this morning. It could be an issue with volume. I play masked version at 75% in my mac. I will play with volume to see what suits me after next cycle, If i am not able to push through resistance.
I took an early break.. but i realised one major fears.
That is fear of confrontation and escalation. I realised, I exaggerate how conversations escalate during confrontation.
After realising that, I am able to confront people and point what they are doing.
(without fear in my mind of, how wildly things could get escalate.)
I am not a nice guy anymore.
I think, that is fear of no control over how conversations escalate.
I have realised multiple aspects about this and it might be hard to explain it here.
I am excited to test my new found understanding regarding this.
Its amazing to realise for how many year i was living with that fear.
RE: OF - discovering my fears. - Shannon - 07-19-2020
Again... Nice work!