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RE: Overcome Fear v3 - At Peace, In love, Happy! - Benjamin - 09-04-2021
When you delete the messages they may goto 'trash' and you have to empty that too otherwise they still apply to the limit.
RE: Overcome Fear v3 - At Peace, In love, Happy! - Raykon - 09-06-2021
Feeling good about life, 9 days away till I fly to Medellin. I manifest a big Sod Installation job this week, so I'm working on that, I have another small sod job after that & another client I'm working for as well, so busy everyday with work up until the day that I leave.
Making a good amount of profit & perfect timing for my trip. I plan on being in Medellin for a long time, If everything goes as I am manifesting / planning I will be there every year 10-11 months a year.
Want to get married & start a family when I find the right woman & I am ready.
My ex GF in Colombia messaged me recently telling me to come see her, I might move in with her, we've talked about it before so it's possible, I also have another potentional Girlfriend that I've been talking too who is a good girl & beautiful, I also have a Colombian Model who wants to date me right now.
So really feeling the feeling of abundance, I've also been working out super hard in the gym & eating like a monster. I'm getting some really good gains. By the time I am in Medellin I will be in perfect shape. (my definition of perfect in relation to how I feel about myself & my own physique), as there is no "perfect shape' , everyone is beautiful in there own way & everyone has different preferences.
RE: Overcome Fear v3 - At Peace, In love, Happy! - Raykon - 09-06-2021
One of my Audio Engineer friends, He went to school for Audio Engineering, is an expert at what he does. We have been talking for a couple months now, but I've known him since Highschool.
We've come to an agreement (his idea) that he will Mix/Master my Music, for $175 Canadian per Song, Plus 5 Percent Royalties when I start making Profit from My music on the songs that he's Engineered.
He's a great guy, a true Omega, very reasonable, level headed, a woman magnet & Great Musician & person. He also is a Red Seal In Cabinet Making.
He's on the way to becoming a famous Musician atm, he produces Electronic Music & performs live often.
I'm happy I met him, He's been very helpful & giving me lots of advice & helping me out, Him believing in me & giving me a discount on expert professional leveling engineering, is nice. I like that I'm finally getting support from people, I was alone in my Hip Hop / Music Journey for 5 years now. & for 6 years when I used to produce Trance.
RE: Overcome Fear v3 - At Peace, In love, Happy! - RTBoss - 09-07-2021
Check out Amuse. Kind of an interesting concept, when you want to publish your tracks.
RE: Overcome Fear v3 - At Peace, In love, Happy! - Raykon - 09-08-2021
(09-07-2021, 08:04 AM)RTBoss Wrote: Check out Amuse. Kind of an interesting concept, when you want to publish your tracks.
I appreciate that, I will definitely check it out thank you!!
RE: Overcome Fear v3 - At Peace, In love, Happy! - Raykon - 09-08-2021
Feeling on top of the world right now, Week full of Business, Tomorrow Im installing 1200 Square Feet of Sod by myself, did the whole job by myself so far. feeling accomplished & proud. Happy because I'm going to go off to Colombia with a good positive boost to my Ego & Self Esteem.
I am in great physical condition, for the first time ever I'm starting to develop abs while having the shaper of a bodybuilder. Keep in mind I do use anabolic steroids, ( I do not reccomend going this route, I went through years of trial & error & suffered for years because of this decision). It's only recently I've learned to do it properly, & manage my emotions while on it.
It's not an easy path but the pros & cons for me were worth it. Just wish I had been ready for it & did more research.
But that being said I work my ass off in the Gym, Lift properly, with intention, Heavy, & sometimes Medium weight, I also eat every 2-3.5 hours, waking up in the middle of the night to eat sometimes. Appetite has been amazing lately.
So yeah the Anabolics is great, & helps, but you don't see the same gains without having your Diet, Training & Sleep in check. I wanted to do a Cycle before Colombia to feel even better about myself & increase the likelyhood of things going well with my Ex Gf.
She messaged me last week, telling me to come see her, & we had a good talk two days ago, It is seeming like we will be getting back together, I am planning on moving in with her, I am going to see her the day I land we spoke about it. Her attractive for me is back & I know once she sees me now that I'm healthy & not coming off an addiction full of subconscious fear. (Overcome Fear has helped me SOOOOOO MUCH) v2 has helped me allot but v3 even more so. & continues to do so. I feel allot of fears going away every day, & week. I'm grateful.
Anyways, I'll be living on top of a mountain overlooking the city with basically no neighbors, & she has two pitbulls & tons of space in her home for my dogs I plan on flying out there, & my studio I plan on building up there.
