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RE: Shannon's Journal - Benjamin - 03-19-2011
Hmm.. i've noticed something with the ego in myself, but also am becoming aware of it in a mate that I do security and train martial arts with.
We get into more altercations than the other guys because we don't back down to people. If somebody has a go, instead of swallowing the ego and talking them down, we are both similar in the way that we are like 'ok mate.. lets go then"
And I was talking about it with him after noticing it. He said something interesting. "The reason I am like this because I used to back down from them when they were having a go and I really felt bad and it played on my mind for ages, and now it doesn't anymore because I stand up to them and do something about it".
It's some kind of insecurity because i've felt that feeling many times too. But I feel something in Alpha 2011 has brought this on a bit more, just not taking their crap and doing something about it if they get in my face.
I am hoping that this smooths out in later stages.
-Ben
RE: Shannon's Journal - RainbowAbyss - 03-19-2011
Shannon, is it ok that I'M doing luck magnifier and alpha 011 even thbough there both bd hybrids?
RE: Shannon's Journal - Shannon - 03-20-2011
(03-19-2011, 10:49 PM)RainbowAbyss Wrote: Shannon, is it ok that I'M doing luck magnifier and alpha 011 even thbough there both bd hybrids?
Using two programs that have manifestation aspects is going to seriously deplete each program's efficiency.
RE: Shannon's Journal - RainbowAbyss - 03-20-2011
aaah, should have known dropping LM immediately
can I run stage five a little longer since I've been messing with it
by running LM along side it?
RE: Shannon's Journal - Shannon - 03-20-2011
Anyone think I should do something about balancing out the ego effects in the alpha male set?
RE: Shannon's Journal - RainbowAbyss - 03-20-2011
One more question Shannon-can I put subs on ultrasonic and play them underneath brainwave meditation stuff like Holosync?
thanks
RE: Shannon's Journal - Shannon - 03-20-2011
(03-20-2011, 01:11 AM)RainbowAbyss Wrote: One more question Shannon-can I put subs on ultrasonic and play them underneath brainwave meditation stuff like Holosync?
thanks
I cannot recommend doing that, as I don't know what's going into other producer's programs. I also strongly recommend against using subliminal programs by multiple different producers at the same time. If I understand correctly, their programs are binaural only, but still. Just making sure you keep that in mind.
Theoretically, if it's binaural only, it shouldn't be a problem, but again, I know what goes into my programs - not theirs.
RE: Shannon's Journal - Shannon - 03-20-2011
Okay, so just started on AM2011 Stage 3 today. Here's what I have noticed with Stage 2.
- I am very stable emotionally, even when I am alone for long periods of time.
- I am starting to actively seek out social situations, and even when I am not fully comfortable with it, it's a lot more comfortable being around strangers than it used to be.
- I am finding that people enjoy my company more when I go out.
- I am very comfortable in unfamiliar places.
- I am much more easily able to be playful and laugh with others.
- My walk haschanged, and I notice that it is slow and deliberate, and has a bit of swagger to it, but not much.
- I am finding myself in situations that I am very much not used to lately. Interest from women that has not been there before is now starting to show up and be more and more obvious.
- My confidence is very much "there", and so smooth and ingrained that I don't even realize it, in many situations. Not all, but many.
- My self control is exceptional. Not sure if that's from AM, but it is remarkable.
- Motivation to clean the house has been very low. Instead, I would rather get out of the house and enjoy the sunlight, wind, etc.
- I am starting to feel like a genuinely desirable man again. That took a serious hit after my last relationship ended, especially since it has been so long since I have had any reactions from women, but I recognize now that that had to do with me having walled myself off emotionally in order to heal.
- I handle situations where there is no particular leader by assuming the role fairly seamlessly in most cases.
- Socializing has become much easier, more fluid and more comfortable all around.
RE: Shannon's Journal - Spiral - 03-20-2011
Sometimes I still feel like I have a wall around me.. in order to "heal" from plenty of failed past relationships. I thought AM would cover some of that.
One thing I'm very impressed with, Shannon, is my self control. It is def. the AM sub doing this to me (I'm on 2010) and it's been great. The ability to control myself emotionally and socially started taking shape around stage 3 and solidified sometime in stage 5. Good stuff my friend.
RE: Shannon's Journal - RainbowAbyss - 03-20-2011
Shannon, sounds awesome, can't believe its 2 months since 011 came out.
