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RE: #ForeverHealing DMSI 2.4 - maxx55 - 11-12-2016
I think for some reason the ultrasonic track of DMSI just makes me more horny. I ended up watching porn on both Thursday and today and bustin' nuts. On the bright side, it seems help with my mood more than the masked version. I'll keep an eye on this. If there was some way to set up a porn blocker with a randomly generated password on both my laptop and phone then there'd be no way for me to look.
Even though I have so much work to do. I just feel like not doing it and chilling.
Thoughts
If masturbation/porn interferes with DMSI's results, then Shannon should have something added in 3.0 that prevents the user from enjoying it. Of course I'm going to stop whether it's in there or not, but just sayin'. When you have videos/images of a wide variety of hot girls at your fingertips it's tempting when you feel like fucking and no girl is there to fuck. Regardless, I'm serious about stopping. Nothing's gonna get me this time!
RE: #ForeverHealing DMSI 2.4 - Benjamin - 11-12-2016
Owlboy was interesting, but I didn't get into it for long.
Tyranny on the other hand i'm loving so far.
RE: #ForeverHealing DMSI 2.4 - maxx55 - 11-14-2016
(11-12-2016, 10:56 PM)Benjamin Wrote: Owlboy was interesting, but I didn't get into it for long.
Tyranny on the other hand i'm loving so far.
Tyranny doesn't really seem like my kind of game. Owlboy is interesting to me so far. The plot isn't that interesting, and I'd love it if there was voice acting, but the world and characters are cool. Guess everyone has their own tastes
RE: #ForeverHealing DMSI 2.4 - maxx55 - 11-14-2016
Well the past few days of pure ultrasonic didn't seem to be that helpful. Today I felt kinda weighed down. Observations so far:
Ultrasonic:
-definitely messes with sleep
-keeps me more awake, yet calm
-if I do it once or twice a week, I think some of my more social behaviors come through
-some things being cleared become conscious
-severely slows down my production speed with my work
Masked
-less effect on sleep, sometimes makes me tired
-seems to be good for me. doesn't interfere as much with my work
Over the weekend I got a haircut but the barber cut it way lower than I intended. I style my hair a certain way and it needs to be a certain length for it to look good imo. I was self-conscious of it at times throughout the day. A couple of people even complimented it, but it didn't matter because I didn't like it. I want it to grow back soon.
I didn't see anything new today. I guess maybe stuff is clearing. I do feel a bit irritated about my current results, but I see that Shannon is very determined to get DMSI to be fully functional and that gives me hope.
Thoughts
I want to have 100% of the sexual power in my world. I want to have it all.
I hope 3.0.1 has all of the major additions in it that Shannon has thought of. It's interesting. He believes that either 3.0.1 or 3.1 will be at the level of power that no one can resist it. Sounds great. I look forward to it. I still have no regrets of choosing 2.4 over 2.5.
RE: #ForeverHealing DMSI 2.4 - maxx55 - 11-15-2016
Lately I've been checking the forums whenever I have any down time because I'm excited about what Shannon is gonna add to DMSI. Today I just waited until after I was done with all my classes to take a look. I got all the information I would have if I had been checking it throughout the day so I might just stick to doing it at the end of the day. I think it's good to avoid checking the forums all day.
So for today, only one thing really sticks out to me. There's a girl in one of my classes that tends to initiate convo with me from time to time, not often. So today the elevator was fucking up. I got on it and the doors started to close and quickly reopened three times in a row. I got off of that lol and took the stairs. I saw her going to the staircase and I ended up being not that far behind her. I didn't know her name. After the first flight, she stopped while looking at me, waiting. I greeted her and we got up to the floor with our class. We talked for a bit, but then one of the guys in the class said what's up as he walked by. I said what's up as he walked by, just to acknowledge him and she immediately started to walk away. In the past, if we're leaving at the same time then she tends to initiate with me and rarely even waits a little bit for me. After I thought that she might be trying to get my attention today, I found her kind of attractive.
That's really it. My only thing is that there's more than one attractive girl in the class and I don't want to have to pick just one. In the past, I've had bad experiences because of this exact situation. Can't have that shit happen again.
I also had some semis today just from hot girls passing by. It's a bit annoying. Does this still happen as of 2.5? I'd rather not get a semi until I very clearly see girls responding.
I've also had thoughts of the times when I "failed" with girls. It's funny. Some of the same memories came up during E2, but the focus was on how they hurt me. Now the focus is on how embarrassing and ashamed I felt because I "failed".