If all goes well I will be living the life I always wanted, In nature with a beautiful woman full of passion & making Music with lots of Animals.
I am filled with joy, I feel like OF v3 has helped my Manifesting become very powerful because I don't worry anymore & stay positive.
I also have a Colombian Model who is a 10/10 Beauty who really wants to meet me, she works out & she seems cool, I don't like models personalities & I don't like big egos. But If things didn't end up working out (I know they will though) then I have her as a back up plan. To at least meet her & see if we have potential for dating or just fun.
I also have a bisexual Colombiana who is a sex freak who is equally excited to meet me but I have no interest in dating her, just maybe have fun & wild sex.
But I intend on being loyal to my Girlfriend & being commited to her if she wants the same.
So happy right now, thank you Shannon & everyone else in this community.
I fly on the 15th to Mexico for a layover then will arrive in Medellin Sept 16, I will likely start a new journal at that point.
My sex drive is insane right now, I feel like an Animal but smarter then I ever have been, my brain is super healthy right now, I feel my brain working harder & more efficiently then ever before.
I contribute this to Subliminals, Diet, (Pescatarian diet full of Raw fish.) & the use of certain substances that help open mindedness & creativity / intelligence. I don't want to speak about those because it's not what this forum is about.
I love life for the first time ever I am truly happy. I never went a day in my life with true joy until recently. I felt joy for periods of time but ended up in heartbreak or severe pain shortly after.
this time around I feel like if things didn't end up going my way, I would still be happy & just find someone else to love.
Cheers to major growth & healing,
Focus on INNER game & Self Development to reach higher levels of consciousness & feel Joy. Money is great & helps with allot of things, but it won't bring true happiness. you need balance in life.
RE: Overcome Fear v3 - At Peace, In love, Happy! - Raykon - 09-09-2021
I'm curious as to when NSLW is coming out.
RE: Overcome Fear v3 - At Peace, In love, Happy! - Raykon - 09-12-2021
I decided to stay in Medellin only 1 or 1 & 1/2 months because I have more money making opportunities, lately I feel like I'm on Ultimate Monetary Success, Almost cancelled my trip. I decided I can make more with my landscaping business, I made 4k profit in 5 days of work this week, and one day was only 2 hours of work, but I did do an 11 hour day of hard labor by myself installing sod.
Decide I'm going to rent a nicer Air B N B & go approach women all the time & bang a bunch of beautiful women, & just do whatever the fuck I want. Decided to have fun & then come back and get serious about work again. I will also be going to the gym regularly in Medellin.
Going to have a wild time, I have way higher spending budget now that i am staying one month, I also will come back with a 3 grand profit. & use that to get my license back in Vancouver. To be able to make more money. I think this is the right decision as staying longer then a month or month n half I would be eager to go back to work.
I will go back again next September for even longer. With more money & then find a wife. or serious relationship if I want too at the time.
All I know is this time around imma do all the things I wish I did last time like Horseback Riding, And tours & having more money this time I will be to do all that. Last time I was really low on money. I'm surprised I was able to bang as many women as I did & go on as many dates as I did considering How little I had.
RE: Overcome Fear v3 - At Peace, In love, Happy! - Raykon - 09-18-2021
Landed in Medellin, The first night I went out I end up getting a new girlfriend we had the most passionate intense sex I've ever had in my life , & I had told her to live with me, that may or may not be happening but probably won't for now.
She's ten out of ten from Venezuela. So much passion best sex ever it was unreal , life changing night with her
I can feel TID from both DMSI & NSLW. I also accidently played a few loops of UMv2 which worked out in my favor , I just bought a French bulldog , puppy I'm exporting him into Canada for a profit, during my layover in Mexico I ran into a random family whos neighbor happens to be a cargo pet flier , (manifestation at it's finest) also I should add that the women I met Is also exactly how I have been wanting her to be & she's even from Venezuela which I preferred. It's fucking crazy how intense my manifestations are now. My ex GF is also wanting me again , so I have the potential to have two girlfriends right now not sure which way I'm going to go towards but it's leaning strongly towards the Venezuelan
Had a great connection & she's smart & empathetic
RE: Overcome Fear v3 - At Peace, In love, Happy! - Shannon - 09-18-2021
(09-18-2021, 04:32 PM)Raykon Wrote: Landed in Medellin, The first night I went out I end up getting a new girlfriend we had the most passionate intense sex I've ever had in my life , & I had told her to live with me, that may or may not be happening but probably won't for now.
