(03-09-2016, 08:28 PM)Shannon Wrote: They notice these sensations because there is specific scripting in this program both to make anything helpful for healing obvious to the conscious mind, and the self optimizing amplifier. In that case, generally these sensations would be the result of the subconscious trying to get the conscious on board by giving it obvious signals that it is indeed working, etc.

When I play it while I am in my office, I can feel it spreading through my brain within 5 or 10 seconds of starting, and it feels like someone directly injected some sort of relaxant into my brain. It was rather shocking the first time it happened. But that's what's going on.

(03-10-2016, 11:56 AM)dweller94 Wrote:

(03-09-2016, 08:28 PM)Shannon Wrote: They notice these sensations because there is specific scripting in this program both to make anything helpful for healing obvious to the conscious mind, and the self optimizing amplifier. In that case, generally these sensations would be the result of the subconscious trying to get the conscious on board by giving it obvious signals that it is indeed working, etc.

When I play it while I am in my office, I can feel it spreading through my brain within 5 or 10 seconds of starting, and it feels like someone directly injected some sort of relaxant into my brain. It was rather shocking the first time it happened. But that's what's going on.

Okay the first time this had happened to me it was a warm feeling through out my entire body felt amazing, but later on that day I felt an itchy sensation all over my body it lasted roughly 6 hours that day (on and off) and was gone the next day its my similar to how my body reacts to a fear based phobia of mine. Hate to say it but it was unbearable but I have not had it since, I can remember on OF4G when triggered the physical sensation was very aggressive but this is gentle by far and it hasn't happened since that day.

(03-10-2016, 11:34 AM)LionKing Wrote: Couldn't believe how friendly I was socializing today. Not at work, because I have some grudges towards that place, but in the evening it was great! People were very open and smiling with me, even ones I didn't know from before.

There's this chick working in a candy store that I go to once every week, and we've gotten to talking. Its gone like this: before the most I'd connect with someone like her is I might say a few words more than normally when I pay for my stuff. Or at best I might have this very wanting vibe of trying to push it towards sexy. Then on ASC I was getting so confident I'd just walk in with a big "Hi!" to her that got her attention and smiling, and after a while she came to ask if I was looking for anything specific or smt. I made some jokes, but in the end I was still somewhat tense about it, like I need to push for something but not quite sure what. Then on OGSF I had this more free, more loving feeling and suddenly when paying I'd ask her about some stuff laying around in the corner and we'd get to talking talking about how she'd this and that. It was a good vibe and I liked it. Still kinda felt I need to leave soon. Now on E2 (and having been mindful of attachments) I just went in calmly said hi and went to browse and she'd just face & look at me with a smile and we had this thing where it was clear that we're gonna talk but its just a matter of who comes up with smt to say first. Now we'd just talk all over about a some stuff and she'd keep it going and going and laugh and stuff. Like we'd been close for a long time already. I was on AM/SM/WM for close to two years, and now I'm seeing at least that much progress in some two months, while jumping between subs!

I'm not going to push for anything with her btw. And there was flirting with other girls, but I'm intentionally not pushing for it right now. One step at a time.

I messaged the chick I was telling you about in my last post, asked her out to an event. She can't make it, but then instead she asked me to come over to her place to watch a movie on the weekend. Should be fun.

(03-10-2016, 02:46 PM)Shannon Wrote:

(03-10-2016, 11:56 AM)dweller94 Wrote:

(03-09-2016, 08:28 PM)Shannon Wrote: They notice these sensations because there is specific scripting in this program both to make anything helpful for healing obvious to the conscious mind, and the self optimizing amplifier. In that case, generally these sensations would be the result of the subconscious trying to get the conscious on board by giving it obvious signals that it is indeed working, etc.

When I play it while I am in my office, I can feel it spreading through my brain within 5 or 10 seconds of starting, and it feels like someone directly injected some sort of relaxant into my brain. It was rather shocking the first time it happened. But that's what's going on.

Okay the first time this had happened to me it was a warm feeling through out my entire body felt amazing, but later on that day I felt an itchy sensation all over my body it lasted roughly 6 hours that day (on and off) and was gone the next day its my similar to how my body reacts to a fear based phobia of mine. Hate to say it but it was unbearable but I have not had it since, I can remember on OF4G when triggered the physical sensation was very aggressive but this is gentle by far and it hasn't happened since that day.

Fear based phobia? Isn't the definition of a phobia an extreme fear?

You may never experience it again.

(03-10-2016, 11:34 AM)LionKing Wrote: Couldn't believe how friendly I was socializing today. Not at work, because I have some grudges towards that place, but in the evening it was great! People were very open and smiling with me, even ones I didn't know from before.

There's this chick working in a candy store that I go to once every week, and we've gotten to talking. Its gone like this: before the most I'd connect with someone like her is I might say a few words more than normally when I pay for my stuff. Or at best I might have this very wanting vibe of trying to push it towards sexy. Then on ASC I was getting so confident I'd just walk in with a big "Hi!" to her that got her attention and smiling, and after a while she came to ask if I was looking for anything specific or smt. I made some jokes, but in the end I was still somewhat tense about it, like I need to push for something but not quite sure what. Then on OGSF I had this more free, more loving feeling and suddenly when paying I'd ask her about some stuff laying around in the corner and we'd get to talking talking about how she'd this and that. It was a good vibe and I liked it. Still kinda felt I need to leave soon. Now on E2 (and having been mindful of attachments) I just went in calmly said hi and went to browse and she'd just face & look at me with a smile and we had this thing where it was clear that we're gonna talk but its just a matter of who comes up with smt to say first. Now we'd just talk all over about a some stuff and she'd keep it going and going and laugh and stuff. Like we'd been close for a long time already. I was on AM/SM/WM for close to two years, and now I'm seeing at least that much progress in some two months, while jumping between subs!

I'm not going to push for anything with her btw. And there was flirting with other girls, but I'm intentionally not pushing for it right now. One step at a time.

I messaged the chick I was telling you about in my last post, asked her out to an event. She can't make it, but then instead she asked me to come over to her place to watch a movie on the weekend. Should be fun.

Quote:Lol isn't that basically telling you she wants to have sex?

Quote:'chocolat' lol, had to look that up for later use

(03-22-2016, 12:31 AM)LionKing Wrote: Day 16

Oddly not that much to say. I've had two really really good conversations with my girl and we pretty much agree on everything about everything. Or at least understand the other's position well. Its odd.

My interest towards BASE as my next sub has been growing. I don't think I will, or necessarily even want to, become an entrepreneur, but maximum productivity, action orientation, ultra success & motivation, max learning speed, sleep quality, charisma & marketing modules, ... There's just a lot of stuff that'd apply to my life for many hours, every day. And I really should start just plain DOING more again.

But until then, I'm making decent dents in my procrastination habit already. For example, there's this document that I want to be done already, I want that I wouldn't have to write, that I'd get mad props for it because I'll make it so good, etc. Letting go of those a bit, I was able to make very good progress with it yesterday, and I'll continue right now.

Definitely less interest to come post and read the forum. Which is good because I've been checking to the point of obsession these last months. Although the day before yesterday I had this feeling that I want to play on my PC again because its been a long time... and I bought XCOM 2. Obsession. Been going to sleep some 3 hours later than usual, all jacked up and not even getting any sleep