Thoughts
I really don't want to take a week off of 2.4 before going on to 3.0.1. I can already imagine what'll happen: I'll feel so glad to be off subs for a bit. I may get some noticeable results. I'll probably feel more solid about the healing having time to settle. My productivity rate will improve. And I'll probably be on fire with my verbals...and then it'd be time to start 3.0.1 and probably see some of that suffer, but for a good cause.
I'm kinda excited. I check Shannon's Journal and DMSI got 2 new modules added to it so that's great.
I'm also going to stick with the masked track on school nights for sure. My sleep last night was noticeable better than the nights I was on ultrasonic. If I do ultrasonic again, it'll be during the day where I'll have plenty of time between finishing the 5th loop and when I get ready to sleep.
RE: #ForeverHealing DMSI 2.4 - RTBoss - 11-15-2016
(11-15-2016, 05:52 PM)maxx55 Wrote: Thoughts
I really don't want to take a week off of 2.4 before going on to 3.0.1. I can already imagine what'll happen: I'll feel so glad to be off subs for a bit. I may get some noticeable results. I'll probably feel more solid about the healing having time to settle. My productivity rate will improve. And I'll probably be on fire with my verbals...and then it'd be time to start 3.0.1 and probably see some of that suffer, but for a good cause.
I'm kinda excited. I check Shannon's Journal and DMSI got 2 new modules added to it so that's great.
I'm also going to stick with the masked track on school nights for sure. My sleep last night was noticeable better than the nights I was on ultrasonic. If I do ultrasonic again, it'll be during the day where I'll have plenty of time between finishing the 5th loop and when I get ready to sleep.
But...you will? Or you're choosing not to? Just in case it's the latter, just remember...
Shannon mentioned P3 (in 2.4) will keep the sub running for days in your head...
RE: #ForeverHealing DMSI 2.4 - maxx55 - 11-15-2016
(11-15-2016, 09:49 PM)RTBoss Wrote:(11-15-2016, 05:52 PM)maxx55 Wrote: Thoughts
I really don't want to take a week off of 2.4 before going on to 3.0.1. I can already imagine what'll happen: I'll feel so glad to be off subs for a bit. I may get some noticeable results. I'll probably feel more solid about the healing having time to settle. My productivity rate will improve. And I'll probably be on fire with my verbals...and then it'd be time to start 3.0.1 and probably see some of that suffer, but for a good cause.
I'm kinda excited. I check Shannon's Journal and DMSI got 2 new modules added to it so that's great.
I'm also going to stick with the masked track on school nights for sure. My sleep last night was noticeable better than the nights I was on ultrasonic. If I do ultrasonic again, it'll be during the day where I'll have plenty of time between finishing the 5th loop and when I get ready to sleep.
But...you will? Or you're choosing not to? Just in case it's the latter, just remember...
Shannon mentioned P3 (in 2.4) will keep the sub running for days in your head...
Odds are I will...begrudgingly lol.
RE: #ForeverHealing DMSI 2.4 - maxx55 - 11-16-2016
Just wanted to post my dream before it slipped my mind.
Dream
Interestingly enough, this was one of those realistic dreams.
I was going to a class and I brought stuff with me to do a presentation. I get outside the class and put my stuff into one of the cubby holes against the wall. Then I realize I'm outside of the wrong classroom. That class ends and everyone comes out. I see a girl that has been difficult with me (Real life backstory: it's never seemed like a "HELL YES" and I was gonna stop putting effort into making plans with her, but then we somehow ended up crossing paths at the grocery store while I was on E2 and she was like "I don't think I responded the last time you texted me. But if you text me again, I'll definitely respond back". I mean she did stop to talk to me when I just said hey, and I didn't expect that. I thought she was a manifestation for me to fuck, but it doesn't seem that way, still haven't succesfully made plans with her. So I was like fuck it and didn't plan on talking to her...then I had this dream last night).
Back to the dream. So I was going to act like I didn't see see her. But she comes over to me and like gently grabs my arm to get my attention. Then we interlock hands and she tries to kiss me but on the cheek. I instead kiss her on the lips and she's surprised in a good way and then I take my other hand and run it through her hair. In the dream, her hair was a lot shorter than what it is in real life.
Also, I don't know anywhere on my campus that looks exactly the way it did in the dream. That's the only unrealistic part.
My question for Shannon or anyone who knows is why'd I have the dream? It is pointless to have these kinds of dreams/thoughts towards girls that don't actually behave that way in real life.
