Quote:Now, as you are also changing the energy source, do you consider a 2.5 healing-on-version some time after taking vacation? I am asking because initially you didn't want to change anything but the healing to have better comparison. But now, as several things changed and you found out that 2.4 energy source isn't effective in long term anyway this would also serve you to get the difference between healing-on and healing-off version. And the delayed release of the healing version would give you some data of the non-healing version first.

(10-11-2016, 04:10 PM)Benjamin Wrote:

(10-10-2016, 06:47 PM)Shannon Wrote:

(10-10-2016, 04:04 PM)Benjamin Wrote: Shannon, i'm wondering your thoughts on this as it's a little strange.

I decided to try the whole 'listen during the day, take the night off' as it seemed to be good when I did it earlier in E2.

And today after having last night off i've woken up extremely fatigued and tired more than in a while, and my thoughts seem slower as some people have reported on E2 but I haven't noticed so much until today.

And some insecurities that just seemed to go away yesterday after being around for a week or so come back strong today. I don't know if it's that they have been given room for more to come up, or that I needed the extra listening to keep dealing with what hadn't been dealt with completely yet.

Sounds to me like you may be experiencing more benefit from using it at night.

The verdict is still out for me on this.

Last night I woke up feeling incredibly vulnerable and weak, which also happened the first night. And a ton more insecurity around girls where I was starting to feel more deserving, though that girl ending it may have something to do with that coming up too.

And I woke up feeling worse, but then I started to feel a little more alive again like I mentioned yesterday. Also strangely a little more motivation the last few days, just slightly but I noticed it. And a bit more of an edge coming up like asshole/assertive/anger type feeling.

Where before most things just seemed numb. Now it feels like more emotions are coming up. But also a little motivation and that more Alpha type feeling just a little.

I guess i'll try it for a week or so and see.

I don't know if it's leaving more 'space' to allow these deeper emotions to come up that weren't before which is a positive in the long run though it doesn't feel like it in the moment or that the less listening means it isn't working as well so i'm noticing these more.

Quote:Consider your circumstances

Quote:I'm now having different thoughts about my listening only during the day.

My mood, confidence etc is lower than it has been for ages the last few days, especially today.

Despite my confidence and mood being low, and these feelings of being really 'weak' at night something is happening if I look at the 'results' level instead of 'how I might feel today'.

First is I mentioned wanting to improve my eating. Today I managed to have no kabana and no protein bar. Every day i've been eating both for months, especially kabana i've been eating more every day. So that's awesome. The first time I just did days before DMSI 2.0 this started to happen. Since then it's been a 'nice thought' but I haven't been able to do anything and doing just the day again seemed to leave space for this to happen where it wasn't before.

Also I decided to try some more things for a health issue i've had for ages, it's come up a few times during E2 to deal with it and tonight I researched and ordered some things. My thought is that this health issue definately stands in the way of my happiness so E2 is wanting to deal with it. A few times i've got to the point of just wanting to give up and not bother since not alot has helped it.

And last night I applied for a couple of gym jobs.

Plus i'm noticing i'm more focused. Which I also noticed briefly when I first started E2 but then it hasn't come back until now.

This is after having zero motivation for almost anything like this for ages. So instead of looking at it emotionally, if I look at it logically.. the actions i've started taking show a better result even if my mood and confidence has been horrible.

(10-02-2016, 06:19 PM)Shannon Wrote:

(10-02-2016, 03:35 PM)Banksy Wrote: Shannon, I’d like to get your thoughts on this.

Why do you think there is such a barrier to wealth these days? Easily the most popular sub here would be a money magnet program, but even that’s proven difficult. I remember running MUWAS back in the day and it caused the most craziest ridiculous resistance, I had to stop using it. Even now with 5G tech there is still some struggle.

I can see how there would be resistance related to women because of their nature and the complexity of relationships, but why money? What’s so complicated about a number in the bank account, especially since there’s so many ways to make and spend money?

Sorry, I just have to speak my mind on that.

Sex and money, ultimately boil down to being rooted in the very same thing.

Can you guess what it is?

POWER.

And who has the power, makes the rules.

And, who has the power, doesn't usually want to share it.

So in not sharing it, and in being lost in a mindset of "It's never enough!", it is not universal that those with abundance raise the barrier of entry for those who do not yet have it (often inadvertently, by trying to make things better for themselves), but it happens enough that the system is designed this way.

That is what the wealth holders are responsible for of it.

The "have nots" are also responsible for a large part of it, and they are responsible for their own beliefs, actions and choices. Those are the key that keeps them down or raises them up. most major belief systems in the rule 4 direction teach that wealth is an impediment, not a good thing, and that belief is extremely powerful in holding billions down financially around the world. For example. Guild/shame/fear.

(10-12-2016, 11:57 AM)chaosvrgn Wrote: Couple'a questions, Shannon:

1. How many licks does it take to get to the center of a Tootsie Pop and would the carbs affect the aura?

2. What is the meaning of life, existence and the universe and will knowing the answer get me laid?

3. How much wood would a woodchuck chuck if a woodchuck could chuck wood. Vagina.

Awaiting your answers eagerly.

#BoredWhileWaitingForTwoPointFive

(10-12-2016, 12:37 PM)Mr. Anderson Wrote: Lol, you guys are really bored.

(10-12-2016, 12:42 PM)chaosvrgn Wrote:

(10-12-2016, 12:37 PM)Mr. Anderson Wrote: Lol, you guys are really bored.

Bruh, I'm watching PAWN STARS on Hulu. Mayyyynnnnnneeee, you just don't know. SHANNON I SUMMON THEE.

(10-12-2016, 11:57 AM)chaosvrgn Wrote: Couple'a questions, Shannon:

1. How many licks does it take to get to the center of a Tootsie Pop and would the carbs affect the aura?

2. What is the meaning of life, existence and the universe and will knowing the answer get me laid?

3. How much wood would a woodchuck chuck if a woodchuck could chuck wood. Vagina.

Awaiting your answers eagerly.

#BoredWhileWaitingForTwoPointFive

(10-12-2016, 11:57 AM)chaosvrgn Wrote: Couple'a questions, Shannon:

1. How many licks does it take to get to the center of a Tootsie Pop and would the carbs affect the aura?

2. What is the meaning of life, existence and the universe and will knowing the answer get me laid?

3. How much wood would a woodchuck chuck if a woodchuck could chuck wood. Vagina.

Awaiting your answers eagerly.

#BoredWhileWaitingForTwoPointFive

(10-12-2016, 01:02 PM)SargeMaximus Wrote:

(10-12-2016, 12:42 PM)chaosvrgn Wrote:

(10-12-2016, 12:37 PM)Mr. Anderson Wrote: Lol, you guys are really bored.

Bruh, I'm watching PAWN STARS on Hulu. Mayyyynnnnnneeee, you just don't know. SHANNON I SUMMON THEE.

No porn chaos?

That always works for me.