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DMSI - weak to strong - Sal - 03-08-2019
I am a 3 days from finishing USLM, and it seems to have had positive benefits.
Nothing near like some of the stories i have read on here, but I feel a little less
fearful in doing somethings, such an confrontations, speaking my mind, although
I am still hesitant, but overall its a positive.
Before USLM, I was AOS, and attracted a girl that I really liked, once I go to know
her. e had a boyfriend, but instead of backing off I was needy and always available
to her, initially I was very forward in what I wanted and this kept her attracted to me,
although we did not have sex, we "slept" together a few times, but recently she has
decided not to fool around anymore, naturally I am heart broken but should have realized
that she was not going to end up with me. I was too weak and needy, because this is the
first time I really ever got close to any girl.
However reason why I want to do the DMSI sub is so that I never get into this type of situation again,
because this is just eating away at me and I embarrassed myself by behaving the way I did, even
though I knew I was behaving weak and needy, I still pursued her, which made her run away from
me. Reading some of the DMSI journals and reading (Listening) to some of the books recommended,
I was doing exactly the things which I should not have been doing, being manipulative, etc. etc. Basically
being a bitch, so i got manipulated.
These are some of the things I would like out DMSI or any relevant sub. This is just a brain dump and some of them are repeated
Remove fears of neediness
Remove fears of getting hurt
No emotions when getting turned down
Not projecting my level of attraction to her
Not being the one more committed than her
No feelings of desperation
Easy to move on to the next girl
No sense of scarcity, endless opportunities, abundance
No feelings of envy or jealousy
Always grounded/Calm
Not to impress the girl
Always doing my own thing; so as not to answer straightaway
Always easy to walk way without wondering what if
Always being chased and not chasing
Feelings of worthiness and high value
Never manipulating to get something
Being straight forward and honest and primal
Always sexual
Not giving a fuck what everyone else thinks
Being bold and fearless
Remove fear of loneliness, shame, desperation, rejection, embarrassment
Never play the blame game
Never give my time so easily
Always strong never weak
I can start the next sub on the 1st April, so the plan was to DMSI for 3 months, and than move onto AM, for 6 months or so, and then see where I am.