Quote:I was not going to write a journal for the simple reason that i do not enjoy writing i just like reading other journals.
this journal will be updated only when there is some external obvious results (lays, physical change or attitude change .....).
I was running the latest healing version of Dmsi. I have been experiencing all the internal results that most of you have ( dreams, tiredness, a bit of Aura....). I am moving from one state to the next weekly. it seems that the sub is activating one or more chunck of the script each time. so, somtimes I am very happy and witty, other times i am direct and alpha but other times I am just feeling normal. this version is the only one that did not make me have any fits of depression. i experienced a bit of anger for two days.

yesterday, my university was organizing a Ballparty. i am not a big party goer but i thought it would be good to go again. the first thing related to Dmsi was the fact that i out of the blue ( totally autopilot) wrote a message on facebook to a classmate ( that i am attracted to) and asked her if she wants to join me for a dance at the party. that was all out of the blue because i hardly know her!!
she agreed when i told her that she is going to be the first easteuropean i wioll dance with:-)
yesterday i arrived at the party and i was actually not feeling good at all because i had some problems in ym car while driving and i arrived very late to the party. she sent me a message that she is there and that she is waiting for me with her friends. another thing related to Dmsi definitely is: even if i was feeling bad the Natural sexual Seduction was definitely on. as i saw her i did not even say hello, i just took her by the hand isolated her from her friends and we were dancing. there was so much sexual attention between us that it was just a matter of time until we do something together.
after two songs, i took her out for some fresh air ( mind you no alcohol included) and as we stood outside she said to me, " what do you want Light? in a very seductive way. My answer was leaning halfway and letting her lean the other halfway to kiss me. It was on immediately. we got inside again we danced a bit and then i thought i do not have to look for another girl( A few were really interested) since i am attracted to this one. we danced a bit and then i told her we need to go somewhere else just the two of us. we ended up in her place near university and we had a verylong great night. the rest is now history.

I write this mainly to support those who might have doubts about this sub. this shit works.

Quote:...I can visibly see every day how the benefits of Dimsee have made me so much more eligible for doing so. I've become insanely more attractive, far more emotionally secure, so much more socially graceful (instead of clumsy and awkward). My constant state of mental relaxation and vibe of subtle, non-aggressive confidence has really been helping my social game in all arenas of my life. My relaxation and feelings of success and high self-worth have helped my job life--I'm less likely to become stubbornly partial for no reason other than to mask a fear or insecurity plaguing me from deep below my conscious.

I don't know how else to describe it or how else to say it. More than AM, more than E2, more than ASC or any of the other many subs I've run--DMSI3.0.1A makes me feel like the man that I've always wanted to become. I'm not even close to being there yet--I know I still have a lot more growing and changing and learning to get there--but never in my 2.5 years running subs have I felt so within grasp of real, meaningful, profound change and growth in my life. This sub has given me the ability to get women, find success, and find deep, real, truthful belief in myself--all of which, when combined, have started to make me feel truly happy to be me...

Quote:WTF just happened? Seriously?

My workout buddy asked me to go out for drinks. I said, "Ok," reluctantly. We went to a local Mexican restaurant in a pretty prominent area, but this place has been around for awhile.

We show up and walk into the bar area...We naturally stop walking where there's a break in the bar seating - and there's a muscular blonde chick with an empty seat next to her.

She strikes up conversation with us while we're waiting to order margaritas. She even introduces herself. After we order house drinks, she changes our order for a special margarita - "fresh squeezed., hope y'all don't mind? It's really good!"

No, not at all, if they're better. So I ask if it's her favorite post-workout drink - she looks like she just got done working out. She shit tests me, "Why, do I smell like I just worked out?!" Well, yeah. And you look like you work out a lot, too. I'm a trainer, I can tell. She says, "Yes," of course (about the margarita), and elaborates that she is a trainer who works out at a local crossfit and the open chair is for a friend.

Friend shows, and she's blonde and hot. Older, but hot. Turns out she's an NP - nurse practitioner, just like my wife. We sit down next to them, and next thing I know NP is asking us how often we (as guys) like to have sex. Seriously. I say, "Everyday." My buddy says multiple times per week. NP says to Ms. Crossfit, "See!? Once or twice per year is NOT NORMAL!" I'm like, "WHAT!?"

So CF girl says she walks around naked and doesn't know what's wrong her husband. "I mean, am I hideous!?" "No, no, you're definitely not hideous." I ask about her energy level in bed, etc. - sounds like her man is either gay or has zero libido. He's 45, she's 31. He runs a lot. He probably has some kind of issue, but regardless, the situation I'm in is I'm with two hot women. One's undersexed, has sex on her mind like a dude, and the other is beautiful, smart, makes14k/mo and is going through a divorce with a neurosurgeon. They know each other b/c they workout together.

