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RE: AM6 Journal - Fonzy3 - 01-18-2014
(01-18-2014, 02:38 PM)Shannon Wrote: Psiklou, everyone is in a different place when they start, and they will not all have the same reactions or responses. If you are starting off with insecurity and agoraphobia, and it seems to be getting worse, guess what? That's because the program is working on it. It's making you deal with and overcome the roots. When I started AM, I had insecurity and agoraphobia so bad that sometimes, I could not even leave my bedroom to go to other places in my own house for weeks at a time. Now... I hate staying in! It's a real struggle for me not to go out and socialize all the time. Most of that was AM. Some was SM. In any case, you're making progress, and as you keep going you will make more.
You hate staying in now but you're constantly on a computer working on subliminals for your business and for us. I guess Starbucks, libraries, places with wifi and a good energy to focus on are viable options. An Alpha makes any place their home.
Thanks
Fonzy
RE: AM6 Journal - Darwinn - 01-18-2014
Psiklao,
Don't worry man I'm not having dreams either, though I'm around day 20 and noticing subtle effects. I've mostly just been dealing with a lot of fear and feeling like shit, but keeping at it starts to reveal lessons within the feeling shit.
Stay with it man, changes are coming, frustration is a sign in itself.
RE: AM6 Journal - Benjamin - 01-18-2014
Hahahaha... I got a good laugh at your dream yelling in the class. That poor guitar wouldn't have known what hit it!
I got some mental dreams from Alpha too.. but I actually enjoyed them and wondering what they meant.
RE: AM6 Journal - AlphaScorpio - 01-19-2014
@Jonathan Thanks for that support mate, I will remember to use that memory flip when I don't feel like the gym. The thing is I can't right now find a moment where I don't feel like going to the gym lol!
@Benjamin The dreams are so damn interesting I always look up the symbols on dream moods
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Stage 1 - Day 22 - Total Exposure - 254 hours (Missed a day)
Unfortunately because I went out clubbing with some mates yesterday I wasn't able to get any time in with AM6, So I'll add another day on to the end.
Last night was good fun went out with 2 mates and tried the clubbing in gloucester where I live, I hadn't been out for a night where I live until yesterday so it was nice checking out the places...
Had a good night, drank a fair amount but not too much to get stupid. Made out with 2 girls, I was just dancing round and suddenly get pulled by the arm by this girl over to her hot girlfriend. I talk and ask her name and make a few comments and get her laughing then I just pull her in and make out. Tried to get her number but was too loud to hear anything.
Then I was hanging round this pole with my mates and just fooling about jumping and trying to dance on the pole
lol. Then these 2 sexy girls come over and start pole dancing I ask them if they were strippers and they said yes we're off duty tonight. Cool. Next girl I was sat next to (also damn hot) I just tapped her and started talking to her then pulled her in and made out with her, she told me she was bisexual and apparently I got off with her infront of her girlfriend LOL woops. I then sat back and watched as they both made out with each other. Damn that was hot.
Sometimes I think I'm deep down a wild animal with a shit load of masculine energy just a shame I suppress alot of it in my day to day life I'm hoping AM6 will help me chill out and relax a bit instead of feeling like I have to keep it in.
Had a few guys start on me, I was standing next to this guy and his group, just chilling out with good body language, then eyeing his girlfriend and she came over and came up close to me and started flirting, I was chill just talking to her then this insecure faggot comes over and tells me to fuck off, I was laughing in his face he got so damn angry I didn't even do shit. Anyways we left cause it was getting pretty heated and figured it wasn't worth it.
Overall fun night, but yeah alcohol involved so same old shit really...
CANT WAIT FOR THE GYM TOMORROW!
RE: AM6 Journal - K-Train - 01-19-2014
Scorp I was pumping my fist while reading your post. Great job bro, I am so proud to see you come up and own that shit. I literally lol'd when I read the part about you laughing in that insecure dude's face haha. Keep it up bro don't let anyone slow your roll.
RE: AM6 Journal - AlphaScorpio - 01-19-2014
@K-Train haha thanks mate that guy did piss me off alot cause he was insecure and controlling but I kept my cool and was wise in not hitting him or getting in a fight although I'm sure I could've had him lol
no need for a fight.
RE: AM6 Journal - Shannon - 01-19-2014
Quote:no need for a fight
That's the sort of response you get from a genuine alpha. It's the insecure betas and alpha wannabe's who want to fight all the time.
RE: AM6 Journal - Benjamin - 01-19-2014
Awesome night.. love how you responded to the idiot trying to have a go at you.
Quote:Tried to get her number but was too loud to hear anything.
All you have to do is give her your phone and she will know what to do.
RE: AM6 Journal - JackOfHearts - 01-19-2014
how do you give your number, on paper or with NFC
RE: AM6 Journal - Dee - 01-20-2014
Ha i always wondered about this, best solution i came up with was to get cards printed, but the problem that created was what to put on the card? business details seem lame?
It would be cool if you hobby allowed you to use cards like a DJ or something, that why at some cool i want to learn something interesting like deep tissue massages or yoga.
Cant be carrying a pen and paper in this digital age
Just a thought,
RE: AM6 Journal - JackOfHearts - 01-20-2014
That's why I thought about NFC
. I thought about the card too but I'm too lazy to use Photoshop ( I have to install windows 
).
RE: AM6 Journal - AlphaScorpio - 01-20-2014
Stage 1 - Day 23 - Total Exposure 264 hours
Had a dream last night that I was in this living room with my grandmother and my dad. Dad starts talking about something important and I see my grandmother (who's pretty controlling) start to loose interest and dismiss what my Dad was saying then started to talk over him, I then looked straight at her and I felt so much anger I yelled "Shut the fuck up grandma and let Dad speak!" She looked at me like :O then stood up and walked around confused then walked out of the room looking back at me in shock. Intense stuff.
Noticeably more irritable and angry today. Seem to have some victim mentality coming up and beliefs that my parents keep me from being successful. Truth is it's me and only me that keeps me from being successful. I need to work on that.
I used to read abit about conspiracy theories cause I was so bored with my life I had nothing better to do, I had stopped doing that for a good 6months, last night for some reason I decided to start looking at conspiracy theories and reptiles and all that shit again lol. Then today I noticed I was more angry and blaming stuff more. So I'm not gonna look up conscpiracy elite theories no more, I don't need it and it's a stupid waste of my time.
Going to start doing some body stretching to help loosen me up a bit. I'm very very rigid at the moment, I did this stretch and started vibrating in my chest and abdomen, like a shit load. So going to be working on it. It's the Elliott Hulse bioenergetics warm up... Yes he's crazy but he's also alpha and respectable.
Gym later woo!
RE: AM6 Journal - JackOfHearts - 01-20-2014
I read half of one David Icke book and I almost became insane. Even if it's true what he says I don't want to read it until I finish LTU. This is too much weight for me to handle (this book should be censored
). The problem with his book is that there is no positive stuff like in any conspiracy theories. That's why it's so hard to believe. The dream with your parents make me laugh, I could never say a thing like that to my parents so badly
RE: AM6 Journal - Dee - 01-20-2014
Yeah, some of those theories messed me up for some time. One conspiracy theory about conspiracy theories stated that "they" bankroll guys to be fear mongers like the mafia hires out muscle and keep people in negative states.
I just think most of those guys are Authors and in order to sell more books and make a living they need to make up more, newer and enticing stories; supply the demand, basic business rule. I think I will spend some time tonight tapping some of the ridiculous beliefs I have as a result.