I don't think you should do anything about ego balancing, if anything, its to balanced. In the beginning of stage 5 I felt ridiculously confident, now my confidence has leveled out is just there and its smooth, no over the top anything, ego craze etc. The biggest issue, but its probably mostly my jack-xxx-personality is when girls I think are attractive end up with my friends, I feel they made a big mistake when in reality I should have the humility to realize they ended up with them for a reason lol
RE: Shannon's Journal - Shannon - 03-20-2011
It's important to balance this properly, but if I overbalance or underbalance it, it will throw the whole set off.
RE: Shannon's Journal - Roy - 03-22-2011
Shannon,I have few questions:
1.How long does it take for the manifestation aspects of ultra success 4G
to show up?
2.Can it be used along side with the luck magnifier 4G as they both manifest things?
3.If sex magnet include success programing inside would listening to ultra
success prior to starting using SM would cause it to work faster?
Because the mind has less new things to integrate or something along those lines.
4.Can you give a time estimate until SM is ready,just to know if I can use
another subliminal for 32 days?
RE: Shannon's Journal - Shannon - 03-23-2011
Quote:Shannon,I have few questions:
1.How long does it take for the manifestation aspects of ultra success 4G
to show up?
That depends on the person, how the program is used, what types and/or levels of resistance are or are not present, and which type of manifestation you're referring to. US 4G generates two types of manifestation. The original one is secondary manifestation, and the 4G uses primary as well. Primary typically starts showing up obviously in 2 to 4 months of use for most manifestation programs.
Quote:2.Can it be used along side with the luck magnifier 4G as they both manifest things?
If you were to use those two together, I suspect you would get pretty good results, but the active manifestation would take longer to show.
Quote:3.If sex magnet include success programing inside would listening to ultra
success prior to starting using SM would cause it to work faster?
Because the mind has less new things to integrate or something along those lines.
Faster? Perhaps. It again depends on the person. Probably would, though.
Quote:4.Can you give a time estimate until SM is ready,just to know if I can use
another subliminal for 32 days?
I estimate 2 to 3 days per stage. Maybe 7 to 10 days to build, and then some time to verify. So about 11 to 14 days, probably.
RE: Shannon's Journal - Shannon - 03-23-2011
I am really liking where the 2011 alpha set is taking me. I am happier, I am stronger, I am more social and more comfortable in social situations. There is a sense of inner strength that seems to have "become" my inner core, and it "just is". It's so deep that it literally IS me. It's like this began as a singularity within the same space I occupied, and as it grew, it grew intertwined with my essence. I feel it growing stronger day by day, and it is making me feel really good... confident... healthier, more social more assertive, and more "go get it" when I want something.
I have also begun attracting the attention and interest of women, as well. This is much more obvious an attraction from women than I got with any of the previous alpha male sets. I am just happy being by myself, and enjoying their company, and if they aren't around, no big deal. I'm having fun with my newfound desire to be alive and social, and at least one of them is giving more and more signs of becoming seriously interested. I'm not trying to attract her or anyone else right now, though, because I am still healing. Everything I do to back off and keep things chill and fun seems to be more and more attracting her... I guess I'll have to bring this up soon. But it's amazing how just having fun and doing my own thing can be so attractive to women.
I can't wait for what happens by the end of this set, with the manifestations I put in.
In short, it's making me feel awesome. I am free of neediness and the need for validation and such from others. Whatever codependency I had left after my last relationship ended is dead and gone. I am, for the first time in my life, single and enjoying it. I feel as if it's just naturally time to get out and socialize, and I feel that it is okay and possible to naturally do so even with strangers. My dreams are reflecting this, as they have me going out and meeting people and having a wonderful time just having fun and talking. Sometimes, I go dancing in my dreams. Unfortunately, in real life, when it comes to dancing, I am as Weird Al would put it, "whiter than sour cream". lol
So I have gotten it in my head lately that I am going to start being more active. I am going to start kayaking more, and get myself a bicycle. Kayaking for upper body exercise, and biking for lower body. I also have been wanting to take dancing lessons, fencing lessons and yoga. Maybe Tai Chi, too.
I am really loving what AM2011 is doing with me. I think I am coming out of this period of mourning healthier and stronger than ever, and it feels like I am not just blooming as a new person, but that I am going to come out of this dark tunnel like a shot!