How perfect is this!?

My buddy has to leave. I stay. I say to them, "Just so you ladies know, I don't make friends with girls. (They look at me quizzically) Well, it always eventually leads to sex." What?

NP says to me, "I bet your wife is cute. I say that b/c you're cute." I thank her, and then proceed to confirm her suspicions with photo evidence. She calls her, "a babe." Anyway...she then shows me her fitness photos. She doesn't want me to think it's weird, b/c she's "in her underwear." I assure her it's not weird, and that I'm impressed, b/c...I was.

At the end of the night, I left with them sending me Facebook invites...we'll all be seeing each other again. Then they insisted on hugging me goodbye.

Where'd this night come from?

Quote:Bloom DAY 12

So I went to this dancingbar where the girls were really happy to see me, I had some fun with them, got the number and kissed the one that was the most into me.

Then something really new happened to me that I think was up to DMSI ! Smile

As I went to the toilet I saw a girl staring at me, she was really cute, hippie style.
As I passed near her she lightly touched my arm with her hand but at this moment I wasn't sure if it was intentional because there were a lot of people in the place.

Then when i came back of the toilet she was still at the entrance looking at me deep in my eyes so I grabbed her wrist to pull her out in a quiet corridor near the toilet.

I asked her name and as she was getting closer to say hello with a kiss on the cheek, I went for it and French Kissed her hard !
Well she quite returned me the favor so it was cool ! Big Grin

After this we went dancing a lil bit and after 10 mins she said she was horny as hell and wanted to **** me.
I was like "Wut hmm okay well let's go in my car !"
Then she exclaimed but we can't come back if we go out, I answered don't worry I come here every week since 2 years, the bouncer is a friend of mine he will let us come back Wink

We jumped in my car, then she gave me a 2 mins ASD but I could see that she was not even fooling herself so I turned heat and music on, lowered back seat and we made out like beast in my car boot.

It was the fastest time I had sex with a women I just met.
It was also the first time I had sex with two differents women the same day, as I slept with my MLTR the day before and we had sex at night and in the morning of this day.

So :
FrenchKiss a girl I barely know her name in 10 seconds -> Check
Sex with a girl I met 15 mins ago -> Check
Sex with 2 differents girls the same day -> Check

Well thank you Shannon!

Quote:Last night I listened to what were my 60th set of 3 loops of DMSI3.0.1

I can't even begin to describe how wonderful this sub run has been for me. I have grown and changed in so many profound, beneficial, world-changing ways. My life has done almost a complete 180 flip from where I was 60 days ago. I would highly recommend running DMSI with the clearing on to anyone who wants to add overall growth and benefits to their lives--not just with sexual encounters, but serious, life-changing mental and emotional changes that will benefit you in so many ways, you can't possibly imagine...

Quote:...On another note. A few if the women at work are responding differently to me. Got a sheepish hand flap really quiet sing song greeting from R, a petite blonde. I also had really subdued quiet greetings that I could barely hear from other women as well throughout the day yesterday. Had a few really attractive girls hovering around me at the gym yesterday to the point that I was getting death stares from other men. Went to the grocery store afterwards, a woman walking in the opposite direction stopped dead in her tracks, looked at me and started to follow me around as I was going aisle to aisle.

Quote:Ok so long day. Lots of interesting things. Not sure it's all DMSI or just typical trade show on a friday stuff, but definitely lots of interesting things.

- Social lubrication is insane. I can talk to anyone now
- Girls are often hovering around me.
- Woman approached me to talk about BS stuff but didn't try to seduce me
- Lots of people talking to me as if I'M the boss of the company. My poor boss got possessive and, imo, lost some potential clients with his behavior
- Many women I saw that I wanted didn't seem interested, ALTHOUGH I did catch more than a few women staring at me. Many times they'd look up and away as if they were rejecting me but something tells me they were pretending
- A girl I want seemed to be staring at me for a LONG time today but I couldn't tell if she was staring at me or not cause of how far away she was
- Everyone seems to want to be talking to me now
- Got a LOT of EC from people, a lot of "WTF?" looks from people too.
- Some guys got possessive with their women when around me
- One girl I caught looking at me and she looked away abruptly, LET GO of her BF's hand and sped up her walk...

Quote:...3 nights of DMSI 3.1 A HYBRID, thus far.

No turbulence, no resistance.