RE: #ForeverHealing DMSI 2.4 - maxx55 - 11-16-2016
Nothing that interesting.
The girl at the asian place actually stopped giving me discounts. She still greets me as usual when I show up, but no more military discount. I'm guessing it was putting her job at risk. Some days I went by twice. I may ask her about it later, when other workers aren't around just out of curiosity.
On the bus ride back to my place this girl that I see on the bus like almost every day who sits by herself usually, has some guy with her and they sat together and talked. I got irritated. Soon after that, I started to get pretty tired. DMSI almost knocked me out. I'm guessing that happened because I started to get irritated. Maybe DMSI has something in there to counteract situations like that? Not sure. Anyway, I just felt frustrated because I'm listening to some cutting edge sub with technology that none of these people are even aware of and some other guy is getting attention.
Thoughts
The sniper in 2.4 seems weak or it hasn't kicked in yet. If I have to wait for all healing to be done before it starts kicking in that'd suck. But I doubt I have six months worth of healing for DMSI. Since it's just focused on healing to accomplish the goal and I did 7.5 months of E2, then I think if I stuck with a healing version of DMSI, all the healing should be done within 4 months max for sure. And that's at maximum. Then again, v3 is probably going to be even faster with the healing.
Depending on how I feel when I stop 2.4 to rest before v3, I may do the version without healing. I'll say that so far I feel meh-bad 75% of the time and I feel good about 25% of the time.
RE: #ForeverHealing DMSI 2.4 - maxx55 - 11-17-2016
I had two cases of sleep paralysis last night. I also had the high pitched noise again in my ear, it wasn't as bad as the first time though that's for sure. Interestingly enough, I've been back on the masked track for the 3 days and then this happened again. The first time, it happened after 4 days of being on the masked track.
Today I was calmer than I have been in the past few days. So I think masked at just under half volume is best for me. My verbals were more flowy, not as sharp as when I'm off subs, but almost as flowy.
In class today, the girl that always sits next to me had a short presentation at the start of class. She came around to each of the groups to talk to us. When she came to my group, and I talked to her I got turned on and was starting to get hard. That was different...Then when she came to sit down after finishing her presentation she sat an extra seat away from me leaving an empty chair between us. She wasn't sitting next to anybody, but she just left the chair between us for whatever reason. After a few minutes, I just said "I see you've made a separation between us". She immediately moves her stuff to next to me and is already getting in the seat next to me. I said "You don't have to if you don't want to" but by the time I finished the sentence she had already moved next to me lol. I just found it odd that she was an extra seat away. She's never done that before. Then at the end of class, she knew that me and a few others were going to ask the teacher a question. She hung around with us and I thought she had a question, but after a few minutes she just said bye and leaves. Either she didn't have a question/someone else asked it or she just wanted to hang around
I went into the library and got a double take from a girl. We made eye contact twice. I don't know why I was looking at her, maybe just habit, but she looked at me twice.
And I did get the discount at the asian place today. This time the girl was at the cash register. Maybe she has to keep it on the down low or something...I didn't ask any questions.
Tomorrow I'm doing the ultrasonic track during the day.
Questions for those who can answer:
Does DMSI actually use calories from food as a resource? I'm keeping my calories pretty consistent and I'm doing about 25-35 min. of exercise a day. I jump rope and I do at least 100 pushups/pushup variations a day. It really doesn't seem like 2.4 is using any calories. I'd imagine I'd be burning fat faster then.
How did the 2.4 sniper feel for those who have sniped someone? Today I instinctively looked to my right while I was sitting at a table doing reading and saw an attractive girl, nice ass, but okay face. I thought it was odd that I'd just look without thinking, it was like reflex. She sat at a table nearby to do her work. I didn't see any evidence that she was sniped, but I think I have my own definition of "snipe".
Thoughts
I'll see what Shannon's schedule for the DMSI release is like. I'd like to do a solid 30 days, but I'd be stopping on the 22nd. Which means I'd have to wait till the 29th to use the next version. If it's gonna be out on the 27th or 28th, I'd rather start it then though and have one or two days on before going back to class after Thanksgiving.
I've been watching TenGame from Julien. It puts me in a great mood and reminds me of the basics.
Okay, I'm just gonna come out and say it. Since I had an unpleasant sexual experience, it makes me hesitate a bit. When I have sex, I want the girl to be clean and fresh and to be totally shaved. It's okay if they're just trimmed I guess, but I'd prefer shaved. But being fresh is a requirement. And I guess I just need to be more comfortable with the whole thing.