She's ten out of ten from Venezuela. So much passion best sex ever it was unreal , life changing night with her
I can feel TID from both DMSI & NSLW. I also accidently played a few loops of UMv2 which worked out in my favor , I just bought a French bulldog , puppy I'm exporting him into Canada for a profit, during my layover in Mexico I ran into a random family whos neighbor happens to be a cargo pet flier , (manifestation at it's finest) also I should add that the women I met Is also exactly how I have been wanting her to be & she's even from Venezuela which I preferred. It's fucking crazy how intense my manifestations are now. My ex GF is also wanting me again , so I have the potential to have two girlfriends right now not sure which way I'm going to go towards but it's leaning strongly towards the Venezuelan
Had a great connection & she's smart & empathetic
Congrats. In my experience, ex's are ex's for good reasons. Venezuelan is my vote.
RE: Overcome Fear v3 - At Peace, In love, Happy! - Raykon - 09-18-2021
(09-18-2021, 09:20 PM)Shannon Wrote:(09-18-2021, 04:32 PM)Raykon Wrote: Landed in Medellin, The first night I went out I end up getting a new girlfriend we had the most passionate intense sex I've ever had in my life , & I had told her to live with me, that may or may not be happening but probably won't for now.
She's ten out of ten from Venezuela. So much passion best sex ever it was unreal , life changing night with her
I can feel TID from both DMSI & NSLW. I also accidently played a few loops of UMv2 which worked out in my favor , I just bought a French bulldog , puppy I'm exporting him into Canada for a profit, during my layover in Mexico I ran into a random family whos neighbor happens to be a cargo pet flier , (manifestation at it's finest) also I should add that the women I met Is also exactly how I have been wanting her to be & she's even from Venezuela which I preferred. It's fucking crazy how intense my manifestations are now. My ex GF is also wanting me again , so I have the potential to have two girlfriends right now not sure which way I'm going to go towards but it's leaning strongly towards the Venezuelan
Had a great connection & she's smart & empathetic
Congrats. In my experience, ex's are ex's for good reasons. Venezuelan is my vote.
I feel like it isn't fair because even though she technically cheated she had told me that she needed more time before making things official, but because of my fears of losing her k have her an ultimatum shortly later, I feel like i wasn't being man enough of for her at the time, for a women as. Beautiful & feminine as her, I think there are definitely slot of glass she has but I had many as well, the relationship would have worked out better I believe if I didn't have underlying anxiety still, even tho it wasn't always present when it rose up it was noticeable.
I don't know why but I have allot of feelings for her I've made it clear to her today how I wsn the to treat me if we do go forward & what things I won't accept , & what I like..
This is a strange point in my life, to say the least.
RE: Overcome Fear v3 - At Peace, In love, Happy! - Raykon - 09-19-2021
I was once robbed at knife point to my throat by a junkie, last night I had a dream that he was chasing me with a knife, definitely overcoming one of my fears.
Also had a major breakthrough an epiphany today that I don't want to focus on partying and drugs or having fun but I want to now pursue boxing, continue to go to the gym & I have a pool where I live I went swimming today,
I want to compete as a boxer, I have martial arts experience for years , and I used to box for fun but never did pure boxing, there is a boxing club five minutes from my house in Medellin so I am going tomorrow to start, also I noticed that DMSI is really affecting me, the way I text I'd different. I can notice it.
My ex GF is treating me with a level of respect & politeness I've never seen from her before. She asked if we can meet up to talk tomorrow I said after my boxing class we will meet up.
I feel strong I feel ready to conquer the world.
RE: Overcome Fear v3 - At Peace, In love, Happy! - MegaMan - 09-20-2021
(09-19-2021, 07:36 PM)Raykon Wrote: I want to compete as a boxer, I have martial arts experience for years , and I used to box for fun but never did pure boxing, there is a boxing club five minutes from my house in Medellin so I am going tomorrow to start, also I noticed that DMSI is really affecting me, the way I text I'd different. I can notice it.
What happened to your plans of pursuing music?
RE: Overcome Fear v3 - At Peace, In love, Happy! - Raykon - 09-20-2021
(09-20-2021, 04:30 AM)MegaMan Wrote:(09-19-2021, 07:36 PM)Raykon Wrote: I want to compete as a boxer, I have martial arts experience for years , and I used to box for fun but never did pure boxing, there is a boxing club five minutes from my house in Medellin so I am going tomorrow to start, also I noticed that DMSI is really affecting me, the way I text I'd different. I can notice it.
What happened to your plans of pursuing music?
I haven't quit music I will always be a hip hop artist unfortunately right now my laptop got lost at the airport so I have to figure out if they still have it at the lost and found, I will never stop making music, HipHop Is my lifestyle not just a Hobby.