I have to say, I don't know how and why, but DMSI is really doing wonders for my internals, in ways of confidence, productiveness, happiness...which bleeds into my openness, sociability, taking action towards my goals, how I feel about my self and my external reality.

I mean this sub has been what I have been looking and searching for, for YEARS. Sounds over the top right? Yeah well I am not going to go into my past, just trust I know my past and what I have lived.

Now the main reason for using this sub is for the healing and clearing. Attracting new women and having sex is icing on the cake. I see DMSI automatically achieving this indirectly in the long run just through the clearing and healing modules. (Imagine using DMSI for years)

Now I am really aware of my reality, as in the mechanics of my personal reality and in how I create everything, as it is all an reflection of what is inside myself.

With DMSI so far, I do feel I am in a different reality, a reality that is continuously shifting in an "upward" positive direction.....building more and more positive momentum. Success on a multitude of levels, is inevitable.

Thinking that I create my reality is one thing, knowing I create my reality is another thing...but feeling it, seeing it, experiencing it and understanding it, IS where it is at.

Things are looking up, life has that child like wonder again, I feel like I have rekindled my relationship with my inner child and life is truly magical once again.

Quote:Day 1

What in the hell is in this thing...

Today I was in a room all day with a lot of people coming and going. I think I understand what it's like to be gorgeous now. I'll mention everything in list format because it's nuts.

-basically every girl was giving me ioi's. If I happened to look at them directly quite a number of them started uncrossing and opening their legs towards me

-multiple girls came up to talk to me and ask me questions, all leaned over and put their breasts on a desk I was at or would try to lean over me to get close.

-i happened to turn and looked at a teenage girl as she was walking down and we happened to lock eyes. I smiled to be polite and she flashed a huge smile, started blushing and couldn't help herself and started giggling and had to walk out of the room from the shys.

-one girl came up and asked me a question in a "can I do ____?" format to ask for permission. I looked right in her eyes and said slowly "you can do anything you want." She blushed a bit and ran out of the room smiling at me. Before she left she came and stood off to the side of me and managed to squeak out as she ran off "it was good to see you."

There's more as it went on all day. It seriously didn't stop. Moms would be hanging and draping themselves over chairs facing me so I could see their breasts. Girls would walk over and ask me something quickly just so they could move their asses for me as they they walked back.

A boss was getting dangerously close to talking sexual with me and was about to be touching me from getting super close and I wouldn't move away. She's married but she took off her wedding ring this morning after I got there.

This is seriously like the twilight zone.

On the things I actually wanted to focus on... I'm getting a good feel for the aura and managed to activate it a couple of times intentionally. It isn't transmuted at all into normal body usable energies. It's feeling like I'm projecting programmed sex out of the pores. Which is awesome for me as I started transmuting some myself. Got a decent workout from it even.

Quote:Holy shit. I can't eve begin to describe how I'm feeling right now.

I feel so much better than I have in such a long time. I feel so relaxed and calm and accepting of myself right now. Normally I've been feeling either horribly depressed, wild and neurotic, insecure and hateful, or maniacally euphoric.

Right now, again, I just feel very relaxed and accepting. I feel so clear and in the moment... for the first time, I'm just really happy and loving and not cocky or confident or insecure or fearful or neurotic or whatever... I feel like I did before my dad died... before I started subs... before my college life went to shit and my dad relapsed on alcohol and was in and out of suicide hospitals.

I just feel really, genuinely, truly at peace with myself. I just feel really grateful and happy to be alive on this beautiful day. Very subtle feeling, but also very powerful in its meaningfulness.

Quote:Chages
- I smell different
- Some healing has given me more outgoing confidence and energy.
- So much less fear it's ridiculous
- I am cooperating with the sub now, quite possibly my mind wanted to do things the old way and the sub is changing me from the inside out so I had some turmoil, I'm now more willing to go through the process instead of wanting the instant results, and welcome them when they do happen, because they have.
- Joining an inventors group
- Working on my speech level singing program I bought a year and a half ago
- Realize I have control over myself, especially my sex drive. Since January I've been in "monk mode", but the sex drive is still strong. I now realize that I own it, not the other way around.
- Self-imposed limitations are dissolving, and beliefs keeping me from my best self are disappearing.
- My sense of value is increasing at record pace.
- Hope is on the rise.



3.1 is no joke and the reality-bending in it is also no joke. I'm literally avoiding every limitation in me by shifting into a different reality. Because honestly, the only reason it existed was because I gave it place in my life and observed it. Whenever I hit a feeling that is unusually pronounced instead of trying to push it away I fully embrace it knowing that on the other side is freedom from some negative belief I've had. That isn't always easy, but it's been working massively better than trying to push it away and deny my subconscious the expression of the turmoil its been having, quite possibly for a very long time.