I look forward to having mind-blowing results in the future
RE: #ForeverHealing DMSI 2.4 - maxx55 - 11-17-2016
So Shannon recommends 15 days of rest for 2.4 users. I haven't even been on it for a month though and I don't wanna wait 2 weeks. So I'll take a week off starting on Sunday.
And since I didn't get a full month of healing in, I will start off with the healing version and see how that goes.
RE: #ForeverHealing DMSI 2.4 - maxx55 - 11-18-2016
I did Ultrasonic today. Tomorrow will be my last day of 2.4 and I will finish off with the masked version
I was in an alright-good mood for the day. Got my work for today due. Still plenty left for the semester, but one step at a time.
Only a few things stick out to me for today. I hung out with my friend for a little while today. We went to an "interactive sports bar" lol. He really enjoys pinball so we played for a little bit. As soon as we walked in one girl at the bar looked at me, we made eye contact and she looked for like two seconds. Soon after we were at the pinball machine, the female bartender, who's apparently hot, greeted us and asked if we wanted anything to drink. I told her no, we're just checking out the pinball machine. She said to let her know if we need anything. It was my first time in there really. And she was having conversations with all of the other customers so I guess it's nothing special. It only stuck out to me because we went to the arcade area and everyone else was sitting at the bar or at a table. On our way out, the same girl at the bar looked at me briefly. I looked back after we passed to see if she was still looking but she wasn't. When we came back later, a male worker came by and talked to us for a bit and watched my friend play. It could just be the workers are very social.
What Happened:
We went to a pizza place and as I was waiting for my pizza, an attractive girl was sitting at the table next to where I sat. She had a Pokemon shirt on. After hesitating, I said "I like your shirt" with a smile and she said "thank you" with a genuine smile. A little later, a guy came over to her that she was waiting for and after getting their pizza they left.
What Could/Should Have Happened:
We went to a pizza place and when I went to sit down after ordering my pizza, I saw a girl with a Pokemon shirt staring at me. As soon as I sat down she said "Hiii" in a girly voice. I said hey and commented on her Pokemon shirt and asked her if which starter she wanted for the new Pokemon game. She soon invites me to check out her Pokemon Moon game that she has back at her place. She promises me that we'll have all kinds of fun. I politely decline, but say that I'll be available tomorrow. She happily agrees, asks for my number, I get hers, she hugs me really tight and says "see you then" as she rubs her hand across my chest. The boyfriend comes over and asks her what's going on. She simply says I'm a friend and that she was messing with me and quickly pulls him away and leads him out the door. She turns around to me and winks with a devious smile. The following day I fuck the daylights out of her...and we play Pokemon.
Back to the rest of what happened:
As my friend and I ate our pizza, a hot fuckable blonde was getting up to leave. She had on really short shorts and a nice ass. Nothing noticeable from her.
The rest of the night, we had fun but I didn't see DMSI really "kicking in" at all.
Thoughts
Well tomorrow is the last day of 2.4 for me. I'm looking forward to 3.0.1. It'll also be nice to take a break from subs for a week. I should probably use the time to get as much work done as possible.
2.4's sniper is weak. I just don't know how else to put it. Shannon said he'll eventually add in Remote Sniper Seduction (what I'm gonna call it) later in the v3 branch. Once this is in there and it actually works, that'll be epic.
As I originally said, DMSI needs to surpass what pheromones can do in terms of results with girls. Want fallout with smoking hot girls? It's in there. Want to be able to snipe a girl who had no interest at all and fuck the shit outta her? It's in there. Want to have multiple LTRs with beautiful girls who are on top of their shit, have a personalities as enjoyable as their bodies and enjoy incredible sex with them? It may take time, BUT IT'S IN THERE!
That should totally be on the sales page of DMSI when it gets these things added in and working.
RE: #ForeverHealing DMSI 2.4 - SargeMaximus - 11-18-2016
I'm loving your thoughts on DMSI maxx.
I'm just wondering how all the celebrities and porns stars of the world are going to do with all this remoter sniping. I assume there'll be some overlap interest-wise from DMSI users...
RE: #ForeverHealing DMSI 2.4 - maxx55 - 11-18-2016
(11-18-2016, 09:34 PM)SargeMaximus Wrote: I'm loving your thoughts on DMSI maxx.
I'm just wondering how all the celebrities and porns stars of the world are going to do with all this remoter sniping. I assume there'll be some overlap interest-wise from DMSI users...
Dibs on Lela Star, Diamond Doll, Ariana Grande, and Priya Rai