Self-love goes a long way in the healing. Since I have developed a HEALTHY self love, not narcissism or anything like that, but a true desire to see me at my best and desiring the best for myself, this whole healing process is much more bearable, because I'm worth the time, effort, and process of molting my junky old feathers for some brand new ones. Feathers with holes in them will cause flight issues and require extra attention just to stay airborne. But like an eagle I was meant to soar.

Quote:Alright alright alright.

DMSI was a beast back in 3.0.1, but DAMN is 3.1 a whole new ball game.

My story:

I started using DMSI 3.0.1 back in January. Within only a few days I was getting all kinds of IOI's and was feeling extremely bad ass. Everything was going well. I even had girls hitting on me that shouldn't have been (Boyfriends).

I stopped using DMSI after 32 days and haven't tough a subliminal until now.

The last 2 days have been intense!

A little back story first...

I'm a public speaker, so I am already fairly charismatic to begin with. I also have a firm belief that part of being attractive is being motivated, successful, high-status, and having a life vision. That's probably why some of these things are happening (based on what i've seen other people say at least).

Day 1 - Play 2 loops of DMSI 3.1 B at 3AM - 5 AM

First, I felt the subs almost instantly. It was an interesting warm feeling in my head. I felt good. I also noticed I couldn't focus on anything except the subliminals. I tried reading but I just couldn't focus on it so I ended up just browsing reddit and youtube.

After the loops were done I noticed the following:

Was extremely hungry all day
Was extremely engergized at first
Very motivated to get my work done & to excersize.
Felt unstoppable.


The hunger lasted all day. I have a fast metabolism already and normally eat every few hours, my meals aren't normally big either. but yesterday I was eating pretty much every hour on the hour.

Right after the subs stopped I did the following, almost on autopilot - no questioning what I was doing:

* Went and ate breakfast.
* Showered
* Started exercising
* Sat down and got all my work done (normally this takes me all day, but I was completely focused and entered flow state within 2 minutes).

Body Language:

My body language is pretty good, but one thing I notice is my walk has never been "charismatic". After listening to DMSI 3.1 I have already felt a shift in movement. I moving and walking slower than usual.

I also noticed that I am standing more confidently than I thought possible (I though I was already doing that, but apparently not as well).

When I am standing or walking I litterally feel like I am f*cking James Bond. Cool

I am currently on day 2 right now and can already feel it hitting me.

I will update more latter today. I plan on going out and getting a hair cut, so we shall see what happens Smile

Thanks a ton for this sub!

Quote:...
In the last two days I have hung out with three different women and heard from another woman that I haven't spoken to in 6 months.

I won't make this post a long update, as I'll probably be updating more frequently now.

I've been on Version B for 8 days now. And Version B is just starting to heat up for me.

To get to the point, and cut the *****, I had lunch with another friend of mine yesterday. She's someone I have always been very attracted to, but, I have never made a move on her in the past because she has a boyfriend and I always tried to be respectful of that.

She called me out for lunch, saying she wanted to treat me. Over lunch she went into how her boyfriend was the safe choice, and how she isn't feeling sexually fulfilled. Then she went on to tell me how her boyfriend wasn't comfortable with the fact that she was having lunch with me.

I know her boyfriend, he's the epitome of a beta nice guy. He's beta and honestly a very nice guy. She's very attractive and successful in her career. He is too, he definitely makes good money, works for one of the big Investment Banks.

Anyway, something about him feeling uncomfortable because she was having lunch with me triggered something.

So I stopped eating, looked her in the eye, and said pick a night and I'll take you out for dinner and a movie. And after the movie we'll go back to my place and I'll F*ck your brains out.

She stopped eating, held my gaze, and then asked when.

And there was some other shit that happened last night that involved two women competing for my attention...

Quote:Ok Shannon, this is just getting ridiculous...I was riding my bike home,my peripheral vision notices something to my right, and lo and behold it's a woman's naked ass!!!! That shit was peach shaped, now, the closed the door to her house, but it's 43 degrees here, why is a woman randomly standing at her door wearing no pants or panties?!

Almost gave me a heart-attack LOL! Not to mention I was practicing sniping women at Walmart, I looked at this woman for like 5 seconds and then went to self-checkout, she and her friend come ALL the way from where they're at and like hang around the self-checkout section, for no good reason, then basically follow me out. I'm getting a suspicion that the healing might be done O_O